Struggle, programmer--the 18th chapter of the Mountain Union, although in, Kam book difficult to entrust

Gradually familiar with each other, the first meeting of the scene is still clear as yesterday, but also began to miss some of the details out of thin air.

Since when.
The feelings of the heart have grown into towering trees.
If forgetting can not be avoided, at least hope, leave the time to remember each other once the good.
I knew it when I was a little girl.
The TV dramas are the bad guys who pull their sleeves and say they want you to be responsible but don't go back to their heads.
It is good to see a girl with a sweet smile when she is with the right person, and then sadly to leave.
When I was little, I knew good people and bad people.
Rather than making a good crowd like the TV show, it is better to leave before such a person appears.
The words "introduce you to your boyfriend" and "Marry you early" begin to appear frequently in your mouth.
The reckless teenager who came out of the ruins and the princess who came out of the palace.
A yearning for the open sky green space, a yearning for the flourishing of the feasting.
Temperament completely different two people, and funny is the princess shouted young eldest brother.
The person who has not appeared in the script and will certainly appear is the Prince.
"Let's Walk together." ”
Well ”
I see your shadow stretched and shortened over and over again on the ground. There is a faint alienation.
Always smile bright you, may not be able to walk in the love of the person behind the faint sadness.
The occasional plane flew over the sky, blinking like a star.
As some feelings fly through life silently, leaving or shining or dim tracks.
We are so different people.
I've been looking forward to the future as much as you are, but always on the path of life.
Hundred no use is a scholar, this is Fang gradually the plight of intellectuals, will be in some occasions to talk, in fact, grandstanding unlettered, also lacks introspection, so failed lovelorn unemployed, mediocre life, and no lofty ideals.
Such a loser, is your brother, you know?
Truth knows more than anyone, and is more lazy than anyone else.
"It's too far, let's go back." ”
"Take a walk, take a turn." "There is a lot to tell you," he said.
"No, it's too tired, go back." ”
I opened my mouth, some sad. Finally moved the pace.
Girls because insisted on the victory to smile: "Oh, I like the boys to listen to me." ”
I suddenly realized that such a strong girl, and the same strong self really not fit together, maybe the other side is not alienated but always let oneself have the feeling of hot and cold, or should find a sticky girl.
A long time ago the book saw a sentence, to have the highest dream and the most simple life.
Yes, you have the most distant dream, I have the most simple life.
We are so different.
Perhaps it would be more like a hero to keep you protected until the moment the prince appears.
But I already feel that I have no ability to protect you.
That little bit of humble.
Thin.
Power.
I always see, rainy days, there are boys desperately stretched out the palm of the girl around to prop up the sky on the head.
The rain wet the shoulders. --2007 Spring. Elber

　　

But for the sake of June, pondered so far.

Scorpio likes nothing to ponder, sometimes this kind of pondering will be a dead-eye.

What I've been thinking about lately is that it's not going to end with a small culvert.

This conclusion makes me very sad.

Xiao Yue occasionally in my table to see the cartoon-Patterned cup, wah-hoo shouted: "This must not be bought by you, is that who who gave you." “

I said: "Yes, another sister gave me." “

"Why are you so many sisters?"

"I also want to know this question. "Xiao Yue called me" elder brother ", small Han called me" eldest brother ", in contrast, I prefer the name of small Han, sounded more martial arts a bit.

"Hum, give you a cup, people want to spend a lifetime with you?" “

"Forget it, Libra, and I don't deserve it." ”

Xiao Yue is also a constellation expert, one said this will be gushing up: "The balance of women at first very easy to be attracted by Scorpio male temperament, elusive, women are curious." But getting along is not the same, and the woman is likely to be puzzled by the inability to understand the man all her life. The man's expression is always so delicate, vague, the conversation also always so detours twists and turns. The woman did not know that the man had yielded much to her, and had revealed to her many aspects of his unwillingness to be known. The man seemed so detached, so calm, and in fact very sensitive, that the woman had to be careful not to annoy him. The man is very suspicious, so the mood often inexplicably depressed, silent, make her feel depressed. The woman loves to speak, encounters this kind of situation also to have no emotion to say what, may in the heart very uncomfortable. ”

My heart said this is not the case I met, originally felt and small culvert is not a world of people, coupled with the analysis of Xiao Yue, more and more feel the character is incompatible.

"Sometimes she gets angry, wants to coax the day, is also the telephone and sends the text message, I a minute hundreds of thousands of up and down, which has this time to coax the woman." “

"So, persuade you to make a decision early." “

"Now is not my decision not to decide the question, people recently did not have to contact me, or I put and her affection number back, plus you how?" “

"Good!" “

Recently the new colleague is very prosperous, his title is TL (technical leader), than we these small minions to high half, than PL (project leader) lower half, our usual task (Task) is PM (project Manager) is responsible for assigning (assign) in the Project management tool, which specifies the time to complete, updates the progress at any time, submits comment, and so on. Sony generally give us the task of pressure is not very heavy, basic can be completed in time, not like the Golden gun their H company, is a task to drive the task, project to catch the project. And this kind of task is more flexible, really difficult, extension can be, or transfer to others can do.

The new colleague's hands and feet quickly, often ahead of time to complete their tasks, and then take the initiative to assign our unfinished task to the past, to open a week, open management tools, look, his name is a lot of task, do not obey.

I can only devote all my energies to my work to distract myself, otherwise I will be able to repeat the most things in my day to see if there is a small message on my phone.

