One day, I suddenly found that I can't go on. (Nothing computer, just some of their own confusion and feelings)

There are 10 days left to end the training, for me really learned a lot of things, but relatively, by more is the blow, you will never be compared to others, when you solve a problem, others have solved this kind of problem, and sometimes want to do their own such a spell, anyway, the final participation in the game will not necessarily have their own. No reason, suddenly want to give up, why to reluctantly do those things do not do. When I submit my code again and again with anticipation, the end is WA, the greater the expectation, the greater the disappointment. In order to AC, I can only see other people's code, to see other people's thoughts, and then force this idea to add to me, I do not understand why their thoughts are wrong, why I must go to their own code to change the useless, beyond recognition, change to their own do not know can. No certain foundation, no certain experience, want to follow their own ideas to knock code, really good difficult. But, after all, have learned what eggs to use? Who knows what we are going to do after graduation, maybe someday we'll find that the work we're doing may not be a bit relevant to the computer. Not everyone is the "building leader", there will always be someone to become the game of cannon fodder and green leaves. But, I really do not willing to do a cannon fodder ah. Perhaps, a little negative, but really not reconciled to their own hard to knock the code and be his own hands to change the unrecognizable AH.

Heart is very tired, do not know what they will be able to do, once foolishly thought oneself someday will become a giant such as the network of three giants, now it seems that they can only laugh. I do not know how long I can walk on this road, I do not know if I will have any future.

May say, very not mind, east a sentence, a western sentence. But indeed I feel the pressure of competition, feel the helplessness of their own ignorance, and ultimately to give themselves to cheer, perhaps I can not surpass others, but I am not every day to surpass themselves? A clear conscience is good.

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One day, I suddenly found that I can't go on. (Nothing computer, just some of their own confusion and feelings)