"When a programmer's dog day" (forty-five) more and more feel like a dog

Note: This article can be used as the topic of Dog Day.

Soon after, the R & D Department recruited a new colleague to do delphi and required some simple C ++, he is also responsible for assisting with the video recording processing function of some recording host software programs. This new colleague surnamed Peng, who is four years younger than me, is called Peng. Peng came from Hunan. He was not tall, thin, and easygoing. He sat in the empty seat in front of me.

Although Peng is four years younger than me, he did not expect to be married soon. He also has a personality. He does not join us at lunch every day. Instead, he goes to a cheaper fast food restaurant, probably because he is married, therefore, we know how to save money. In addition, after work, he did not say hello to Zong or Li's manager, and he was also very personal.

It may be because I and Peng are both engaged in software development and have equal positions. He talked a lot with me. Sometimes he walks along the way back from work, and he is happy to chat with me. However, the attitude of a married person to work and life is still a little different. He is strict with himself, although I am four years older than him. Of course, at this time, I strictly demand myself at work, but I am more casual in my life.

Peng's arrival does not seem to have noticed him in the department. He is so dedicated. You can say that he is a group, but it seems that he is not a group member, he was very friendly when talking to people.

Zong's attitude towards Peng is still very good, because his wife is also from Hunan, so he and Peng seem to have this topic. This also makes me have some comparisons.

Maybe Zong is not wrong, and I am not wrong, but I am not the kind of person he likes. Everyone has some people in their hearts that they do not like. Maybe I am the kind of person that Zong does not like, so his attitude towards me has never been so good.

After having gained a comprehensive understanding of the Administrator background through the admin background website I published, alicloud also put forward a lot of modification suggestions, which are reasonable and far from perfect. It is reasonable that I can make changes according to his meaning, but I don't want to modify the perfect Requirements for the moment, because I want to develop the student background, and the task is very urgent, there is not much time. It is certainly easy for Arn to make changes. As long as you tap your finger on the keyboard and just a few lines of text, it will be enough for me, and some may need to be changed, that's not fun.

When I was in the mail order company, I always had to instill in me the idea that, in an emergency, I would do something first, as long as it can be used normally, to be optimized, wait for the time to be completed before being optimized as the second-phase upgrade. This can be said to be a moderate way of doing things and a good way of doing things. I still agree with it at the time, so I can also learn from it.

So my attitude at this time is that as long as the administrator background function can be used normally, I do not want to change it for the time being, but do the student background function that has not yet been developed.

However, the "moderate way" that I learned from Mr. Yan soon failed, because later, Mr. Yan, aling, Zhu, Zong, and others, and I, in that small meeting room, the Administrator's background functions and interface effects were discussed.

There is a large flat screen TV in the small meeting room, which can be used as a computer display through the company's special equipment. Therefore, the Administrator's background website is opened through this large display screen to demonstrate the actual operation for each person, we will discuss the functions and interfaces.

Everyone made a lot of comments. Aling also mentioned the changes he had made to me. Jack always raised the question of how complicated the operations are for starting and stopping the recording. The user must log on to the Administrator's background to perform operations. Can he swipe his card, you can directly swipe your card to perform the operation. This is beyond my technical scope. However, overall, this proposal still leaves. In addition, Jack also suggested whether the system can enable or disable the recording and broadcasting host through the Administrator's background. This is another suggestion from the brain fever. This involves the program interface problem. Zong said that only the shut-down program interface can be provided, and the boot fails. When the host is shut down, the recording and broadcasting host is "too busy". How can I respond to requests from program interfaces?

He also said that he always felt that the Administrator's background interface was not good-looking and he did not agree with his ideas. Therefore, after unifying the opinions, I decided to design a new webpage interface for the teacher. Of course, it is impossible for the teacher to design it in person, but to let him do it with his hand.

After this discussion, many of the changes they made to the Administrator's background should be modified first, and during the modification process, Alibaba will keep abreast of the changes.

A Ling's verbal skills are excellent. Part of his work is to explain the company's products to customers, including the video management system I developed, so sometimes I can hear him explain products to customers in the Exhibition Hall. It sounds like a professional interpreter. The company recruited a lingjin to take over the previous employee responsible for explaining the company's products because the employee was about to leave. In my opinion, aling's level of explanation is much higher than that of his former colleague, whether it's aling's verbal ability or temperament.

