Those years, those things, we're together. php

In this article, I would like to mourn my first love of 8 years and the passing of youth.

Seven o'clock in the evening, after writing the daily newspaper, upload the updated code today. Simple to pack, squeeze on the subway home, the weather slowly become hot, the subway taste is also rich up. Stand in the corner, take out the cell phone, also on this time I can play the phone. Pop up a friend of the link, the title is "Some people do not deserve a girlfriend." My heart shook, but I could not help opening the link. is a video, a college student and girlfriend is a long distance love, recently found that the girlfriend reply information is not normal. However, they do not have the money to buy air tickets, the microblogging network to help red. Microblogging network Red received the request to meet the wishes of the university students. Bought two tickets and college students came to the girlfriend's city to test this long-distance love loyalty. No Chengxiang, the girlfriend in the cold days to stall selling plush dolls. But it never occurred to me that the college student actually yelled at his girlfriend, said later how to let others see him, and angry mention "break up." The rest is the girl wronged cry, after the boy walked, net red come to comfort her, she said, I quit kindergarten teacher to do this is to earn more money, he said he played the game can earn a lot of money to marry her, these days is a girlfriend to pay him. So cold day boyfriend not to care about the girlfriend tired not tired cold not cold, for their so-called face Roar broke up, see here, I can no longer control. Even if so many people look at me, I also cried aloud, until the last stop. A scene of the past, a sad scene. Writing down today is not to miss you, but to sacrifice my feelings and youth. Eight years, life has a few eight years.

The first time I saw you was the first day of our high school military training. I come from a small county in the northwest of Lu, my junior high school or food stamps, a week of vegetables is a bottle of mother copy of the radish dried pickles, finally admitted to the elder brother's high school no longer have to eat so much pickles. Come to high school every day I am very happy, put on the military training clothes feel all the strength, even if I long black short. Military training the first class is standing military posture, 40 minutes later may be a little tired, someone shouted report. Instructors are very serious, you are very naughty with the instructor said his dizzy, provoked a lot of people laugh. The instructor said, "You sing a song I let everyone rest together, and you really sing up." At that time you sang Xu Wei's "Once You". Didn't think of you so naughty how many sang a little taste. The instructor was satisfied and we all got a rest. The rest of the time I stole a glance at you, long not so outstanding but give people feel very sunny, very humorous. After the rest of the instructor said who volunteered to be a sports committee, perhaps your intention is to lazy, do not continue to stand military posture. You stood up and said, "I have a good whistle on the instructor." Instructor A look is you said to give you a chance to visit. Next is you round us to turn around, see us stand Military posture Walk goose-stepping, instructors do not pay attention you let grimacing fight us girls. The whole military training 7 days, in fact you also not less affected. Finally, when you farewell to the instructor, you actually cried. I thought you were a good boy at that time. Maybe you didn't pay attention to me at that time. From then on, every day my eyes will be on you.

The teacher is worried that you would like to play in the first row, and I was sitting in the first row because of short. We have become the deskmate. I was secretly happy in my heart. You are really depressed, it is estimated that you are afraid of the class is not free. You dozed off and I helped you look at the teacher for three years. The whole high school three years I help you go to the school gate to buy fire, for you can remember better, I put all my notes with red circle. You may not care about this, but I do it very attentively and very happily. I was going to study science in high school, but you said you had to learn Liberal Arts. In order to continue to do your deskmate, I find the teacher changed into the arts. Because I'm used to taking care of you.

        High school you are used to a girl, you will be in class secretly write her love letters, and then let me pass to her. Several times I wanted to see the impulse and secretly threw it, but I gave it to her. Fortunately, she likes another boy. Then you gave up the pursuit of her, that period of time I am really happy. Finally to the college entrance examination, you three of me a book. You said: "Thanks to your notes for three years, otherwise I will go to a technical school." I think it's worth the effort. We went to Jinan, although not a school, but our school is a K301. I will go to see you on weekends, buy your favorite week Hei duck wings, knock your dirty clothes into my dorm. You ask me who you are, you have no nerve to say. I told them I was your girlfriend and you blushed. From then on, we slowly together.

