[Post] A 26-Year-Old it man wrote after Resignation

Finally, I decided to leave the city. When I decided to resign with the leaders, everyone was very peaceful and said something insincous to each other, because a week ago, after receiving an offer from another city, I spoke to him and talked to him in a cafe for four hours. The busy figure of colleagues shook into a phantom, and the familiar voice finally turned into a noisy sound, entering the elevator that moment, I realized that this may be the last time I step into this elevator that used to take me up and down countless times. Not many people feel relaxed after leaving the office, just as I first stepped into this elevator.
　　　　
I, a 26-Year-Old Man, graduated from a tri-stream University for nearly four years now. When I first took the college entrance examination, My major was basically marketing. Unfortunately, what I finally admitted was just a three-stream key Computer Major that I got up in the middle of the night to make up my wish list. After four years of college, I plan my postgraduate entrance exams and got my favorite school and long-time Major. However, when I was a senior, a sudden fall in love eventually led me to fail. So at the end of that year, I hurried to find a job, that is, the job I just quit, and talked about it with an ansheng. My college girlfriend eventually failed to reach the same city as me, and the feeling of not doing enough work had vanished with the erosion of time. In the past four years, this private IT company has become a small leader from a younger brother to a project manager. The path of life is almost the same. As a college student who graduated from the beginning of the century, I followed the tail of the IT wave all the way to the present. During this period, I applied for the graduate student I was not able to take the test for twice, but I ended up failing because of my trivial work and my indetermination, my age and social form are doomed to postgraduate entrance exams, Which is meaningless to me. As a result, I was in an awkward situation, where I could not improve my skills at work, and the space for management jobs to rise was limited. My dream of using my postgraduate entrance exam to engage in my favorite career was completely shattered. After nearly four years of graduation, I lost my way.

Naturally, I thought of resigning. I am not an anman. I think the character of Sagittarius is especially obvious to me. Resignation is a dilemma. If I do not resign, my life will continue as it is now. I repeat my current job every day and feel depressed and unwilling, I will use my little savings to buy a house, I have a wife, and then I have a child, until one day I can't do it, my technology cannot be refined gradually outdated, in addition, I can't raise my post to a higher level. Maybe I will resign one day in my 30 s and feel overwhelmed. After I resign, the road ahead is unknown. I will discard all the painstaking efforts of the past few years and start a new job with nothing. I will only have the remaining ideals and the passion left by my youth.
This kind of choice is a dilemma, especially when I find that my decision to leave has hurt a girl who has loved me for many years. She has been in the middle of her friends and lover for years in this city. My parents hope that I can work in peace of mind and stay in this city, so it is understandable. But I decided to resign, and I don't know what I want to do. Maybe it's just a change. It was really decided that I found myself so nostalgic for the city and the people in the city. When I heard the cry from the girl on the phone, I felt like a knife, but I found that she was so important to me and hurt myself. I thought, in my life, I will inevitably bear the cross for this feeling. I like to listen to the song of Xu Wei. There is a bit of joy in my sorrow and hope that the most painful time in my life will be the turning point of my life curve. The road ahead is still confused, I hope that I will be able to follow the footsteps of the day, so that the bright future can be persistently continued.

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When I first saw this article, I felt that I had my own shadow. I have been in the provincial capital city of J province since I graduated from school, and I also have a girlfriend .. But later, I left. Now in this city, I also publicized the end of my feelings. I saw this article and looked for my memories .. That's all .....