The suicide note of a male

A few years ago, I got married to a widow who had an adult daughter. Later, my father got married to my wife's daughter. My daughter became my stepmother, and my father became my son-in-law. Two years later, my wife gave birth to a son for me. He was the younger brother of my mother and mother, and my son named me dad. My daughter gave birth to another son for my father. He is my younger brother, but he must call me a grandfather. At the same time, I am the husband of my wife, my wife is my mother and my grandmother, so I am my grandfather ......
So I thought of death...