Moreover, aling is also very good at thankfulness, and seems to have gained the trust of President Chen and entrusted him with the important responsibilities. It seems that this is the magic weapon to stand out in the workplace and is the true way to survive. However, many programmers lack this kind of external quality-of course, this kind of external quality is a reflection of the internal quality-only know how to write code. In this case, I lack good verbal skills, will not favor the leadership, will not be exquisite, will not leave the source, can only bow down to write code.

Alicloud and I are both polite, but he and I have different positions, so they soon decided that the relationship between him and him is both cooperative and opposite. He stood in the general position of Xiaoming. Naturally, he hoped that everything I did would conform to his meaning, and then he could cater to the general meaning of Xiaoming. But I stood in my position, naturally, I would like to avoid making more changes to the system. I think most people who develop the system have this idea.

A few days later, I wished my teacher a new web page and sent it to me, but I thought it was not as good as the administrator's background interface at this time, so what I first thought was that, if I tried to change it based on the new web page, I would give up or re-Modify it if I thought it was not good for others, isn't it a waste of time?

So I asked alicloud to refer to it, but alicloud thought it was still necessary to change it. Finally, I had to propose that we should not change the Administrator's background interface first, because there are too many administrator background pages, it takes a lot of time to change the student background interface first, because the student background is working at this time and there are not many pages to change, after the modification, you can use the new webpage interface to design the page. Thus, aling said that he would first ask to see what else he always thinks. Finally, alicloud replied to me that he always said he could change it like this.

I wish the new webpage interface sent by the teacher, in fact, there are only a few simple and slightly art-oriented pages. These pages are very rough in many places and cannot directly meet my modification needs, so it can be used only after my optimization.

After the student background page is changed according to the new webpage interface effect, I will publish it to the website server for aling to view, then, aring asked Mr. Yan and another colleague from other departments to discuss the effect of the new webpage interface in the small meeting room. The result of the discussion is that the new web interface is not as effective as the original interface. If you quit, you can use the original interface effect again.

As soon as I heard it, my heart ignited, and then secretly shouted: go to your uncle! In this way, you can change it. But I am scolded and want to do what I want to do, because I always said that I will do what he wants me to do, not what I want to do. Of course, I will not scold them, because I don't think they are so kind. I only scold them, maybe they have no grandmaster. I know that I have no temper at this time. In a few years, the edges and corners of my body have been gradually worn out. Maybe this is my sorrow, but it is also to better adapt to society, adapt to a society that does not require edges and corners.

Of course, I am not stupid enough to change the original page of the student background, but keep the entire student background website. I just created a new website project to use the new webpage interface effect, now they say they give up, then I just need to put it on hold, instead of continuing to use the original student background website project for development.

As a video management system, I can say that during the development process, I have been staring at me and seeing how I am doing, this directly increases the invisible pressure on me. Moreover, I gradually realized that video management systems are not fun at all. The school users, especially the administrators and teachers, every operation in the system is very troublesome. If you don't want to know how to use it, you 'd better do everything with your will.

In turn, it looks at the exchange system I made at the mail order company. The customer service backend is used by the customer service personnel, and many of them are complicated operations. However, the customer service personnel cannot feel the operation is troublesome, because their work is carried out by relying on the customer service backend, and their supervisors or leaders will also give them training on how to operate, they must also master such operations, in the end, there are upper-level commands for them to do this.

However, the users of the video management system are completely different. The administrators and teachers are reluctant to master the use of one more system, however, schools want to use the system to improve the teaching quality. This is a contradiction in itself.

So Mr. Yan, Mr. A, and Mr. Zhu are very picky about the functions of the system. I think this is a function, but they think it is necessary to do it, so I had to do what they meant, and I had no autonomy in design. As a matter of fact, my previous practices have been completely feasible for companies and users. But since I am in this company, I have to do it according to their requirements.

After some time of development, the student background was finally initially developed, and then Chu Zong and Alibaba wanted to check what the student background was doing, so after I published it, we will discuss it in that small meeting room.

Jack seems to be particularly concerned about the system interface. He always thinks that the interface is not good at this time and calls another colleague from other departments to discuss it together. The hacker Assembly looks like a professional. He pointed his hand in front of the big display screen and talked and laughed. He said it was not good, but he said it was so ridiculous to me. Yes, you have succeeded in business, but in terms of art design, I don't think you have been ahead of me. The so-called "I have heard that there is a sequence, and the industry has a specialization" means that you are comfortable with business operations, but it does not mean that you can be proficient in all aspects and be as good as other aspects.

