Six years later, I will leave (4)

It was the most difficult time I have ever had. It was my second year in college, and I almost felt that I had evil in my heart.

At that time, there were very few people accessing the internet. Most of the online worms around were men who were not very successful in reality. Some did not have the opportunity to promote, some did not have good interpersonal relationships, some were unemployed, and some fell in love, what's more, I don't have love, I don't have business to wait. In my opinion, surfing the internet is similar to taking a mirror from the past. In addition to the conventional usage, it is often a symbol of frustration. If a girl tells me that she has found a boyfriend online, then I think her two eyes are just like two mature eggs.

The New Year's Eve of the year has always impressed me, and the changes in current affairs have always been a sigh. From a faint excitement to a strong yearning, they all happen on that sleepless New Year's Eve night. Just like all sleep nights, it is bleak and sad. On the only new year's eve in my life, I watched many couples stick to the river one by one in the countdown to complete the so-called "Millennium kiss ", at this time, my biggest wish is to hold her little hand and look at me in her bright pupil. At this time, she may have been on her way out, and the packed luggage bag has been imprisoned in my soul. Sorry, a person is always numb to a piece of glass foam at some time, and the sound is always chicken skin. At that time, we were still young.

What happened later was basically inexplicable. I had a serious psychological problem and the cause was unknown. They often fall into fear of death and are at a loss. Those days are really sad, the viewer tears, the storm for the color, the grass for the sorrow, pull far away. At that time, there was no such animal as a psychiatrist, so I finally had the only re-repair. At that time, the re-repair was just like the cohabiting of men and women at that time, and it was a shocking thing. I hate not being able to use a fire gun on the left, a watermelon knife on the right, or a hunter on the second or third to vent my anger. The current rebuilding is probably the same as the current cohabitation between men and women. It is not the first time. I am one of the few cases where I pay the repair fee with a scholarship. As shown in the following example, this interesting event should be impressive, but it is actually very vague. I don't know if it is a long term, I am still deliberately forgetting the time of sincerity and fear. I was so proud that I had never told anyone that day. The difference between the original xigong and the current xike is not reasonable. In the environment at that time, under the pressure of that time, I have never fallen, at that time, I began to stick to my two basic survival principles: to be an optimistic and positive person anytime and anywhere, and to make everyone who needs to rely on me depend on me whenever and wherever. I think that many of my students and I were qualified to despise our students, especially when reading the post on "coogo Longmen array" occasionally, I felt very disgusted. Well, OK, I admit it's not you.

This is the best time, this is the worst time; this is the wisdom, This is the stupid time; this is the period of faith, this is the period of doubt; this is the season of light, this is the dark season; this is the spring of hope; this is the winter of despair; we have nothing, we have nothing; this is the most conceited sophomore, This Is The Most inferior sophomore. Tengqi Qifeng kills pigs, zidian qingshuang kills dogs. Feng Tang Yi Lao and Li guangnan Feng. Qu Jiayi is in Changsha, rather than without a Holy Lord. If he is in haiqu, how long is it? The gentleman is well-known. I think it's cool to have a greedy spring. Yang Yi does not meet, Fu Lingyun and self-pity; what is the trend of playing water in the zhongji? Those who know me are my worries, and those who do not know me are the ones who beat me.

Six years later, I'm leaving (5): http://blog.csdn.net/bromon/archive/2004/08/31/89687.aspx