Many people want to turn their interests into their careers, but they did not expect that their careers will actually kill their interests. For example, I am infatuated with technology, but now I don't want to make a living by technology, because I am afraid that the longer the technology is done, the more I lose the passion for rational thinking. Even mm always says that it is too wasteful to do technology. I think this is one of the places she knows best about me.
However, it is not easy to leave this line. One of the most obvious weaknesses of a technician is that he is not good at dealing with non-technical people. In the end, he cannot understand communication. In the technical circle, we have specialized phrases, actions, eyes, deep jokes, abstract arguments, and paranoid self-malaria ...... When I leave all of this, it's hard for me to breathe. From technological transformation to management is a path that many predecessors have taken. However, management can only start from the inside. Few companies will invite outsiders who lack management experience to take management positions. This cannot be achieved.
What is the biggest contradiction currently? It should be the contradiction between learning and income. If you give up the technology, start from low in other fields, and learn while doing, it is undoubtedly in line with my wish. But as a result, I will be in a low income status for a long period of time, which is not a good thing for me and mm. Poverty means grief. This is a realistic law. In the past, I always thought that as long as I do not have a family, there is no burden, but it is not. As long as I really love a person, the burden falls on my shoulders without knowing it. This is an annoying contradiction ......