The meaning of struggle

After a long time of silence and thinking, these two days I have feelings, then hair, in this article to commemorate the growth of their own.

Cause I think the cause is very simple, I like to play basketball, once again encountered a Yan value, height, skill, and the people, and cheerful, Canadian university, the most important is only 19, age let me very silent, now 24, nothing, work has not landed recently, a person in the outside, Lengnuanzizhi. Recall that I was 19 years old, and this person is far less than, even now I feel less than his refreshing, always knot in the heart. Loan pressure, employment pressure, family expectations, personal ideals, all the time on my shoulder heavy pressure.

Met such a person, of course, the heart is depressed, find two elder people ask this matter they all say because the family is good, I also know, if I am in his environment, may also have a different, at least in the eyes of outsiders, very glamorous life. But this reason or interface is not satisfactory. Many people who are not good at home, Through their own efforts, achievements do not lose anyone. This is also my direction to go. But this thing let me look back to the passage of this section is not long on the journey, deeply grateful to grandma, Father mother and aunt and other family's companionship and toil, There is a certain degree of suspicion and frustration about the way that you have traveled. But always said to himself, there is no other if, not so much regret, youth walked through, everyone has a way of heart, I wasted my time think it is necessary to waste, this period did not let me have a brand-name university, No excellent performance, but the harvest is the heart of Thanksgiving and the various feelings of life, perhaps still very superficial, but it is spontaneous from the heart, burst in mind, I think this is what I want.

Well, this article is thinking for a long time, but at this time with the sex, inevitably nagging tedious. If crossing interested, may wish to continue, if not the same ring, or other happy things better.

After two weeks, the same stadium, the same time, met really another middle-aged man. This person is very short, 1.6m, and the game, no basketball awareness, no team sense, I played the position is the defender, and this person really difficult to cooperate, and with the team members of the same without teamwork consciousness, which once made me very tangled , the result is that I am floating in an outside line, become a useless person. And then this guy can not see the past, said I do not play, people are lazy, Daladala, well, I did not explain, I admit very lazy, for a programmer, let's say that is his praise to me.

By this person, I was raised to think: why is the distance so great? What does this mean for the center of this article--the meaning of my struggle? Is it not if I go down, in my own little house, guarding the young wife and children, the sky, also will become this I do not like the person now? Is this the meaning of the struggle I'm looking for? On the way back, looking at the street traffic shuttle, illumination gorgeous, crowd hee hee, is not to meet the expectations of family members, so that the family is better, is the whole meaning of my struggle? If I add to my unreachable ideal, is it a perfect answer?

No stretch of the brow told me, for this answer, I am not satisfied.

Two days ago, a good buddy to visit, to take part in the judicial examination, he is now a private school teacher, small county, pay more than 5k, is definitely a high-income crowd, I asked him why to take the judicial examination, to be a traffic policeman, and to abandon the pay more teacher posts, he said there is no freedom. Because it's private junior The teacher needs to take care of the whole course, accompany to eat, accompany the class, accompany to sleep. There is no time to find a girlfriend, this is not the life he wants, not his freedom. Our high school acquaintance, hundred years of repair of the bunk, in my image he is a relatively lazy person, but now he review the judicial examination really hard very earnest, How he wanted to get out of that prison. And then he was free to pursue his own life. I am also very supportive of his ideas, not freedom, rather than death. Return to the theme, struggle is also because I have a heart yearning for freedom? I know there is no absolute freedom, but if the struggle is very successful, Is it possible to be more free to pursue what you want, or to get what you want, to a certain extent?

He brought me another news is that another high school better buddies, University law, the loss of postgraduate, in the county a cement plant after a year, the success of the examination into the taxation Bureau. Hear this news, first is envy, this is a legendary civil servant Ah! was born in his own side! And I know that he is very talented, More profound thinking, the entrance examination before the retreat of one months, the success of the province to obtain a copy. This person's wonderful events in this article has nothing to do, but let my heart feel, so take a say. What is the sense of it? Why is it that a single event can be a piece of text? The way you feel, His QQ signature has always been, he has his own way, to keep going. Yes, he has made a small step. That's what he struggles for. So what can I get from the examples of my two buddies? That is, first of all, regardless of the meaning of the struggle, first of all to fight!

Concrete how a struggle law, individual has individual's concrete realization way. The examination police, the examination of the taxation Bureau, is only one of many. And it's just as a result to show. So what exactly does it take to be a struggle? And not what people are doing? Forgive me for not thinking about the right answer for me. For a programmer, well find a job, Center to do, speed up their knowledge reserve speed, understand the function of the code, can write their own code, complete a piece of their own works, is a more pertinent answer. I will continue to think, one day I will think of the way to really belong, Then hope that they will be like my brother, the wind and rain without regret.

Back to the center, the meaning of struggle. In layman's terms, the struggle for what. Summarize the previous article, repayment, employment, family, ideals. This is considered a comprehensive statement, can not meet my heart, only from another perspective and vision, then, the first stage of a book I have inspired a very good role--< < bleeding >> of the official career;

I have not completely read about this book, but the main character of the book-The Great Qin Dynasty man second-Reese, the motivation of his struggle has benefited me a lot. When Reese was a warehouse keeper in the civil service, there was a time to go to the toilet and see a rat--the toilet rat was eating excrement, It was reminiscent of the hamster in the warehouse he was managing: the same as the mouse, the toilet rat eat excrement, by the dog Chase, see people hide, and hamster but full of Mi King, see people do not hide. So he was curious to exchange the two environment, the original toilet rat also become full Mi King, see people do not run. Sum up, The environment determines the behavior of the rat. So Reese not willing toilet rats, seven years of schooling and the Qin Dynasty.

When he came to Lan Ling to study, see the streets bustling crowd dressed, and his penniless, but he raised his head, look back, think they are just hamsters, the environment determines their life conditions. The idea gave me a very satisfying answer to my first thought.

So what is the meaning of Reese's struggle? In my opinion, he did not want to be a hamster hamster, but a herdsman to govern the people, when another kind of warehouse manager, but this warehouse is the world.

My current idea also has a relatively clear goal, all the struggle significance, not for the toilet mouse to become a better life hamster, but they can master their own destiny. Not to see people hiding, even hamsters, there will be someone to chase, to capture, fate is just to see people's interest.

This conclusion seems to be a little different from the initial answer, both for the pursuit of more freedom. There seems to be a big difference: is Freedom something others give, or do you give yourself?

This messy text is what I think about the meaning of struggle. Perhaps over the years, more mature ideas will cover this thinking, but that is also the result of this thinking. This is the right to be remembered. Also hope to see the people can be sent from this text, find their own struggle power and meaning.

The meaning of struggle