        When you're with me, you always forget about important festivals. Every time I remind you to send me a message wishing you a happy holiday, and you are just a "oh". Eat together, your eyes are always on the phone, that is, most of me to checkout. You love to eat hot pot, I will save money to accompany you to eat. You know, in order to save money I go to the market, buy that kind of bulk bubble noodles, count up a meal not more than 3 yuan. These are not important, as long as you are happy, I think these are not problems. Remember the first gift you gave me was a plush toy-teddy bear, I'm really happy, until now the bear is still there. Graduation out of work, for your first interview, I bought a shirt and a certain Kang's shoes to you, you dress up the spirit handsome. My interview clothes are borrowed from girlfriends, I interviewed a few after getting an offer, although the salary is not high, but hope to learn something. But your interview seems not very smooth, you say the interviewer embarrassed you, the company is too small, the salary is too low. I encourage you to say you better than me, do not lose heart, continue to interview, good Horse always meet bole. So you go on with the interview and I get to work. Your work is always not long, is the interview, work, resignation, the status of the interview, because you are lazy for a long time, a little effort you feel desperately. In your eyes, you want a completely free, easy and lucrative job. Oh. Every time I come back from work, I always go to the supermarket to buy your favorite elbow to cook for you, I want you to eat well. Honey, you know what? I also like to eat, the economic strength limited can not buy too much, you have never asked me but I eat it. I this person has a problem, don't like the family mess, always want to clean up, you, more love clean, clothes for faster, I do every day constantly washing clothes to do housework, after the busy I will add class to do some work. A lot of the time I was to come back early to cook the unfinished work to take home. Once there was no way, I came back late, nearly 2 points, home to find that you have not slept, is not waiting for me, but playing your game. How I look forward to having a hot meal at home, and yet not. In return is your rebuke: "So late how not to go home early, I did not eat, then room you also do not pack, this is what to do!". I am also cheap, although the heart is sad, but still gave you a bowl of noodles, packed up the room. Packed up very tired, this time you want, I am really tired, want to refuse you. But you have the brain of the sperm, completely disregard my feelings. You don't like to take t, and when you're done, you sleep and make me feel like I'm really good. For you I eat a lot of medicine, relatives come in particular irregular, I also from 100 pounds to 85. No way, I love you. The days go on, my next day's work is often yawn, there are several times a mistake was led blood scold almost cry, go home with you spit groove, you a pair of impatient appearance said, this thing is normal, don't say, listen to all bored. I can only talk to my girlfriends., girlfriends let her boyfriend small voice, I said he was doing, girlfriends said in the vacuum cleaner mopping the ground. With my girlfriends to spit a bit, can only carry you, can not disturb you play games. Girlfriends very angry let me break up with you, said I became a standard mother son, thin into this kind also do not eat a bit good to buy some cosmetics, I can only smiling said I do not like. The original boyfriend can do housework, ah, in order to balance the heart, the next day I deliberately lying in bed do not cook, do not do housework. In exchange for your scolding, said can not be used to my smelly problems, women do not cook housework to do, God Ah, do not break up. Hey, I'm still cheap to get up and clean up the house to cook. With you in the past few years work than work tired, the most critical heart tired. But I still reluctant to put down, because you are my first love, I am reluctant to.

