Spring and winter, another year

Spring and winter, another year

Spring and Autumn, year after year. Can always have those years, may be a few months, days or even a moment, people unforgettable unforgettable. 2016 is the most memorable year of my life, not a few months, days or a moment, but a full year. To study abroad, to learn what they want, but also through the 30-year-old birthday, hard busy but very full and gratified a year.

1. Spring: Go to school on the seas

2016 The most important thing is: After six or seven years of work, and then back to the campus. The various regrets of the undergraduate study, finally had the opportunity to make up. I've been studying hard all year, trying to hold on to this precious opportunity. Because this should be the last time to study on campus.

The first semester is a very difficult semester, to be a newcomer to life, everything must be re-adapted. and learning to compete with students from all over the world. Every day class, go to the library to find materials to print papers, go home to eat and write homework, cycle, and sometimes really want to hurry past. Every time you come out of the library, blow the cold wind, breathe the fresh air, relax the mood. Back home, and continue to work.

Is it worth the hard work? It's worth doing what you love. Imagine the love, like a slam dunk, a group of warm-blooded teenagers, in the best years to fight for a goal, this is a very desirable experience. About love, is a very personal matter, not someone to tell you. Sometimes you do something that comes with a part of you that you don't like, such as job travel, overtime, leadership meetings, and other things that aren't related to programming, and the stress of competition and performance. If I can kuzhongzuoyue, I think this is love.

2. Summer: People to 30 Kulai

On this summer's long vacation, I spent my 30-year-old birthday. It's a simple, ordinary day, and there's nothing special about it. But there are some subtle changes in psychology, although not very old, but in the surrounding students are very rare. When I think about graduating from school, the Big brothers in the group always say, "We have a new guy in our group." At that time, I looked at them, it is like looking at their predecessors, but they were also 98, the largest 30. I did not think that the young men are now older than the oldest elder brother, so think, I feel that the students around me may be the same mood. And I looked at them and recalled who I was. This feeling is wonderful!

Because can't legal internship, so the whole vacation can only at home to do the problem. Do not know, a do scare, the gap is quite big. Many students around the foundation are very solid, but also contact with the ACM algorithm competition. In contrast, my foundation is too weak, so I am immersed in practice. Although it is not necessarily able to compare with who, but compared with the original self, see progress is very happy. From the beginning only the basic data structure, to finally understand some have always wanted to learn the dynamic programming, to later the second semester of consolidation and from the side let me deepen the understanding of state machine, Graph, Logic, recursion have a new understanding. unconsciously, looking back, found that they have gone very far ~

People around a lot of background are good, some ability is very strong, let me dwarf. But in fact this kind of pressure is very good, the person around the strongman is your catalyst, if you can put your position, this environment can make you break the cocoon rebirth. After all, this age to learn, in fact, is a kind of achievement, the front reference is very few, the only thing to compare is their own. Mr. Yang Jiang's centennial speech was very good:

A person through different degrees of exercise, to achieve different degrees of accomplishment, different degrees of effectiveness. Like spices, the more crushed, grind the finer, fragrant more strong.
We have so longed for the fate of the waves, to the last found: the most graceful scenery of life, is the inner calm and calm ...
We have been so looking forward to outside recognition, until the end to know: The world is its own, and other people have no relationship.

Seemingly very ordinary paragraph, but think extremely afraid of touching me is the last sentence: The world is its own, and other people have no relationship. Imagine that the world will not exist after your final close-up, and that it is not shocking to see this sentence again if it is the illusion that you imagined or created. Even if the world is likely to be there, but you do not exist, but you do not exist, the world has no meaning. So for you, regardless of materialism, the world is really just your own, and it has nothing to do with others.

3. Autumn: Five years in a blink

2016 is also the author of the fifth year of the Bo. Starting from the beginning of 2011 began to consider blogging, the first to use Google's app Engine (GAE), you can build a free station. So learn to deploy a set of WordPress, from then on the road to blog. Gradually, Gae became less useful, so in the fall of 2011 began to organize the migration, November moved to the CSDN platform. Not at the beginning of the matter, is to tidy up their spare. Unexpectedly, after writing for five years, during the basic monthly all adhere to the original article. From the mess to use markdown to do beautiful typesetting, from scratch to rigorous verification, oneself in a little progress. do one thing to develop habits after the inertia pushes you to go, good habits benefit for a lifetime!

