Now:038, I just hung up on the phone with my good sister.
She dialed the phone and excitedly asked: "You guess where I am?" ”
I slept in a daze and said: "Hong Kong!" ”
She chuckled and said, "no! I'm in America! ”
I stopped and asked: "International calls?" ”
She complained: "You always care about the money!" I say I am in the United States, where we say that the world's cattle are gathering-Wall Street! "She went to Wall Street, and it was a long time ago when we were looking at travel magazines together, we had a place to go before our 23 birthday.
However, now, I am still in Shanxi.
She listened to my side for a long while no movement, angry asked if I was asleep, I said, I envy her. She dumped the word "you deserved it" and hung up on the phone. I know, she's angry!
In 2003, we met in the library, she recommended me to read a book called "Floating" foreign books, at that time, we are only 13 years old. I said I could not understand, she said, you can look up the dictionary. From then on, I began to read her recommended books. Know my friends say I read a lot of books, every time I listen to the heart is empty. I am much worse than her, only I know.
2009 College Entrance Examination is over, she went to Beijing, I went to Xi ' an. The trajectory of our life began to become different, I was attracted by the fresh life, forget that she said we took the appointment of the Chinese University of Hong Kong.
November 2009, she said, we practice one hours of Mandarin every night 10 o'clock. Someone laughed at me. N, l do not divide. I said, OK! Six months later, she excitedly asked me, your Putonghua test how much? I took a B! I said I forgot to practice, did not test!
In 2009 of December, she called to ask me if I wanted to learn computer, I said that the school did not ask, first see what other people do. In the summer of 2010, I said that my computer soft textual examination came down, she said she was a computer level two C language.
2010 March, I fell in love with a Korean drama, I said I want to learn Korean. She said, we taught ourselves, like a self-taught psychology! I said, OK!
At the end of 2011, we went shopping together, the owner of the boutique was a South Korean elder sister, and I listened with wide eyes to her in Korean and the boss exchange. The boss thought that she was a student of Korean, and gave us five dollars cheaper. And I will only say "I love You", "sorry", "Thank You".
In April 2011, she said she wanted to be a graduate student majoring in French, and asked me if I wanted to learn French. I said I had to teach myself journalism, and I didn't want to learn anything else. She said, good! At the end of 2011, she read me Alexandre Dumas's "Three Musketeers" in French, asked me about journalism knowledge, I can not say a word.
At the beginning of 2012, my novel began to get better, and I asked her to eat a Western meal. She used to translate the American drama lines of remuneration, bought me a complete set of Ji Xianlin books.
She said, we agreed to take the postgraduate examination, do not forget. She also said, you said that the Chinese University of Hong Kong is your dream, you do not give up it. I said, OK!
At the end of 2012, I said I was four, and I didn't want to graduate. She said, good!
In early July 2013, she said she was admitted to the Chinese University of Hong Kong. I said, OK!
August 2013, I said I want to resign, I think this day has been very hard. She angrily said: "You are very bitter?" Beijing was flooded, water flooded to my knees, I had to wear slippers rolled trousers to the library to read, at that time, I did not say my days bitter! ”
Today, I say I envy her, she is angry, I know this is why.
Now, I suddenly awake, I have been only to see her shining place, but do not know her this way, in the end is what the price, just in exchange for such a lot of people want life.
I went into her bedroom, all kinds of books piled up everywhere, every book has her dense notes, such a moment, how do I forget?
I call, want to share with her I because and xxx stroppy sad mood, she whispered, she in the library study, back to the dorm contact you. At that time, obviously already 11 o'clock in the evening!
When I was at home and my parents were so noisy, she volunteered to go to siliceous cathodoluminescence as a volunteer quota, she said, to turn over two mountains can have a shuttle home ...
At this moment, I have what qualifications to complain here.
Why should I envy her, what she has got now is not the past hard to change back? I was also pulled away by her, but I gave up the forward! I strangled myself with my own dreams, didn't I?
Nevertheless, I still feel that my youth is very bitter, always thinking about the future is really far away, there is no one of my sky. I am too easy because of small things and sad, to waste time, forget I do not run, no one will give me an umbrella!
The thing I regret most now is, why do I know that the university time so little, youth so hurry, but I always fantasy the future, but refused to force themselves, to realize the dream? Do I not deserve to be disturbed and puzzled day by day?
Finally understand, I want to be steadfast, I want to work hard, in order to become the person that I want to be in my heart to insist, all my hard, will someday return to me.
"Time does not deceive people", this is she taught me the truth!
A more than 20-year-old person, the choices you make and the lifestyle you accept, will determine what kind of person you'll become in the future! We should always need a desperate effort, and then go to the heart of your dream around the Holy Land, look at the scenery there, experience a time because of efforts to achieve a perfect moment.
There are so many uncertain factors in this world, we can do is to be alone, referring to the vent of the day scold, or continue to do what to do! Because you do not work hard, no one can give you the life you want!
You don't work hard, no one can give you the life you want.
