A failure stationmaster's bitterness and joyful!

I am a bum, I have a modest cold meat sales shop, in fact, before this morning, I have been very bad mood, such a mood has lasted more than a year, as for the reason? I think some webmaster readers have guessed. Yes, I have a small site, I have spent all my time and dreams, but it has not given me a little surprise. But the idea is going to be the past from now on. Write it down today and say a few words.

Speaking of doing the website, I can say is a real outsider, I read the University of Art College of Graphic design major, at that time we discuss the original Institute of Huangshuchang and other design celebrities. Fantasy of their own casually draw a few strokes, you can paint a brand. But gradually we also recognize the direction of their future, it seems that the impetuous fantasy also with the departure of youth and gradually fade away, junior that year, I remember very clearly, the muddle-like zombie general, without the designer's fantasy, it seems that everything has become meaningless. Finally one day my girlfriend and I made a break up. This has become a turning point in my years, I did not complain about anything, just realize that I should do something. Break up the next day, our professional courses are web design, the teacher to us to enjoy a lot of gorgeous colorful web page design, that is, from this day onwards, I like the web design, but also began my website to do the life.

At that time, Ma Yun Zhou became a young idol, of course, I am no exception. So all kinds of tutorials about website construction were bought back by me, my English is very bad, when I saw these tutorials, I was like a child who could not understand English alphabet to learn Arabic. The result is conceivable, in addition to making a few pages, other mess. Later began to contact a variety of source code, dream Empire Ecshop Uchome Almost all of these I have used. One of the successful operation of the Jilin University Students Network has brought me a 5000 yuan advertising fee, to say that this is my dormitory alone operating a website. Of course, other sites have evaporated from my horizons.

Tell me the only site that is worth my while! But the site no longer exists. This is a website that I built with Dede, the reason why I do such a website is because we in the class when almost few people listen to the teacher lectures, we are only interested in mobile phone QQ and daily by the workers to the classroom shopping ads DM. In particular, girls, most of the four or five groups around a DM single selection of their favorite things. Wait until after class, will go together to buy their favorite or love to eat things. Later, the school does not allow people outside to the classroom to send DM single, in a class, there is a girl said, DM Single No, online there are also ok ah.

After hearing this, I instantly have the idea of building such an advertising information website. Back to the bedroom, spent almost an afternoon time finally found a suitable template. I remember that I spent nearly four days perfecting the basic layout of the entire website. Then go to the United States to see what the University of the local shops in the vicinity of the shop to do group buying, and then I used to talk to them, free to take pictures of products, free to put on the site, only they when students come to dinner when said to be in our website can enjoy the group purchase. In fact, this process is not difficult, perhaps because these bosses take care of me is a student's reason, almost will accept my request. Later, in order to attract students to the website, I went to Renren to search a few nearby university popular girls home page, and put their photos on the internet, so organized a city College Queen vote contest. I thought I would be stopped by them, but I didn't get a call until the website disappeared.

Only these are not enough, and I think of the most original method, to each classroom dormitory distribution DM single page. Every time I printed 200 yuan of the advertising list (is the kind of cheap monochrome printing, 200 yuan can be printed 4000), so that after I asked my roommate to help me go to other schools. A total of three consecutive weeks, three times. Slowly many students will take the initiative to come to my small station to find their own school near the interesting merchandise ads. But until this time, my site is still no profit, more than 2000 dollars has been spent on the cost of living for me is not a small number. There was actually nothing I could do.

One day, our teacher knew my website also chatted with me a lot, also knew I persisted not to go on, later in the freshman school time, the teacher introduced me a mobile company's person in charge, told her my website basic situation, the day he did not talk with me more, the next day called me, Ask me if I can put a couple card ads on the website. At that time I was only excited, it seems that moment all want to say can put, even if a penny can not accept. But before I could talk, she said to me on the phone. Go to the mobile website to download a picture and then put it on my website, three months time to give me 5000 yuan reward. The feeling of the time now also forget, really beautiful.

To senior, began to find work internship, the students around also signed a work contract. Although I have 5000 yuan advertising fees, but I seem to lose the motivation and reasons to continue to do. Even sometimes in the memory of their original want to do this site is only a kind of impulse, and did not really clarify the direction of the development of the site and steps. Every step is a step. Even began to suspect that the mobile 5000 yuan advertising fee may just be they look at the teacher's face. I haven't been on a mobile phone since the ad got on board. Until one day I came to Qingdao to start work, also left the city, the site also put down.

And as for my work, it can be said that there are many unsatisfactory places, coupled with the pressure of family life, I chose to give up, the loan to join the cold meat sales chain-a not related to my studies, and my real or unreal dream without any related career. Although he earns four times times as much as I do at work, someone started calling me boss Liu. But I know I'm a youth! Whether you mock me or not, I'm too arrogant. I will not accept this way of life. Last year, I removed a counter from a small storefront and installed a fiberglass computer table, although it would cost me 300 yuan a day. But I persisted, because so I can take out the free time to continue to do the station's dream.

Yes, you can now say I'm just a foolish idealist. Because everyone knows, unless there is a big change, my dream of the Internet can only be fantasy. Sitting in front of the pork counter to do the site, just to appease my dream of the empty mood after the passing. And now I've found the reason to stick to my website-to give my dream a bait so that life may be happier.