What should we do for graduates?

I checked the date when I wrote my blog. I haven't followed my new blog for almost two months. I have been on a business trip to Shanghai since I changed my job in middle August, and I am still busy, so I have never had time to write anything.

I want to write something before and after the eleventh day, but I have been so lazy to write it. I feel really lazy. When will I write my summary.

Today, I just wrote some wine with my colleagues. I really want to say what I want to say in my heart. Maybe this is what many college students will say after graduation, it may also be something that many college students have never met after graduation. If you say something wrong, please give us some comments and tell me how to do it?

Since I arrived at a new company in early August, I went on a business trip to Shanghai. I came to Beijing and wanted to find my own place in Beijing to work hard for my initial goal. However, I have an internship in huashin Dalian, and I only paid 800 yuan a month. On heishi reef, I waited for the crowded 201-way tram. But I thought about my future and it was not easy for me to go to the Huaxin internship in a large company, I am very glad to hear that I have set a three-year goal for myself. I have spent three years working hard to strengthen my professional skills, I hope that my company can reach 8 k or become a project manager in three years. At that time, I looked at the long track of 201 and thought about my future, filled with hope and enthusiasm. Later, I came to Beijing for my favorite android and started android in a company.

After graduation, I also thought that I could find a better job, and hope I could do more android jobs. What I expected was to find a company, and I had no question about the benefits, I am also very satisfied. I can earn more than 6 K after my graduation. I am indeed very pleased and feel that I have truly achieved a world of my own. I joined the company on Friday, I received a call from a leader before I got off work, asking me to go on a business trip to Shanghai on Sunday. I was also happy to go to Shanghai. I was told that I had to go on a business trip for two or three weeks, and I had been on a business trip for two months, I am also happy to do what I can do. Although I have been doing a lot of work during this period, I feel that I have little thought about it. I am thinking that this project will be launched before the 11th, how much can I do, and I quickly did everything I could, but when I got online, I had a lot of problems, but a few of the major problems were my modules. At that time, I was flustered, i'm like a clown. Although the leaders didn't say anything, I felt really uncomfortable, but when I did it, I asked me to make a fuzzy thing, but what they want is something that they want to be able to launch. For me, the gap is huge. I thought I could pay for my salary if I had to work more, but I was wrong. I realized that I should be responsible for the code I wrote and for what I did.

At this time, I realized that I was not enough. How should I do my work in the future? I should first assign my own tasks to do well and be responsible for every sentence of code I wrote, I am not eager to do more work. At this time, I am also a little scared. I feel that I am a very loss-tolerant party. I am sorry for the leadership, and I am sorry for the salary the company has given me, I feel that I may be resigned at any time. I feel really uncomfortable in my heart. At this time, 11 is also approaching. A colleague is also kicked out of our project team by the leaders and is also capable, I did not work hard. I was lucky to go on a business trip to Shanghai again after the 11 s. The reason is that I still have the quality of my work, because I am studying to be a class leader or something, the quality of work is still there, but your skills are really poor. at this time, I felt that my colleagues felt that I was not capable enough to assign me any more tasks. I also reflected to the leaders and had many opinions on me: I still need to verify what I have done. There may be many errors. I also know that he has reflected it to the leaders, but here I want to say something for myself: my own experience is indeed inadequate; the demand for me is indeed somewhat different from the demand after the launch. I am also competent Lack of skills. My colleague has five or six jobs and has been focusing on Java. I have been practicing for a year, what you write at school is really less practical than what you do at work. after that, my heart was indeed sad. He really looked down on me. I kept thinking that even if I left the company, I would prove that I could do it, instead of trying to prove that my abilities are not good, the company wants to prove that I can do it and prove my value. now, I am only asking me to do some edge polishing work. I am not allowed to write the core code. I really don't know how to resign, or can I continue to stick to my own ideals and stick to my mind?

I just graduated from college, but I have been working as an intern for a year. I want to ask what I should do and how can I realize my own value? Is it because I am so humiliated? When I graduated from college, I was also looked down upon by many years of work (this word is also a serious term, but it is almost the same). Should I ask someone else to give me a goal? How did you get here at that time? I am also working very seriously.