What happened to me ?!

It has been a year and a half since I graduated from my senior high school. I lost more than I got in this year's class. What's wrong with me! The bigger the cluster, the more failed! Now, my best friends have a cold relationship, and I don't want to send blessings to each other in the past year and a half. I know that I have been busy studying and seldom contact you, what I thought was that when I had a job, I would like to invite you to have a meal at xiqiao, but now our feelings are really hurt.

There is also the so-called love that is gradually lost. The words you said to me last year, I did not miss you during the summer vacation, but when I was studying, I really had you in my heart, when you ignore me, I have a headache. At that time, I didn't answer you because I took it seriously. This is my responsibility and I am afraid of injury. I called you a few days ago. I was not as excited when you called me. I felt that you had changed a lot and didn't go home for the new year this year, it may be hard to see you later than this year. I miss you for the past few days. Now I feel like I am losing you, and I don't know how to do it, take the initiative to win or give up.