Always seems to be in the pursuit of how to learn better, but always can not succeed. has been zeroing in but always a 0, unable to get rid of the mind in the way of thinking. Recently in learning iOS also kinda want to turn this, first of all from the client development of love, there is not too want to do background development, so let me have this decision also let me more passionate to do well. But is not a good idea can easily achieve, is the so-called idea and as there is a gap, and for me this gap is far, for a study and work so long C + + programmers I, at present, do not dare to compliment themselves qualified, at least for logic and design does not involve more, and the work is actually quite deserted, 4 years time, long before I wanted to write some of their own voice, I seem to have been trying and change these years, but did not succeed, my ability and courage to let me more low helpless. People around are constantly beyond their own, and now still trying to find a suitable direction, unfortunately this direction is an unknown thing. I don't know why I was so miserable, I have a lot of work and love I am very rich.
What I want to do, just meditate on the current things well, the future is unknown. You can only grasp the present, not too impatient for learning. Although the personal head is not very good, the old saying there is a cloud, clumsy birds have may not lose.
Some reflections on learning and work