"I didn't find myself without you.
Tears in the eyes of the Laughing heart
When a person watches an old movie
Yes, I'm not careful.
I'm not going to find myself without you
I'll see you again in that laughing eye
I must make myself strong

“

Remember when small Han forcibly put my sms ringtone from Qiao play music to this song, I think this ring a bit fatalistic meaning.

Now when I come to text messages, I always do not open the screen, but silently listen to the bell.

Because I know, no matter who sent a text message, it will not come from the small Han.

I thought our story just broke.
The one who repeats that you will always be my eldest brother, and always out of my life.
Just a lifetime, too long?
Maybe billions of years from now, our story will reach the planet billions of light-years away, can it be forever?
Even if only brother and sister relations, the original mention of the word forever, it seems so fragile.
If the days of this rotation, I think that one day, can do to forget you.
And then.
Then the familiar number lights up one night.
A little pleased to pick up to shout out the name, the other side of the anxious voice has been transmitted: "Elber?" I'm not your sister, we're at the bar we used to go to, we've got a couple of little thugs around, can you come over here for a minute? ”
"Are you clear?" She the man? ”

"She was wrapped up, and I took the little gangsters off the watch, brought her phone and called you in the toilet." “

"So, don't worry, hold them first, don't onto something your message, I'll be right there." ”
Well "The clear sound sounds a little faze.
Only things change people in this world, but people can't change things. Especially in the face of feelings, do too many things often seem to be in ... Struggle. Moreover, the only thing that Scorpio lacks is the ability to deal with emotions. So many years have been gathering and gathering fate, also did not know how to fight.
You are the one who needs to fill the heart with emotion, and I am not too generous to give.
is what, let you alienate, henceforth no longer need me to treasure in the heart of the feelings.
If not encounter difficulties, you and I between the fate of the same.
So strange to see you again in a moment.
I don't understand the little girls like to come to the bar. Such a place, noisy and bustling, twisting waist and laser light swept the face of a cloudy and uncertain.

Big stalls, beer, brothers, more suitable for people like me.

Before I came, I called some of the team's brothers, including the Golden Gun, and they were supposed to be on their way.

I glanced at the bar, and the little Han four of them were sitting in a bar on the counter, and three dividing yellow hairs were desperately quanjiu. One months, small Han's long hair replaced by the wave short hair, in this situation appears a bit of dust, and the original pure image compared, let me very not adapt.

The few small gangs are very thin, I weigh the combat effectiveness, and so my brothers have arrived, Quanjian they have no problem. But to see if they have backstage.

I brushed my hair backwards, tried to train the gas field, and walked over.

Clear soon found me, and shouted: "Big brother!" ”

This name, pour a few lakes and rivers of gas, those small gangs inevitably to I looked over.

I waved, and slowed down the way: "There is a place for friends, how can forget the eldest brother Ah." He glanced at the little culvert, and the little culvert looked calm.

Clear way: "elder brother, how do you come ah." ”

I pouts: "First introduce the chant, these friends are?" ”

The clear rolled my arm, pursed the mouth Way: "Connaught, we all do not drink, they must want us to drink!" ”

"Friend, draw a way." "The leader of that yellow hair suddenly said.

I looked at him in disgust, just now he was haunting the small culvert, almost put his mouth on the small culvert face. "Friends, my little sister will not drink, there is nothing to greet the poor place, I salute everyone a cup, compensate a not." "said, I took up a small culvert in front of the glass, I see the small Han look over the eyes of complex."

"Wait a second, you drink four chicks." Huang Mao took a big cup to come over, the wine all poured in.

I take up a drink and do it all. This time my cell phone rang, golden Gun blah blah voice let me extremely excited: "Brothers are all here, want to copy the guy come in Ah!" ”

I said, "Wait for me outside." ”

"Damn, you have seed!" "A few yellow hair heard there is foreign aid, and there are steps under, consciously uninteresting, bitterly walked away."

Small culvert has been back to me, I am transparent, I can only play jokes with other little girl.
"Elder brother, you are very bad, just so many wine go down, do not take ventilation." ”

"Hey, Big Brother walk the river, rely on is a good liquor, talk about loyalty, brothers more, out of the outside, steel plate brick fruit knife One can not less, just that several yellow hair, I blew my breath on the fly." ”

"Why didn't you blow your breath and blow them up, drinking more trouble?" ”

"As a knife-guest, the knife out of the sheath will drink blood, the lake on a catastrophe ah, I can not easily kill." ”

"Look out, you really will blow, a lot of cows fly in the sky ... ”

Small Han sitting there without a word, do not know whether it is too much fright or I have a diaphragm.

"There was no finding where I had gone, a darkness. Oh, my God, death. "Even evil, hope is stronger than the present oneself, strong to, can protect the frightened you."
I have not changed, then, must be some things change you.
Changed to be so indifferent to the dearest eldest brother.
So when the next day the message sounded, the sender showed the name of Jiang Xiaohan, the heartbeat is so missed a pat.
"Last night, thank you." ”
"You're welcome, you remember when you encounter difficulties, the first thought is always me." ”
"It's really my blessing to know you. ”
You still remember me ah, just feel not, say such words very zoning?
Drizzle from the window.
So, this is life.
Spend a few honeysuckle sorrow autumn hurt summer, spring go far.

Struggle, programmer--the 18th chapter of the Mountain Union, although in, Kam book difficult to entrust