It's so fast. From the first day of work to the end of work on April 9, August 29, my internship is officially completed. This recent month will soon become a thing of the past, waiting for my new semester to come. Although it is over, I will always remember this experience.
In the recent month, I have fully felt the distance between reality and ideal, and the difference between theory and practice. Now I hate myself for coming soon, you cannot recover your lost time and experience. If God can give me a chance, I hope I can start all over again!
As a computer department student, I have decided to create my own computer world since I entered the university (for the sake of simplicity, I entered the university as an entry, but it is not ideal. Because you do not have a computer foundation before admission (except for playing games), all your skills are available after admission. It is possible that the current level is somewhat dominant for people at the same starting point, but there is still a negligible distance from those who have started programming and started to study computers before admission. Although there is a certain amount of hate for this gap at school, most of the students around me do not belong to that type of person, so they are confident in their own abilities, it is not difficult to find a satisfactory job.
However, as soon as you step into reality, you will feel the pressure that frequently hits. Due to business expansion and various needs, the company will often recruit a few people from their resumes for interviews. From the time I started my work to today, in less than a month, the number of people who have come to the interview is about 6 (some of them PASS the interview directly due to resume reasons, and some others PASS the interview by phone, but the results after the above two tests ), two people were hired, and one of them was dismissed by the boss on the second day of the trial period. Since the place where I work is not far from the boss, I seem to be experiencing the same process as the interviewer during each interview. In order to get a job opportunity, the interviewer must be able to show his or her own skills and experience. This makes me discover my own shortcomings and feel my weaknesses, especially when the interviewer is eliminated one by one, it makes me feel the pressure on job assignment. Now, I understand that in the past, the skills that I once became proud of at school can only be applied for jobs in society (except for companies dedicated to recruiting graduates ), as a leader, you do not care about whether you are better than the same person, but whether you are more competent than other people competing for the same position, and whether you can bring more profits to the company.
There is a lot of work pressure. In the past, when I couldn't reach my goal, I always liked to say "I have worked very hard" and emphasize the process. Although the process is more important than the result under certain conditions, as a profit-oriented enterprise, the result is more important than the process. Therefore, most CEOs do not like to hear their employees say how hard they are and cannot get the results. Emphasize the process in front of the leadership, which will directly lead to a decline in the leadership's assessment score for you, and may ask you to go home if it is serious. Therefore, as a new person, I always try my best to do my best, sacrifice your personal time to complete the task within the given time (of course, it is impossible to complete and there is no need to torture yourself, after all, life is the cost of labor ).
During this period of work, I spent most of my time doing graphic design (including the production of advertising banners and flash animations) and occasionally doing. net. Graphic design is the most feared content (I will study it myself. net is the development goal because it has less requirements on the UI and VI). In order to complete a work, a large amount of information is often required for reference. Therefore, the daily workload is quite large, brain Cell loss is also the biggest. Even if you are good at. net, it is not easy to see where to go. Every day, a lot of code is edited there, and then debugging and modification is a waste of time. It's no wonder that my predecessors told me, "If I can do it again, I will definitely not choose a computer ".
I miss my school life even more, but I feel sorry when I think that I can stay at school in less than a year. In the last academic year, I hope I can accumulate more experience and knowledge to lay a smooth path for my formal job search. Come on!