Self-spat and self-vision in the late night

Perhaps immersed in the college entrance examination after the liberation has not slowed down the god, for his freshman semester for their performance I can only play a D, leaving the early high school six years of closed boarding school into this free University hall I obviously did not have a good arrangement of their own control. Choose this major, I think I will be very easy to become it great God, what software website all kinds of cattle fork technology are playing very slip, but the present I still far away. When I did not go to college, I had the impression that my classmates in college were-------------stupid. It turns out that I was too naïve, I also reduced to hang section and worry about the people, the result of the beginning of the abuse of life, I really do not think I will be reduced to the end of a freshman. In the chat with a other school high school classmate, he told me that he points to 3.3, I say you are bad, he said that he said not good, his heart is very big, recalled once we are a horizontal line and now I do so, can't help but began to feel that today's own less ambition and morale. In this semester, playing computer games occupy most of my time, I am now both like and disgusted with them. I slowly woke up some, the original I spent all day in the dorm, suspended those days, during the day I left the dorm, my own people run to study, sometimes dinner did not go to eat, direct study to 9 points to the dormitory by the way to eat supper and supper, suddenly have a high school seriously read the feeling, although poor performance sometimes not high, But out of the dorm for me I am also a change, next semester I hope that they more out of the dorm, more time to spend on learning.

For the Freshman C language, I think I learned very bad, I did not spend a lot of time to study, open the computer want to knock code, but play occupy most of the time, I think code this thing to more knock more practice, make perfect, and oneself also must learn to like it, only oneself like it, can put into the study. Because I did not study hard enough, so often stare at the topic but can not knock out the code, slowly kill themselves, and think that the accomplishment is the most important part of arousing interest, I did not write code inside find a very good sense of accomplishment, so can not mention very strong interest. So I need to slowly knock more code, make up, let myself more love programming. C is the most basic language, I feel that I have to fill the trap to grasp it, or later how to learn a deeper technical knowledge. For the upcoming C + +, I would like to learn to understand, play their own foundation, of course, to cultivate good habits, more knock more practice, there is not a course, this is one of the ills of my last semester, this will let oneself learn very passive, at the same time to have a plan to learn, so learned the deep, can not learn too casual Of course, I hope that after learning to gain more sense of accomplishment, can be satisfied with their own study.

Although staying up late is a bad habit, I think it is more efficient to do something quietly at night, so I write this essay late at night, perhaps more I am in the groove myself without any technical, but my performance is really to criticize a meal, my freshman was very timid, I must alert myself. So for me, the good news is that college has just started a semester, and the bad news is that I've wasted a semester. I have lagged behind others, I need to return to redouble their efforts to improve themselves, planning is an important part, I did not have a decent plan last semester, planning their own study, planning their own life. I want to try to be back once unwilling to people, the morale of their own. As the saying goes, how big the heart, the stage is wide, to set goals in the heart, there is greater ambition, when the talent can not afford their ambitions, to do is to calm down to study hard. Late at night, sleep it, willing to work hard, I hope I do not just shout out slogans, I must do!

Self-spat and self-vision in the late night