Struggle, programmer--The 28th chapter sigh years to trace, what bitter time

25-year-old look at 18 years of hazy feelings, naturally feel ridiculous. But if the 30-year-old look back at 25-year-old feelings are still ridiculous, it is disappointing.
But when I was 25 years old, I really believed in the word love.
I just wait for a long time to express.
Is waiting for you, but also for myself.
I'm waiting for myself to be better, and I don't know how far this day is.
In fact, I think there are many ways to express love, not language.
Big Love speechless, big words thin sound.
True love is so--2007 winter. Elber

We talked a lot that night.

In general, the two sides on the "love" of the common topic of friendly consultations, small Han said to eliminate differences and reduce barriers to enhance mutual trust, I expressed the further consolidation and development of the two sides of the friendly relations between the views.

--Big Brother ... You said you were afraid of injury, I am more afraid than you, so it is difficult for me to accept a real feeling
-then don't accept it. In the days to come, please, be sure, be happy.
--then you have to be happy too, brother ...
--Waiting for you to come to your path, I hope you all the way good ...
How can I open my heart to love a person when I come and go back and forth in contradiction?
You've learned not to love someone again. Don't think about it, you'll meet it the way you want it to be
--uh ... Brother, you gave up the little Han.
--I have given up once, without your world like old black and white silent film so boring, I feel can come back, and then become you like the appearance. But I am me.
I also want to seriously love a person, want to think of him sweet every day, also want to take him to walk to go shopping ...

This is my first, and the last time, directly to hear the innermost thoughts of small Han.

Very unsure of themselves and the future, still make me confused every day.

I remember that night, I said to her, may have to leave for a while.

Also just very insipid to a "oh", she is so, suddenly near and far, hot and cold.

I tried to find stability, as if I had tried to pull her into my arms, and as she lay silent in my arms, the planet seemed to be silent at that moment, and my goal seemed to be so simple. Her happiness is my happiness.

But this stability is often due to her hot and cold to become shaky.
I think she is too unstable.

And I think this kind of instability is because I'm not good enough.

For the next one months, I need to go back home and get the infrared protocol tuned.

Back thick bag, I looked back, I do not know why, unexpectedly have a hint, the little girls are still asleep in it.

Many years ago, friends waved away from home, I looked at the heavy luggage at a loss, many years later they return to talk about each other's career, and I still do not know what to pursue.
I am a person who always looks forward, always only look at one day.
I feel like I'm in a daze, but everyone seems to have a goal, which makes me nervous.
Although I think we are all in a daze.
I don't even know what to do with girls.

Later my sister told me it was not romantic.

Then the first time I was not at a loss to affirm one thing, that is I am not romantic.

If the eldest brother knows, estimate will say I think too much, if old four know, estimate will say I ernvqingchang.

If old three ... I would probably sing to me, "I can't bear to see you back to my face to go to the moment do not have a lot of nostalgia" it.

Director Liu played the abacus is also very refined, I transferred the agreement, can also be authorized to his other customers use.

To this end, the technology transfer Center for my service is thoughtful, in the company near the Vienna Hotel long rented a room, if overtime too late, you can not go home directly to the hotel to live.

Initial catch waveform analysis, is a very boring and time-consuming process, without grasping the package tool, can only use the oscilloscope to catch the waveform, and then manually converted to 0 and 1 of the code.

The girl named Xiao Chen moved a stool and sat behind me.

As soon as I looked back, I saw her: "Hey, you don't have to work?" ”

"What feed feed, I do not call to feed, listen well, my name is Chen Xi, my job is to supervise your work, do not let you lazy." "I said a word, and she crackling a chase.

"What supervision, I am not your people, at least is your partner good." ”

Chen Xi dumped his head: "Well, my job is to help you." Tell me, what can I do for you? ”

My eye beads disorderly turn: "Do not help me to analyze the agreement, I teach you ah ..." ”

Say, men and women with, work not tired, Chen Xi although stupid point, but work is diligent, has been with me overtime to very late.

I stretched a stretch: "Today is here, so late, you a girl inconvenient, here is quite biased, or want me to send you?" ”

Chen Xi mouth to inside wearer Office: "No matter, director Liu sent me." ”

I suddenly realized that director Liu also did not go, the eyes look at her and see inside wearer Liu Director, suddenly understand what.

And then combined with the director Liu every time to see her that color squint eyes, heart secretly sigh, Qing, but from the thief.

Those days I am in excellent condition, even when walking to eat at the time of the infrared protocol, often eat to eat the inspiration, a beat head, estimated next to the people are thought to see the madman.

After the protocol analysis, mainly write code, Chen Xi is basically not help, but she still clinging to move a stool, sitting behind me supervision, just no longer need to accompany me to work overtime.

Occasionally I stretch, enjoy the office of other beauties, Chen Xi will be in the back cold cough a warning.

This life is really tough.

In my heart, I have put the "Liu Director of the People" such a label, staring so tight, it is estimated that my technical strength of the ingredients inside.

The rear, Kelvin three days to a telephone, staring at the same tight.

The so-called before the interception, after the pursuers, such bad conditions, but inspired my competitive heart.

I have probably developed a strategy, in such a short period of time, complete the whole ground to achieve high-speed infrared protocol, basically is impossible.

Can only expediency, by observing the communication between the phone and the printer, find some rules, because the protocol, although complex, a lot of things, the actual operation is not used at all, it does not need to write to the code.

This writing out of the code, there are opportunistic, but also not strong enough, but this is not the way.

Struggle, programmer--The 28th chapter sigh years to trace, what bitter time