The March essay--A long wait

Long waiting, from 2014 September to 2015 March, six months of time, I think such a wait is really long, and finally again did not endure the heart of the expectation, or sit in front of the computer, began 1.1 points Spring silkworm The general drip self torture, O (∩_∩) o haha ~ Actually I also feel unimaginable, This time can not write a thing so long, then have the courage to start again after so long, this for a person with moderate obsessive-compulsive disorder, the end is not easy, start more difficult. This past half a time has too much to say, can really sit down, do not know where to start, work? As always, the heavy! Life? is still not salty, hehe, perhaps, this is the true nature of most people's lives, you always feel that they can find the truth of life, can be carefully pursued, but only to see a shadow, forever separated by a layer of the veil is difficult to brush off!

Well, where do you start? Or first talk about our Xuan Ye, this hemp is better, wow ka ~ ~ ~ ~ sometimes look at this little guy, really have to sigh the fleeting time, always feel yesterday still in the toddler small Wawa blink so big, become a small man! My mind suddenly flashed a lyrics: time, time, slow it! Let me have more time to accompany this lovely child ah, I do not know whether I am a person like this, or when the parents have this problem, for each stage of the child, I always feel that the time is not enough, not enough to let me complete drops to discover the change of the child, but he is not nonstop drip forward to run, So I always chase him to grow up footsteps, but always too late, really want to have a machine can put the child's every move to record down, can constantly drip replay, repeatedly look, oh, I this mentality this is not the authentic love Eva syndrome it!

8 Something 6-year-old Xuan Ye, with a lot of boys in common, love noisy, love, very skin, like small partners, play up very crazy, I go home from work every day, nine out of ten is going to go out to the village to find him back to eat, he will run full of sweat, the whole small face red came to my side, Excited to tell me that he and the small friends of the game, or hide-and-seek, or to catch water ghosts, or is simply running back and forth, so happy, let me work a day tired mood can swept away, I like this simple happiness! Just this also has a disadvantage, with a small partner, Xuan Ye more and more willing to play with the small partners, and not too happy to go out with us, this let with the mother is not accustomed to control, can only tell themselves this may also be a kind of growth bar! But sometimes also self-reflection, every time go out to take a camera to his photo, is not let him feel bored, but that is so, can always go out of the picture, now no more than before, the opportunity of photography is not much, can shoot once not easy, hey ~ ~ ~ the swelling do it?!!! Well, try to improve it!

In the second half, Xuan Ye to go to primary school, his father has a relative, Eva than Xuan Ye big one year old, early reading, every time together to eat began to tell us how to read the primary school is how bitter, when parents are how difficult, sweat drops ~ ~ ~ Halo, back when we first read elementary school, that is unforgettable childhood time of an important memory It seems not so scary, but see their occasional school homework, I really feel that the primary school is not a child in reading, but the vast majority of parents are reading Ah, the basic is to be a parent to complete, but the mother is still very much looking forward to see when the pupil of Xuan Ye, sometimes would like to temporarily away from work for a period of time, You can go through this special period with all your heart and soul, but the idea may be to a great extent or stay on the level of thought. Ah ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ But, before this one thing must now start grasping, is the little boy's writing problem, until now, Xuan Ye has already known many words, but for writes or stays in the most elementary stage, the order of the Strokes, the structure of the word is still in the state of the ignorant, think about or practice it first, At least do not be left too much good, also have a friend suggested direct learning brush Word, is currently looking for!

In general, Xuan Ye is a more carefree baby, very sensible, and sometimes mom will feel that the baby is so bad, especially this year to take him to Wuyuan, his various performance let mother think this is not taught by us too obedient, a little bit of guilt ~ ~ ~ Fortunately, his obedience is the most obvious when he and I alone, other moments he will have a little wayward and naughty, I am a very fierce mother? Seemingly self-feeling like should belong to or pet him to not side of the kind of mother, almost quickly enough to the needs of the, why will this happen? This doll's education problem is a technical work, we this kind of pure stones-type parents in the face of the problems of small babies or a variety of situations will always be a little weak, but I think even give me a second baby, estimated also can not be experts, how to raise or how to raise it!