Jack asked Ling about his opinion and asked his colleague for his opinion, but he did not ask me much about his opinion. Then he took the opportunity to talk about some opinions that he was not useful in listening, the colleague, however, probably did a simple graphic design of the propaganda manual, and did not design and make the webpage. Therefore, he could not come up with any professional and valuable suggestions. I used to start with an artist design, but since he is not optimistic about me, I also don't want to do anything better.

Jack also said that the system name is not good or accurate, and the text information about the company at the bottom of the page is not accurate. How can I solve these problems? So I yelled at it again: I fuck you! Think about these questions by yourself! If you have thought about it, let me know. Do I have to think about all these problems? My focus is only on the development of system functions. (Sorry, I used a rough port here .)

In the end, the overall meaning is that the system interface should be changed, so that aling can contact Zhu's teacher, or let Zhu's design a new webpage interface. In this case, there is nothing to do with the design of the web interface for the moment, and I will ignore it first.

Soon after, Mr. Yan invited another teacher from Dr. Hua, who was much older than Mr. Zhu. He listened to their conversations with Mr. Yan, as if some of his old teachers and siblings were Mr. Yan, or Mr. Yan's colleagues at the time of his tenure as a Chinese teacher. Jack always asked these teachers to come over and ask them to give suggestions on system changes. Then these teachers gave me a lot of comments about the changes and I was busy enough.

These teachers who are in colleges and universities are always very strange in their opinions. In my opinion, some ideas are whimsical and impractical. For example, one of the teachers suggested that those search functions should be like Baidu or Google's search function, so that you can enter a word to search all the content containing the word, do not search by category. He also doesn't think about how many technical experts developed Baidu or Google's search engine functions. Another teacher suggested that the search function should be able to search the content in the uploaded DOC file. He would not think of the difficulty of doing this function. As a result, I can see why students from colleges and universities do not meet the actual social needs. However, I still have to follow these suggestions.

Jack asked me coldly, "What do you think of Ah X ?" Then my eyes stared at me motionless, and it seemed to penetrate my heart, so I looked straight at him. I wanted to stare at him back, but I didn't even have the courage to do this, and I thought that I was still doing something in his company. I should avoid his eyes properly.

After these teachers put forward those suggestions, I had to make changes again. As a result, I am busy again every day during work hours.

At this time, I am working every day. I come to the company in the morning, sit at noon, then go out for lunch, come back after lunch and have a rest, and then sit next to work at night, occasionally, you can move around when you pour a glass of water or go to the bathroom. Occasionally, Browsing webpages and chatting via QQ are getting fewer and fewer. Although I felt very boring during work hours, I always felt that the time of the day had passed quickly. It seemed that I could not feel the alternate of sunrise, sunset, day, and night. Then, every day after work, I dragged my tired and lonely figure back. In this way, day after day, week after week.

I think from time to time, is the last time on the tail of youth just like this? Will we spend the rest of our time?

Every time I sit in my office and work hard on code, I think of a student in elementary school from time to time. At school, we almost had the same temperament and trajectory, later, after he finished his job, he came out of the Community, and I continued to go to school, then graduated, worked, and started working in the office. That long time is exactly the time when we seldom contact and meet each other. We only know after we re-meet and contact each other, he has long been a "Big Brother" character in our place. He knows the name of a person who is older and younger. He also talks about his "Heroes" from time to time, those days. Sometimes I envy him and envy him for the red and green lights, the sound of dogs and horses, and the fast-hearted revenge. Instead of sitting in the office all day, looking at the boring code, looking at people's faces and looking up. His signature on QQ is, "My brother, I love it! My brother is not easy! Benefit !", Interesting.

I have been in this company for a few months, but I have never been able to find my sense of belonging. My thoughts on leaving have never been interrupted, but I have no determination or courage to leave. Why? In the past, I decided to resign. Is it because I am almost 30 years old, my mentality is "old", and I am not impulsive, So I dare not jump?

From this job, I feel more and more that I am the "Code migrant workers" at the bottom layer. If others make you turn left, you cannot go straight and have no right to speak. I think I am working very hard, without looking at the future and the way out, I feel that the process is getting harder and harder. I have no chance to contact others, and all my workspace is just a computer. This is a problem with my job, a problem with this company, or a problem with coding? I have no answer.

Every time I go back with a tired and lonely figure after a busy day, I feel like a dog, and I am very miserable. The dog may have another good master, but I don't have one! Is this a fixed number that cannot be changed?