A program ape chasing female colleagues of the sad reminders of the past

Tang, last October, when I first met, looked thin, with a pair of large glasses, let a person see is that kind of special honesty of the girl, then I know, I felt how wrong.

Tang's home is in Changzhou, so she often goes home on weekends or holidays. She would go to her boyfriend or hang out with me and some of my co-workers when she wasn't home.

Perhaps it is more contact, found that she is a careless girl, as if all things are so simple. I also like this kind of girl more, so unconsciously unexpectedly like her (at that time I did not realize).

In the May of this year, she asked me and several other colleagues to sing in KTV, and ordered a lot of wine, so we and she drank a lot of wine, looking at her sullen appearance, just know that she was lovelorn. On the way back, she cried good sad, at that time the heart suddenly kind of inexplicable love dearly. Back to the company has been 11 o'clock in the evening, I see the time is not early, and went back to sleep. She chatted with two other colleagues in the morning at 3, 4 o'clock. Then I learned from others that her boyfriend's parents owed millions of of the foreign debt was caught up, her boyfriend is also in debt, borrow money everywhere, anyway, friends or students of the money have borrowed, but also Tang's money borrowed all over. They quarreled several times and finally broke up. I also learned from her this chat, Tang's emotional life, indeed rich enough, talked about cyber love, before a few boyfriends. The new boyfriend is just two months before she got into the job last year, and then she followed her boyfriend to Suzhou.

I don't know what's going on. She just points hands not a few days, I also silly forced to send a text message with his confession, and sure enough, she said he has not come out, also did not consider the people around, she will be Changzhou, so later told me not to do so.

After that, in order to avoid embarrassment, I still take the initiative to talk to her, every time he said something like I will comment, and finally eased the relationship between the two.

Since then, I have not given up, just before May 20 this year, I bought an album, filled with her photos. That night I noticed her back to the dormitory, I took the album uneasy in front of her wandering, finally summon up the courage to push her door. The album handed to her, she looked very moved, I stood there do not know what to say, she said: You have to say AH. I said I really like you. Below do not know what to say, anyway at that time is the mind a blank ah (ah, long so big for the first time to give things). No way, I just pointed to the contents of the picture and asked where she had taken it. She lowered her head where the tangle, said don't know whether they like you, I said it's okay, like things can not be forced, I did not call you now agree, just hope you can consider.

Then I learned that the last time I sent a gift, she has been tangled in the past few days, every day until the early morning 2, 3 to sleep. She was a person who was dynamically sent to Weibo, no matter how big or small, so she didn't know until she read her microblog. I thought she would agree, but backfired, a few days later, his QQ message came to say: we still not suitable, she said every time after the lovelorn, she will and her mother both hug cry, do not want to be hurt, she said she will return to Changzhou after years. I read, I can understand her, but then feel good pain, for is not let me meet her earlier, I will be good for her life.

May 20 that day, I did a stupid thing, is off work, about her to go out, she said she tired don't want to walk, I said yes, on their own past her side, I hope she can accompany me out to go. Then she ignored me and other colleagues playing cards. The day I tried to put my hard day with 50,20,10 block of 520 of the stack of money sent to her, it seems that there is no hope.

After a few days of sadness, I cheer up again, because she is with me to learn Android, so know not too much, every time doing project, not will ask me. I am no matter Jane is not simple will run over to give her guidance, 8 hours a day estimated 7 hours in her seat. She is like holding a mobile phone all day, do not know every day chatting is not, sometimes even eat with mobile phone chat, I give her to solve the problem, he used mobile phone chat brush Weibo. Once I saw him chatting with her newly-divided boyfriend, which was mostly comforting. I looked at the heart very uncomfortable have very angry, for no reason to her temper, she felt I inexplicably. Then I was silent for several days and was not running to her. But in the mind always think of her, forget her, but because of face. In order to ease this situation, I invited her and several colleagues to sing, that night and she spelled wine, unexpectedly did not spell her (found herself too poor), a little drunk, lying on her lap asleep. After, the relationship has changed and before the same smell not fire, every time QQ chat, talk about the feelings of things, she said she will be Changzhou, see this after I am very painful, do not know how to answer is good. In order to this I ignore her several times, each time is oneself and make a cheap run to help her to solve the problem, just don't have the relationship is stiff. Once again saw her hair micro Bo said: Cloudy and uncertain character really annoying. See this sentence I very painful tangle. Sometimes, I would say she knew chatting all day, she said: "I chat is none of your business." Looking at this sentence, I am a long time, do not know whether it is sad or painful, when I know she is talking never take into account the feelings of others.

I do not know since when she is a little dependent on me, every time I do breakfast always shout I help her to do (here explain the company bag eat, breakfast everyone take turns to do). Because you need to go out and buy ingredients the night before breakfast. Many times I will call her together (but the sad thing is that every time is a good number of people, it seems to be intentional), make breakfast, she sometimes help me cut potatoes, I will laugh at her cut a good rough. After that I am also accustomed to this kind of life, sometimes feel that this is also very good, some times still feel pain and helplessness.