Speaking of two, has been shouting all kinds of envy envy hate people finally or action, in fact, from a separate second child landing began, began brewing this process, in fact, waiting for a long process of policy approval, from the end of 2013 to prepare parents of materials to their own inspection, family planning Department approval, Basically nearly half a year's time, then after the physical conditioning after taking the ring, but also a few months, during the period there have been shaken, worried about the regeneration of a son or something, but eventually step out of it! The last day of 2014, as a special memory, in that day I know a small life came to my body, there is a kind of said taste, not only feel rightfully and have so little surprise, then, the day after, slowly let me realize what is called the years, the original in the Bosom Xuan Ye, In fact, in addition to the birth of his pain for nearly 12 hours and finally did not get through the knife, I am pregnant is not any fear, too smooth, no reaction, until the time of life still keep the body light as the state of Yan, but this two baby really let me experience a pregnancy pain, A full three months, a day early in the evening each three strong reaction, the stomach is very uncomfortable, to the night is forced to lie in bed, full of power, nausea and discomfort, I also once desperately to comfort themselves, this reaction is not the same as certainly a female doll, the doctor's diagnosis is really let me laugh and cry, this is obviously age big good! /(ㄒoㄒ)/~~, are you sure you're not having a grudge against me? Need to hit me so plainly???

Regardless of admit, age or big, this careless has enough on the standard of the old maternal, look at the health Care book additional stickers of that high-risk sign, heart suddenly filled with a faint sadness, NND, elder sister never feel old, you TM desperately remind me is a few meaning AH?!!! Then in order to respond to the national policy of prenatal and postnatal, this one is really money, such as water, the book needs physical examination, a doctor opened the long-term medical examination Project I seem to be able to see my increasingly thin purse, (ˇ?ˇ), don't say what three-dimensional color super, just draw blood project there are nearly ten items, what liver function, blood , but also hyperthyroidism ah, trace elements ah, HIV ah, a mess of a heap, the moment feeling is not good! And so all the items have been checked, the booklet has been built, the doctor will have to repeatedly told, must do amniotic fluid puncture or non-invasive DNA testing, why? Because you are an old woman!!! I hold a studious heart to the doctor asked if there is a need to do, the doctor lightly dropped me a glance, said: "Why do you think there is such a project, is for you these elderly women prepared well, other young women are not necessary, and the probability of birth of dementia is you are relatively high, do you want to?" KAO, frankly, that moment sister a kind of tears rush impulse, this is considered discrimination? Go ahead, last week, the back has been a bit of pain, to the hospital to check, the doctor said is ligament strain, nothing serious, but need calcium, for these east complement of things, I have not used to eat on time, so often wasted, I told the doctor when the first time nothing was mended Ah, the doctor said, that can compare, you born first several years old How old are you now, old age! Note: This paragraph appears in the three doctors are different doctors, well, in their constant drops, I have gradually become accustomed to the fact that the old age, and sometimes self-ridicule, hey ~ ~ ~ Old!

There's nothing wrong with the sex of a baby in the belly. Male, female better, anyway are their own baby, but now the rest is full of curiosity, or will go to the site to find a variety of symptoms and their own comparison, guess the belly is male is female, this is a kind of fun, ask his father, he said nine out of ten is the son, eh ... Well, I still play, have the experience of Xuan Ye, there seems to have a great change, before as long as the data to check out there is a little bad, Huidong want to think, now will be more casual, this is a experience it, wow ka ka ~ ~ ~ China has a saying is called: a pregnant silly three years! Others I do not know, for my own part, I think silly is not stupid to the point, but the memory is really bad, of course, I was also absent-minded of people, this argument a little to find excuses for their suspicion, but in recent time to the office downstairs, went to three times lost three times, a key, once money, a phone, They have no words, as long as they find that they do not belong to their office of the basic find me the right! (⊙﹏⊙) b ... Other people tell me things if not remind, not immediately to do, basic will forget clean, must carry a small book at any time to record, then will find ... The little book is missing! O (∩_∩) o haha ~

A lot of people ask me, Xuan ye to us to the attitude of two children, in this, I think we are more successful education, of course, May and Xuan Ye's age also have relations, Xuan Ye for little brother and sister's arrival is no any antipathy, on the contrary, for the arrival of this new life he filled with expectations, every night before bedtime, He's going to touch my belly, will put the ear on the belly to listen, will also ask me about the little baby's many things, I will take this opportunity to tell him how he was growing up in my belly, before the reaction is big, no way to accompany him to play, Xuan Ye also very small adult appearance will understand, and then play, will not let me distract! Xuan ye the more so, to his love is difficult to suppress, I will tell myself, whether it is now, or waiting for two baby after birth, for Xuan Ye's company and love can not be discounted, and should be double, not because of the children more and discount! Of course, for the handling of Dava and she problems, we continue to explore the progress of it, the only wish is whether Xuan ye or next to join the big family of the little baby, can be happy to grow, and as parents, we can enjoy a happy accompany time!

Really old, can not sit long, the old waist began to protest, must go to bed lying, so an essay spent two nights, stop write write, fortunately or finished, that's it, I hope this will be my return to the good beginning of the trip! (*^__^*) ... fighting!!!

The March essay--A long wait