Rookie growth Note (eight)-----a carrot and a pit

"Life is not only the current, but also poetry and distance ...", endure the present drift, just because the heart still have their own not to have been far away? Far away, a good vague word, I do not know where it leads to, where the foothold! Perhaps, because of all the unknown, the path to it is more interesting, and because of this, it is more worthy of their own efforts to explore it.

Work time always feel much faster than reading time, many times they have not responded to, the passage of time has exceeded their expectations, feeling there are a lot of things did not do, how the time of the day is gone, 16 has been defenseless under the circumstances of the fast One-third, Now the situation of their own still no improvement, but basically completed the mentality from the students to the role of social members change, such a mentality does not know in the end good or bad, is a sleek sophisticated or mature sound? Well, I know it doesn't matter much to the latter, Akzent.

Another year of Qingming Festival, still and last year, there is no poetry in the "Rain", the sky is shrouded in a hazy, hazy is the flow of traffic endlessly ..., think of the dead grandpa, I hope you in there all good, I know you are not satisfied with my present situation, don't say you, I myself feel now is very fucked, I think you also see, although very fucked, but oneself also unceasingly diligently, diligently ...

Spring Festival Holiday back has been on the one-month class, adjusted to the current company has been five months, incredibly have five months?! Think about it, feel really there is no technical upgrade, came here after contact with QT, but also obviously feel that the new things to get started is much easier than before, thinking about the internship, with the things that have not been touched before to do a small function also have to spend a month ah, think also really egg pain, this also is a progress bar. Intermittent use of QT to do some control, but the feeling is also playing, although the function is to do well, but there is always no formal feeling in the heart, so far have not participated in a slightly complete project to go, feeling are doing some miscellaneous work, including now do some tasks, have not been able to give their feelings, I think this is very bad, very bad, but also make oneself feel very worried ah, such a mess of reasons, also contributed to their own another way of behavior, of course, this is the back to say. Now work to do project tasks, basically encountered a lot of things are all rely on search Ah, first search Chinese, Chinese search English, helpless is a lot of Google Mirror special is not very stable ah, always have to change to, special Baidu does not give force, really helpless, Oneself also more and more like stackoverflow this good thing, but is angry is special is also can not normal use, want to ask a question are law, helpless. I really hope that such a political problem can be solved sooner. Technically also these, really make oneself very frightened Ah, now work of task basically is to go to, occasionally according to the original Windows code to QT Common code, there is no what technology, feel like this down I learn C + + are wasted, didn't get deepened but still a little backwards, This kind of state is really not what you want, of course, in the previous period of time after work special himself is nothing to do, the muddle, this also blame who, in addition to hateful himself.

Before the Spring Festival holiday that period of time oneself also really is very spell, every day is basically the department last one walks, continues to do things, or is reading, that period of time also intends to be good here for a few years, the QT to learn to master again consider other, although now QT total feeling is not get mad bland not fire. But make themselves very angry at the end of the year, I actually did not have a little year-end award, really disappointed, oneself is from the home Company (subsidiary) to adjust to the present company, the home company out of a point, my department's business was directly stopped, so the department of people turned around, Although it was the beginning of November last year when the turn around, but came directly to the positive, because there has been positive, and the contract on this side of the signing of the time is in early October, that is, the time of the home company, and I turned over the colleagues at the end of the year when the number of years of some year-end award, I think is how much will have a bit of it, but the result is not a bit, and recently just know, usually in the pay when there is a performance award, but he took the same salary, the mail also did not mention the performance of the matter, it is because of their own just graduated from the sake of? This is not to say that the company gave me more money on the problem, just as an employee, for such things really is very bad, at least to say a reason, so that they can feel the balance of some well, and their current salary in the department should be the lowest, really helpless.

In thinking for a long time, of course, the above-mentioned mess of things directly triggered their own thinking, their own department, currently engaged in and follow-up will continue to engage in things, that is, a company's products to transplant the process, so go on really not what they think, At that time into the company is because of the recruitment in the company's server department, this is the original to attract their own, but now use QT to do the desktop application, which really makes oneself very frightened, of course, and a point is and a graduate of the students in the gradually pull the distance, Considering oneself now in the industry development and technology trend, I really do not know what they will be made, perhaps also really is too impetuous too impetuous too impetuous, but anyway, impetuous or calm, now is ready to do and already in action do not flinch, continue to go forward, so, After many times of ideological struggle, I intend to enter the iOS mobile development This is already a red sea crowded market, save to eat, but also to the friend borrowed money, into a Mac, using all the time after work can be used to learn iOS development, now and then has learned one months, But feel the progress of learning is really a bit slow ah, although there is a C + + foundation, but to learn a lot of many, since the determination of the direction of the goal, said that the real feeling of life is more substantial, will be very conscious of the use of the time after work, and no longer to the past as the muddle, Anyway, there are people from all walks of life who say it's a hole. Do not come in, but I want to anyway is a hole, that is not all the same, and I also like the Apple products, such as The Star company is also very worship, pit on the pit bar, work hard, hard to learn, I do not believe the bare feet also afraid of shoes. Of course, in the work time themselves or to respect the responsibility of the task in the completion of their own tasks, the company is also to pay me, I should do the responsibility and obligations, at present, their company in the industry is one of the best, the company is really a good company, just feel that they can not be long stay.

The reason to choose iOS Mobile development This field, one is that I want to enter the Internet industry, second, although the industry is overcrowded but the salary is really attractive, and oneself is a fruit powder bar, feel engaged in such a job more passionate, perhaps also think too simple, but really do not have so much, Another point is to come to the company after the department of a girl, she has just come, years ago, the Department of the organization of outdoor activities, has been deliberately approached her, of course, she also felt, in the outdoors when we are basically together, clap the group according to her hand when still a little excited, She and the department to make a girl play, told me to pull her run, but the egg hurt himself at that time did not know how to think, incredibly did not directly pull her hand, but pull her wrist, after hindsight really cry dizzy in the toilet ah. But came back to find that she is actually a local tyrants girl, driving is two hundred thousand or three hundred thousand of the car, the art of learning, do not know how to come to our company, at that time the mood is also beep dog, this gap is not a lost ah, I am not even a driver's license has not been tested, and then no longer with others girls hooked up, Although other girls do not feel anything, but also from time to time will buckle me, but this heart pressure is also quite big ah, so to yourself, special must make money to make a lot of money, if you can not let their favorite girl "buy Buy buy", this is actually a sad, really sad. Now is the state of learning, because there is no money so weekend and holiday also where do not want to go, nest in the dormitory study, the four-room bunk, also really is a bitter force. Now the plan is to use the time off to learn a good time, a little ability to say, and so on when the project does not need me (make it seem to need you now, no money directly admit it. ), and then leave on your own.

This year's spring is almost over, but the feeling is special do not see what the flowers look like, travel is not to say, the sum, the circle of Friends is spring. Although not able to tread find spring out outing, but their exercise is not falling, since last year ran the whole marathon, suddenly the interest in running is not so big, the first period of time the weather began to run the next gym membership card, one weeks also basically go four times, the body is the cost of revolution, experience and saw tell themselves , this is really you can fight to the last capital, don't say no time, time squeeze is always there, fitness really can make a person more confident, reasonable arrangement next time really can active whole time point.

Life is nothing smooth sailing, if it accidentally qj you, no matter, adjust the good mentality on the line, anyway it will qj you again.

Life is not just a bit of the drift you see in front of you, it has poetry and far away ... You have never been to the distance, never walked the road.

Guy, everything is starting now.

Rookie growth Note (eight)-----a carrot and a pit