Summary of the University 1.5, thinking with other

One

It's January 2016, and in one months I'm going to have a sophomore next semester. I forget, now from the end of the college entrance examination has been 1.6 years, from my entry into the University of the past 1.4 years, according to the "university only three years" this view, my university is nearly half of the past.

Worry. If I use a word to summarize my mood, it is "sorrow". This sorrow, may also have a kind of "juvenile does not know sorrow taste, for fu new words strong say sorrow." "The Feeling. There are several reasons for worrying. One is to recall the past 1.5, did not do and do not do a lot of things, wasted time is also a lot. If I were to go again, I might make better decisions on some levels. I call this mood "sunshine of regret", after all, no regrets youth can not exist. Second, standing at this point in time, experienced a lot, thinking a lot of things to solve a lot, this cannot but say is a kind of tension and pressure. On the one hand, may be this age peculiar confusion and trouble, about learning and life, related career and feelings, about dreams and far away.

　　If I simply think about what I have done since I went to college, I may soon come to the conclusion that it is "a muddle". Freshman because of various reasons, psychological state out some problems, the final result is not read how many books, academic performance is just bleak, there are all the classes are barely pass, and that semester just cold please add up the false plus up is almost three weeks. If there is any substantial gains in freshman year, the first is the C + + study, and the other is to brush the knowledge to bring some things. After the summer entrance examination of formal contact programming, from the beginning of Python, and then the world view by the pointer of C/s + + refresh a lot, it should be said, understand the basic use of pointers is the first step into the code of farming this road, originally thought will hang the C + + program unexpectedly got the 90+. In addition, at that time I was not accustomed to the university's education and learning model (there are also the reasons for the Beijing acclimatized), leisure time often bubble in some forums, now seems to be a waste of time, but for the formation of some of their own understanding and perspective is still a certain role. Winter vacation good recuperation for a while, mentality adjusted a lot. I remember before the beginning of the school, to set three goals for themselves, one is the problem of academic performance, can not have the subject of low-flying, professional courses to continue to maintain the advantages. The second is about physical health, since high school has been eating a poor resistance, so decided to exercise quickly after the spring, before running three laps tired of breathless, to the summer has changed. The third one is reading. The senior students have been dreaming of entering the university after reading a lot of books, but there is no improvement in freshman, buy back Tun book is a lot, read a few, so set a non-fiction class good book January two plan. These three goals should be said to be basically completed, but the main thing is not related to this, I never thought she would break into my life. From spring to winter, the whole 2015 years and she tortured each other, to now this step, think of that and I blew the birthday cake with the girl, can only sigh a word at that time is ordinary, but the Secretary of the beauty, I am crazy, wood stone destined and no part. And she fell out after the summer vacation will have Bambo to read books, the governance of the pass to see ten volumes, in addition to sung also began to interest. The late summer began to recite words, but also only persisted for two months. The fall into the sophomore, more busy, began to mix stack, mixed github, but also read the outline of the national history of such a tome. Originally thought we will not have the intersection again, mended late autumn season again entangled together, also did not expect New Year's Day to become alone. Autumn Enroll a Mooc class, then really no time, had to quit, this half-way thing or less dry point good. As for the Ernvqingchang, perhaps only the fate, the only clear is that we have to go all the way to leave a lot of memories worthy of collection. Whether it is the rise and fall of school, or friendship or love of the chaos, let me more believe that the "human path is the vicissitudes of the world,"--the road is long, go is.

Two

I have been thinking about some problems since I was in college, but now we can not say that we know their true meaning, but we have some preliminary knowledge. At that time, a big motive is the university to come northward wide see the world, later to the Royal Park, also did get a lot of opportunities to broaden their horizons. Previously seen in the news of the Central mother's building, always feel splendid not to look straight, to Chang ' an street to observe a circle, the divine feeling immediately disappeared.

The other is the thinking about reading. I'm also a reading enthusiast (I wrote an article about reading in the winter), and I've been adjusting and improving the way I read. In fact, I was at one time reading non-fiction high-grade, especially those who are professional to the layman's popular and academic books, such as "Evolutionary Psychology" "Wanli 15 years" and so on. But later found that this comparative "utilitarian" of the book mentality, and not advisable. Literary and fictional works, such as fiction, stories, and essays, still have a unique meaning (even if they are only used to install literary and artistic). For the ancient prose, I think also cannot put down, this belongs to the university's language self-education. A few months ago began to chew Shang Shu, now finally is some more important contents read out. The pre-Qin classics, before the age of 25, must be read all over again. As for the future plan, one is to work on the book selection, non-fiction utilitarian books, literature and fiction, ancient Chinese these three can not be left behind. The allotted time for reading is not enough, but given that chunks of time are no longer plentiful, this has to be done by squeezing out the "time for others to drink coffee" to read. As for the technical books, I try to read some of the original books, in recent months made a little Csapp English notes, next semester, I hope to be able to read the SICP English version. However, technical books on hands-on practice, if you take the method of literature and art books to read technical books, I am afraid it is difficult to extrapolate.

In my opinion, college students still need to pay more attention to, that is, to recognize the reality. Not only to recognize their own reality, but also to recognize the times and the reality of society. This is the only child in the mainstream, the body has a lot of greenhouse flowers grown in the characteristics of the university's ivory tower stay, it is more easily divorced from the reality. Recognize the self, is to understand that they are a few pounds a few two, handsome whether rich or not long legs whether the surname Zhao or not, and recognize the society, it is said can not be the life pressure and economic pulse is not ignorant. Recognize these ability to own life, future and career planning have a basic understanding, can fully appreciate the pressure of talent and employment, for the future self-reliance and self-reliance in the community to prepare. University of the Cock Silk culture, I think quite negative masquerade means in, say good point, quite a bamboo grove seven yin Wind. College students do not worry about eating and drinking cover because of the selfless support of parents, do not worry about the school cover because Hang branch still have the law of remedy, worry about employment cover because graduation seemingly far away, it is easy to let people idle, only know entertainment. The way to avoid graduation equals unemployment is to recognize reality early and then prepare for the future. If you can't find your own direction and point of interest, it's always right to do well in the first place. Bamboo Seven Yin Although quietism, informal etiquette, but also at least gifted literary talent,--people always have a bit of the ability to bread where eat.

