This is my first annual summary of my life. In the past, it is not never germination of this thought, just came to the end of the year, always feel that some wish has not been, some plans are not, so to find excuses for themselves: more than two months, finish the list of things to write it again! And then there's no more. This two days to talk to a colleague, he has a word is very into the heart: bad is there, you do not want to expose it, will not change anything, it is still bad. Yes, I do not write this year-end summary, you will not see what happened to me this year, but still will not change the year's Get and lose. Since a year has come, all friends and let me sentimental A, write this year the change of mind, the following text, is retreat, is a nonsense, is not the dream of the rambling language.
Break the Ease
At the beginning of this year, my work was surprisingly smooth and comfortable: 7 hours a day to get off work, a lot of free time to do side project, leadership appreciation and also gave a lot of voice, have the opportunity to control the project independently, income and even issued a stock. Yet I find myself not happy at all: I can no longer make progress from my work, I am terrified of the vacant time, I begin to indulge in material, buy a lot of things that are said to improve the quality of life, but nothing but a brief freshness. Finally, I found that if the work does not allow itself to continue to improve, then other things good is also a chicken . At that time to listen to Chiang Hsun interpretation of Lihouzhu words: dreams do not know the body is a guest, a ring of greed , said this is the greatest sorrow of life, because you know there will be something in the waiting, suddenly cold sweat gurgling. I think it's a dream to wake up, it's better for me to break it by myself. So without any thought, he declined the leadership of the retention, crisp accepted from another city invitation. New business, new jobs, new environment, after half a day is very hard, even now did not find their own rhythm, fortunately the new team is a respect for data and the use of data learning organization, their professional ability and professional vision has been improved.
Yesterday in Hong Kong met a long time never met a friend, said some of the past decisions, not much to refuse, but simply want to pursue a good many years ago on the yearning for the picture: With or follow a strong small team, determined to break the enemy's city. The road is long and arduous, never know the success or failure of this brigade, but all the goals are firm, the mind is connected. As Cen Sen's a poem: The moon black geese fly high, Chanyu night fled. Want to turn the scooter, snow full bow knife! . can now work to 12 points a day, and then cheerfully whistling home to sleep, but I still can't find my brother, but also can't find the city I want to break.
Regression Practice
The biggest mistake of the year is to give up the past "Walker" route, naïve overestimate the potential value of thinking, figuring out, planning and so-called "management", the bad result is that the work in the lengthy process, unnecessary processes and cumbersome documents wasted a lot of time, rather than always focus on the results, work outside immersed in reading, fantasy, There is no directed interpersonal relationship, not an active extension of the territory. The wrong logic behind this is that after two years of execution, I need to improve my strategic capabilities and framework capabilities, on top of those levels. Struggling for half a year has not adapted, one day I was suddenly struck by an idea: no good results, strategic bullshit is not. And the good result is the step by step to try out, not rely on strategically advantageous position to come out . From that day on I decided to return to the "Walker" and began to focus on the first line, to re-focus on the details of the code, and to reopen the new practice project. One afternoon I reconstructed an old project with Swift and excitedly explored a little half-day with a friend who did iOS, and I found out that my harvest was even more than 18 mind maps. So decisively modified their own long-term plan: at least three years, I will not put down their arms--technology, I would like to charge with my brothers, and I give their position, is still a technical person, a creative spirit of the person, an agile frontline performer, no matter in which position.
A Tale of twins
The year changed jobs, came to 100 kilometers outside the new town, only the weekend to go home, work and life is completely separated. Run tired is not afraid, but a pair of not live is wife. Childhood is carefree, sinful personality, come and go like the wind, reluctant to be more constrained by the emotional, but every Monday morning I leaned over to see the dark sleep of you, that closed eyes and a slight jitter of the eyelashes, the heart of the mind gushing beyond the imagination of all my life. And whenever, wherever, whatever is doing, as long as remember the picture, the heart will bloom a flower. Slowly the emotional Outlook has also changed, I began to believe that the value of companionship, when a person willing to bear all your vices, willing to listen to all of your broken thoughts, willing to sleep before the knee to tighten your hand, this is almost the world's largest bear, this play is better than all the feelings themselves, good too much. Since then I have been aware of the attitude of new friends to the other half, if a person willing to accompany him for a long time to do evil, then he certainly can not be good to me where to go, nature is not worth it .
Hurried a year in the chase, groping, in turmoil, and these will not change as much as throwing away an old wall calendar. Fortunately, they have more confidence than ever before, no matter last year the new Year, as long as tightly hold the current time, in doing meaningful things, in the pursuit of progress, embracing new changes in the brave and quick to make decisions, in the company of valuable people, then there is nothing to regret. Drink a large bowl of chicken soup with you, and greet the new Year, dry!
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That's it, bye. 2015