        Every mother's day, important festivals I will give us two parents to buy a gift, give your parents a gift more expensive than my parents, and to your home I am very diligent to help your parents cook the housework, In the end, you and your parents chat in the living room, I prepare the food in the kitchen. And you come to my home, my parents never let you help, you are quite honest, you can play mobile phone for a few hours. When I told you when to get married, your response disappointed me. You always let me wait, wait for our condition to get married again (oh, you do not go out to find work when there are conditions, light by me to create conditions), the most let me chilling is your parents in the hometown to find your girlfriend, say what rich people's daughter, this is occasionally targeted at your mobile phone information tips I just know. You won't let me touch your cell phone, I won't be bored to turn on your phone, but you have no respect for me at least. Our two cell phone contact is also limited to after work you tell me what you want to eat or something. I get wet in the rainy day, you never care about me to the company by the rainforest. Several times because of too tired, the work made a small mistake, although the boss did not scold me, but my heart is very guilty to the boss with the resignation. Back home I told you I quit, I want to get your comfort. But you played the game did not look up at me, just said: "What do we eat at noon?" 』。 I can only find my girlfriends, girlfriends and I scold you again, scold me deserve it. But the girlfriends are girlfriends after all, scold me to go out to dinner. I went out to get girlfriends without cooking for you. As a result, your phone calls constantly to ask me when to go back, I said I and my girlfriends together, you fire bigger said: "Then how I eat, hurriedly come back." "I said you do not order takeout, you directly to the sentence, you how so prodigal, and then put the phone hanging." Your voice is very big. All the way to hear, call back to scold you a meal, you did not give me girlfriends face, back to scold her. I comforted my girlfriends that maybe you are upset and have a big temper in your work. Girlfriends said my husband work so busy, every day to write code to deal with bugs, every day by the product manager, technical manager annoyed also did not see his anger so big Ah, and back will help me to cook to share the housework. At that moment, good envy girlfriends, feel the unprecedented loneliness, the big plan also can't count on you. Girlfriends asked me what to do next, I said I do not know, now the heart is very chaotic. Girlfriends say you're good at math. or to consider programming (then 12 a lot of the need for procedural apes), I said I would not do, girlfriends said you go to the recruitment site to see what the most demand, pick a good start. I asked her boyfriend what to do development, she said yes, you can do PHP development, this easy to get started, after all, you learned C Foundation good.

       Back home I think about what I want to do next, after all, it's a big expense to deal with. You don't have a lot of savings in your hands. Looked under the recruitment website, the software development demand salary really is very good. With you to discuss to train PHP, this time you said: "I do not have money, we two seem to have no money how do you learn, I play games to do leveling is enough for me to smoke charge card, our daily expenses also need money." Talking to you has never been a good training for you, you can only find your own way. Fortunately a lot of videos on the Internet, but various versions, all say their own good. Had to ask girlfriends let his boyfriend recommend a few learning videos, not long she replied, let me see thousand front php. So began to cook in the morning and do housework----See the video----cooking------the rhythm of housework, savings are quickly used up, no way can only borrow from friends. In order to pay back the money, I desperately insisted on the video over and over, the code to knock over and over again, is to learn early to find a job. A lot of times I watched the video unknowingly fell asleep (PHP video inside the teacher will also say some jokes, but they are really too tired). After all, self-study many or do not understand, fortunately joined the Learning Exchange group, inside Daniel or many, in addition to ask technical questions, will occasionally find a few active netizens chatting, otherwise this naïve too boring. Because every day wash so many clothes, knock so much code, the finger every day is very painful, no way to insist. When you make a small forum, I'm so excited to let you see it, you say it's ugly. I went to the group, they said self-taught to make these are very good, how to you do not get recognition. My pay is for you to take for granted. Their insistence finally had the effect, modeled a east to do a mall to the group of a teacher to see, the teacher still do not believe that I am watching the video made out. After talking to him, he got to know my situation and asked me for my resume and pushed me to a company of his friends. Female programmers are less, the basic questions I have answered the interview, nor how nervous. After all, 7 months of day and night I survived. The moment I saw the offer, I cried. Did not seek you to share, just oneself silently to eat a meal. I swear I want to live my life better. After I paid my debt, I kept on going to the weekend class. This time I found that I could live so happily without you. I decided to break up with you, my love for you made me very tired. I don't know how to tell you, just sent a bunch of messages, found a weekend to take my things. We bought the appliances together, I left all of you, only took the bear, as a reminder of my eight years of youth, I will not find a person who does not love me. Now everyday work life I am very satisfied, have time to do their favorite, have time to honor their parents, every day work is not particularly tired, all thanks to the efforts to pay their own and thousand-front PHP video. Really, hard whenIt's not too late. As for you, I hope you good, I must let go, I am not your mother, can not be so indulgent you.

Article written here, must be finished, eight years of youth affirmation a lot of words, but after all came to this step, say only to tell those silly to pay girls to better live out of their own, tell those boys to cherish the girl to you.

Those years, those things, we're together. php