Three

　　After 1.5 of the university, they have found some of their own shortcomings, or need to pay attention to the point. In addition, some things also have different from the middle school period of view. The first is about the "diligence" of the understanding, I have always been a little appreciation of the old generation of the kind of "a point of cultivation of a harvest", "tiandaochouqin" point of view. In my opinion, the word of diligence is nothing more than a personal state of grasping time to do work, without undue emphasis on this crop-like outlook on life. In addition I am not what "genius" type character, never be diligent steadfast of that echelon, do not very agree. But now to see the older generation of people, I feel good to have. To deal with the relatively large, long-term, complex problems or goals (to achieve the goal itself is to solve a problem), there is no kind of hoeing farming-like practical strength, no "morning hing, with the Moon-Lotus hoe," the kind of hardship spirit, no face toward the loess back, a foot into the mud out of the kind of perseverance, I am This kind of local diligence, in fact, is to emphasize perseverance and strong spirit, not afraid of difficulties, not afraid of hardship, not afraid of involvement, to "lakes only lightly." Young people do not lack the passion for hard work, after all, everyone is at the most energetic age, all facing the most uncertain future. But perseverance, the courage to meet the difficulties, the momentum of land reclamation, but not what we often have. I used to like to avoid difficulties, or selective disregard of difficulties, this mentality is nothing but the hearts of children have not grown up, the inner temper is not hard enough. Young people are fond of success, whether it is a score superior, or the ability to excel, is a success of the side. But it is because of the pursuit of this, so that they do not face failure (and the likelihood of failure) courage, which makes people inevitably into a state of vulnerability to escape. I do not feel the spirit of hard work in the traffic of the international trade, but on the way home to see the cropland, there is this experience. The loss, too much care about a small stage of success or failure, so that the stagnation, or lost direction, in the long-term perspective, are useless. Now want to think, the growth of people is also a process of inner gradually strong, only the inner strong, can withstand greater waves, can bear more heavy responsibility, if only by a momentary defeat or a matter of unhappiness disorderly, panic God, can only show that has not been completely from the psychological cradle out. College students have a tendency to snob, eye height is a good thing, low hands can not, gaze at the glow of the dawn, hands and feet rooted in the soil, "foot steam summer rustic, back burning sky." "The Shizhou of this farming era is actually the Wenjiqiwu of the main book. And that's very enlightening for me and my peers. However, diligence (or "effort") is not a panacea, many things, we may have to fight for a lifetime to reach the height of others when they are young, it may be a great effort, and ultimately did not realize their own expectations, but efforts are our own can determine the most certainty. One step back., life itself is full of regrets and not good, to understand the Zhong Ni "know it is not the" spirit, knowing that it can not be, and why should they toss themselves? But to seek no regrets in oneself, worthy of man. West of the West, this verse is not really the most important, it is important that the Holy Spirit of the way down the demon, masterful the story, left to posterity to sing.

Another thing to be aware of is self-confidence. Self-confidence This kind of thing, also compare iffy, not roar a voice "are best" can instantaneous confident force break through the horizon. I think that the right self-confidence should be in the same place between the self-esteem and arrogance, which helps to put their own position, to play their greatest strength. Although the reality is "price square expensive, habitat also easy", but still should have "world big can go" of heroism. This self-confidence can even be called "revolutionary optimism". To admit is that each of us is very small and humble, but the shape may be short, Qiyu aircondition but can be stalwart, young people should be with a "willing to sail Changfeng" soul, and then jump into the flood of times, with such a confidence, only worthy of "the World is your" the glory. Self-confidence cannot come from comparison with others, otherwise it is not self-confidence, but vanity and complacency. To compare, should be compared with their own, compared with the past, if there is a gain, there is income, progress, of course, is worth the confidence.

These two years oneself also set up a certain of willing idea, have to have, have to have, have to give up, willing to do not have to insist. I often "can not let go", feeling "'d been through difficult water", but now it seems that the moon has a cloudy, people have joys and sorrows, this is the true nature of life, there is no need to give too much practice. That said, I am now only aware of this layer, if it is fully accepted these, really no desire is just, really is still far. Sometimes at night before bedtime, recalled the deceased relatives, recalled can not hug the confidante, recalled those who had insisted but now more and more far, once owned but now empty leave regret everything, are difficult to sleep. Feelings in the end is not to eat, learn to accept because of abandonment or loss brought about by the emptiness and grief, may also grow must be a step. "Heart in the Tianshan, body old Cangzhou" even if it is bemoaned, as long as the year "said Hu Junyi uneven" warm blood is not old, the concept of service is always that "ancient man a put Weng" ah. The East wind is evil, the love is thin, the things of the home state are so, the things of the children, the things of the world, not also.

Four

Middle School, has always felt that the development of science and technology, the world will become better, society will progress naturally, it does not seem to be so. Technology is always a double-edged sword, the sword holder must be cautious and rich to bear. The information revolution is undoubtedly the most magnificent narrative chapter, and the popularization and deepening of the Internet and other technologies have completely changed the face of human society. We are all witnesses, experienced people, history at the fingertips flow, presumably this feeling. I hope that after some years until I write "work more than a year of summing up and thinking", can continue to protect the distant princess, like a knight, face the past, face the future.

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