When we are no longer young

I have been asking myself many times what is my capital? Why can I dance?
Young!
Maybe I will not hesitate to answer this question not long ago, but now I will not. Although I am young, my life has been around for 18 years.
Because we are young, we can dance our teeth and shoot our own dreams and advertise our future at will. Because we are young, we can have no scrubs, do not care about others' disdain for us, or even question us, we stick to it stubbornly.
Even if we are injured, we can ignore any pain. We can only go forward without worrying about the path behind us. Even if we hit our head, we can gently wipe the marks and stride forward with a smile, without looking at your wounds, you can feel your strong smile. Even with scars, you can carry the wounds step by step. We can forget all the pain points, because we believe we are young! We firmly believe that youth is the best medicine to smooth all the trauma. So we are not afraid, do not care, we proudly stand in the halo of youth brilliant smile.
We dance in front of others. We dance in what we think is absolutely beautiful, and let us know that the time is bright. We do not have to worry about it. Even if it hurts, we smile brightly. Young, once thought it was capital, once thought it could be frivolous, then crazy to not put the whole world in the eyes, draw a beautiful circle with yourself as the center!
Young, but not frivolous!
When we are no longer young, how can we raise our eyes proudly and say "Young is capital !" We will no longer remember that the world was standing proudly under our feet, or that we were walking forward. We will gradually forget what kind of wounds we once had, and then smile at the world. We will not cry again, so that everyone can see their tears. We know how to suppress our emotions when there is no one who secretly tears at night. Even if you hate it, you will smile and talk to each other. Even if you are angry, you can pretend that it doesn't matter and say you're okay. We no longer hate anyone, and we are not tied to anyone.
We know the form. We become mature, silent, and no longer fearless. When the gears of the years run on us a little bit, we are not broken, but reborn! Once young, once frivolous, looks like a joke, but we make it happen. We will not say to ourselves, "I believe in God, because I believe that I am my God !" In this way, even if we no longer exist as an abdominal language, how can we remember the same thing? We shouted out to the world in a hysterical way! Hysterical thinking seems to have become a distant dream.
When we are no longer young, we feel gloomy and forget the prosperity of our youth. We only remember that life and the present life make us look down. Maturity will be the most significant sign of our future. Silence will be the most important thing we will do in the future. It seems to be just a memory with blurred outlines. What young people have done seems to belong only to young people, only to the past, and we will not have it when we grow up.
When we stop dancing, we will naturally ask ourselves: How old is my age? This is a question of the brand mark we leave for ourselves in our life. We ask ourselves whether we are truly real in our life and gradually become a prisoner of it.
That is to say, we are no longer young. We lose the capital and the courage to conquer our lives.
Young, don't think it can be frivolous! Not to mention that you are crazy, but you must be crazy about it. Down-to-earth, making achievements is capital. In this world, no one in this society will choose to trust you because of your madness and your so-called self-confidence. No one will believe in your vow. The only thing that is convincing is strength!
What should we do if we are no longer young?
Forget the prosperous youth, watch the years, or let the years look at our prosperous and mottled ?!

When we are no longer young