About the habit, but also think about the graduate stage of the harvest, here to enumerate the most important points of the individual, recommend each reader to try, especially just open a career or encounter a bottleneck, hoping to help:

• read "book": Reading is too ordinary, but on the Internet to buy back to see Bai. But here is the most cutting-edge book-paper. Want to continue to obtain the best knowledge, there is a process: first domestic books, then foreign language translation, and then photocopy version. Before the author stayed in the photocopy version + domestic quality original book this stage. Now is the original + paper, harvest a lot, want to learn the latest knowledge, grasp the direction of the field, this is a way.
• Theoretical Competence : There is a great difference between industry and academia, but some of the research methods in academia can acquire one or two that will definitely increase your skill. The way to do this: abstract thinking modeling, reading formulas like reading code, proving your theory like debugging code (from Lemma to theorem to Collorary). There's a lot to say: Why are mathematical formulas so much more difficult than code? Because it's so refined, it's like it's written in the highest programming language. read the code in rows, segments, pages, and even files, but in centimeters when you read the formula.

There is an important old habit, that is, to organize and write. Only in their own language collation of the written out, only a real understanding. Formatting is secondary, and even the article is the secondary, like the design of UML diagram, in fact, the most important thing is to help you think through this process , in contrast, the final product can sometimes be discarded. Looking back on the articles written in the past five years, feel the time spent is very value, has been insisting on their own development of the route, easy to learn all aspects of computer science.

4. Winter: Justified man Road, Xi died can be

Suddenly a year of learning life is almost over, really good fast! window that tree does not know what tree, from the branches to lush to the color and to the dead branches, so look at it over a year. The life of the graduate student is very hard, the study pressure is very big, but the happiest is to realize some things, even clairvoyant feeling, that kind of carefree unspeakable! The biggest harvest is to learn some real internal strength:

• How the operating system kernel works
• Advanced knowledge of algorithm--stochastic algorithm, external memory algorithm and concurrency algorithm, etc.
• What does Turing look like, p and NP are going on
• What is the logical basis behind the code

So now see like clrs, "algorithm" write to XXX with (very) high probability (. whp), NP and Np-complete, finally know what is going on. Is it not enough to be satisfied at this point?

One day accidentally saw a post, said less live decades let you suddenly get the whole universe behind the knowledge and mysteries you are willing to? The best answer of course is this sentence: Justified man Road, Xi died can be . Really too brilliant, people live a life can learn something, understand the point of truth, if every day can do so, at any time to end the termination is not a pity. It's a pleasantly surprised to be admired!

5. Concluding remarks: Everything is empty and how

Finally, to talk about the outlook on life and world. On the surface, as a programmer, sitting in front of the computer, hammering. But don't you want to know what you're doing when you code? To live is to explore the "truth" behind the world. Perhaps many people do not agree with this outlook on life, and think about it, there are two major ideas behind this difference is affecting: dream, in the end is an empty, and the following paragraph is too right to say.

It's normal, everyone has their own choice. Who will have tired that day, dream broken that day, give up that day. And the right or wrong turns empty. What's the point of doing the best? This summer, read the "three-body" and "God Roll Dice" two books, very shocked. When humans want to leave something, they find that in the face of eternal time, all methods seem feeble. hard drive? Cd? Books? In the face of almost never-ending time, the most primitive method that may be carved on a stone is the most enduring. It's a gloomy way to come. I think the meaning of doing the best is to experience the thrill of living, even if no one knows, even if the whole universe is only a petri dish of higher civilization, even if we are just the human battery of the hacker Empire. But feel the satisfaction of doing a thing, everything is empty and how!

Forget where you see the passage, encourage yourself, know yourself, and then continue to:

Most people in the world are mediocre, they can not bear the crazy grand dream of the young, all in the world before small and helpless. Many people can recognize it, but few people recognize it and continue to chase it in the right way.

Spring and winter, another year