Tang is fond of watching the World Cup, as long as it is a German game she must see, face up to stay up a lot of acne, she will watch the game, which makes me have to sigh. I am not a bit cold at the World Cup, I have never seen it. That time she said she wanted to watch Spain and Holland and the game was 3 o'clock in the morning. I said you are not intentionally said that want me to accompany you to see, she said she does not believe me 3 o ' clock to get up to accompany her to see. In order to prove my determination, the alarm clock tuned, the next day on time to her seat, and she watched the game, intermission, I lie on the table to nap for a while, she will urge me to go back to sleep, I said all come and you read. After that, I put my arms around her waist. The rest of the game is finished, and after going back to sleep.

Do not know that the September, because of the project compared to rush, I am a person in overtime, at that time has been more than 7, and colleagues called out to eat buffet. When I arrived at the place, I found a lot of people, need to wait, boring time, I sent a message to her and asked her what to do, she said that her sister came today, now accompany her sister shopping, I said I was eating buffet, she said you do not ask me to eat, ah, then I will keep apologizing, she looks like very angry appearance, also did not return my message, After that, I didn't care. Imperceptible to more than 9, haven't finished eating, I worry about the project does not finish, send a message to her when she went back, help me the rest of the function done, listen to the tone is still angry, I want to wait for me to deal with it after I go back. Go back before a trip to buy her like to drink the whole, until the company, see her in my position to knock code, see me when the huff walked, also did not pick up I handed her the taste of the whole. At this time I know that she is really angry, angry reasons to listen to her, she went out to eat, let her come back to knock code, her sister finally came to a trip did not have to accompany her. The next day, I went out with the project to demonstrate, she and her colleagues to go to Huangshan with a car (the company organized Huangshan Tourism, that day I can not go, need to go to Nanjing demonstration, so only to go to Nanjing in the Huangshan). When I go to Huangshan, it is already 6 o'clock in the afternoon more, they drift finished just come back, I also saw her, found her not at all I exist, ah, the heart inexplicable loss. I feel that before sending the information road modest, there is no need to apologize, the cold treatment of this matter. After returning from Huangshan, we found that our relationship was not as good as before. Just a few days ChinaJoy the date is approaching, I followed her and several colleagues bought tickets to Shanghai, she advances the money. That night, I asked her roommate where Tang is, she said in the dormitory, I said just I want to give her 120 yuan ticket money, she accompanied me to her room. When I got to the door, her roommate opened it, and I asked if it was the right place to go, she said she could. I went in, saw her under the quilt, is playing mobile phone, I pass the money to her. She saw me very angry, scolded me a few words, meaning to ask me to roll, later no into his dormitory. Listen to her say these, in the heart pain, I think you are to do so to me. I am in a bad mood, I am more silent. Then today, I did not care about her, she did not realize that it is my hidden character of the problem, the day she asked me my attitude is not good, she felt puzzled. After work, she and several colleagues went out to swim, her roommate on the road told her that I was angry because of the night (she and her roommate is not good, anyway, the shameless), she reacted. Suddenly sent to me QQ message, I opened a look, the first thing you see is your mother and the like, I was shocked, overwhelmed, I rarely heard this sentence from the girl's mouth. At that time I was also angry dead, paste copy, scold back. She said she was so big that no one dared to give her a look (eh, the only child is so charming and accustomed to),

She said you go that night, if she had gone, I was just hehe. Then I did not talk to her, she was on the microblog on the hair someone bullied her, said quit the resignation, the following comments are to hit me. In fact, I do not care about other people's ideas, but see her because of this resignation, I am extremely distressed. After a few days, a colleague said to me: "Like a man to apologize." I didn't think it was me, so I apologized. But the thought of her resignation, but the heart is sorry, to her own dignity to apologize to her: said it is my fault, will never be inexplicable is silent or so on. She said it was your fault, let's just say I'm sorry. I was angry at that time. I am not a very vindictive person, this matter in the past dozens of days, I also gradually forget. Our relationship has changed back to the past. After the September 20 date, that is, the weekend days, she went back, I and her those days chat very well, she will also do at home what kind of say to me, also just those days, our company a married colleagues always harass her, she complained to me, I said leave him. But did not think that the day she came to the company night, Thunder and Lightning, the company near the lights are out. The colleague, suddenly ran to the subway door to pick her up, frighten her, send QQ message to me, I hope I go to meet her, but unfortunately I pay attention to look. When she returned to the company, she told me that she was scared to death, and that she was so dark that she was afraid to die. Asked me how to go back to pick her up, then I know, then regretted how did not see QQ message, I said to her when I come back directly to my phone or text message I will immediately arrived, this she was relieved. She sent a micro-blog that night, and saw the comments below to persuade her to resign.

Since the last time, I have found that our relationship has become more (I feel good about myself), and every time I go to help her solve the problem, I will be all hands, she is the default. That night she went out to eat hot pot (she is for her boyfriend who just broke up for a long time birthday), she came back at more than 9, I was just a bit hungry, called two colleagues and her, she said she had just come back from the car, there is the former colleagues also bother her, she is not in a bad mood, we go. I asked her what to do, she did not care to say: to the ex-boyfriend birthday. After listening to my heart, I have lost my appetite for eating and the whole process of eating, I am silent. Back, I toss and turn to sleep, I think the ex-boyfriend has passed, why you still can't let go, I made up my mind, or give up, the pain of a few days insomnia. