Struggle to make the choice right

A few days ago to pack things, from the cupboard fell out of a pile of money orders. Money order with a paper clip more than 100, the top one with a pen written "This is the growth ah!" "Sign me and the name of a girl named Lily." I sat on the ground, flipping through every money order, one page at a glance. It was my first formal internship with a group of interns named Lily. We never fill in the money order, inside a lot of requirements we do not know, such as the number of Chinese characters to capital, each word can not have gaps and so on, the more strict, the more tense, and then we write a wrong one, wrote more than 100 to write a few people. Remember when the boss with a pile of discarded money order to us and said: "Save it, five years later to turn out to see, this is your growth." ”

I was really good to keep it. I did the internship for six months, and Lily, together with a cheap lunch, together help each other write each copy and planning, together with the financial department to get 1200 dollars salary also look at the financial face. At that time, I have to sit two hours a day bus to work, and then take two hours bus work, then a day of public transport costs 2 yuan, the subway fee to 10 yuan, not willing to subway, can only take the bus to three rings a big circle. Lily is a foreign university student who lived in her boyfriend's home during her internship. The boyfriend lives with his parents in a cottage in Beijing Hutong. She is not accustomed to the cottage, also not accustomed to each other's parents, summer sometimes difficult to bathe, do everything carefully. Compared to my far, her jirenlixia more uncomfortable, so work time is her happiest time. Lily is a very beautiful girl, big legs, model body, fresh feeling and dancing dogs almost, then we have no definite plan for the future, she is learning GRE by TOEFL want to go to the United States to graduate school, I think is to stay in this company or apply for a better company to practice. I remember clearly, we do not know the future, but no one is confused. We are very happy every day, silly music silly, although we are poor, we also soil, we work long time also often be as labor to run errands, but really no one complained about.

We spent all the time in the internship together and left each other. I went to the next one to coax the company to continue the internship, she really admitted to graduate students in the United States. Then I graduated and found the dream job, Lily in the United States after graduate students stay in New York to work. Some time she talked to me about her dream company asked to have "unpaid internship 9 months" before, I shouted "Where is the internship, this is clearly the survival of the big test Ah, you this is New York AH." ”

The other day, five years later, when I turned out that pile of money orders, I photographed Lily, who was signing a loan contract at the bank and buying the first apartment of her life in New York. She asked me if I wanted to buy milk powder or something, and I laughed and asked her if you could get me ten years. Yes, five years later, we all grew up and lived to make ourselves feel fit and comfortable. We are all ordinary girls, our every step is not very successful is perfect, we are not each other who strong who weak, we are in the universe like a particle as slowly moving forward, even if failure, but also a growth, even if confused, also is the price of youth. Just, we all feel, every step, must be worthy of their own.

Someone asked me: "I found a job, the boss gave me xxxx treatment, I feel unfair." "I just graduated, a monthly salary of 2000 yuan, you say this company is not a liar." "Dear, I do not know, I do not know how you are, this job value is not worth you to do, I can only talk about myself." The first social practice to sell drinks 30 yuan a day, after six months to pay, in fact, hundreds of pieces. The first internship, two months total 700 yuan, or the top 500 companies, even the levy point is not enough, the first job, people admire the luxury company, starting salary of 3000 yuan. I am not a famous school, my English is not as good as my mother tongue, I have no other people so much insight, did not read a lot of books, year-round in schools, the first time in the company's door to eat bridge noodle, all feel good for a few years forget. I also have a lot of cattle around, some boys graduate on the big luxury consulting company and investment bank, even parents to Beijing travel can use the company chauffeur-Drive, some girls have not graduated on the business, a day can earn a hundred thousand of, some casually learn to be able to GRE Test high score to take a scholarship to the United States. But these are not me, they are just the brightest eyes around me the light. I looked up at them, and then looked at myself, in addition to bow to work, really can not say anything, to complain about nothing. Complaining about social injustice? Or is the boss inhuman? Or is the company bullying me? Or a family that doesn't have the money and the right to be reborn? I do not know how to consider myself to do something worthwhile, I only know with their own background and foundation, in Beijing this kind of school piles, cattle people in groups of places, want to get their dreams of things, will step by step to do the pagoda, step by step climb up, will someone want to see me, whether it is work and life, It's love and marriage.

A few days ago, read a book about the struggle of famous American students. The protagonist, like a Chinese mixed university, was mixed up in a prestigious American school and was eventually expelled. His mentor gave him a probation opportunity to do his job and make a stunning performance in the United States. For a moment he became a successful man who had been applauded at the meeting from a loser who laughed at everyone. All the honors, the flowers, and the most beautiful chicks in America are all around him. And he also finally understand, was asked to drop out of the time, he thought the whole world is bad for him, the teacher in retaliation for him, the ex-girlfriend in the malicious trample him, but in fact, everything is their own cause, is their own chaos slack not learning, let himself fell into the trough of life, the world will never get through with you, It's all done by myself.

There is a saying: "There is no right choice, we are only to strive to make the original choice to become correct." ”

That's it.

Struggle to make the choice right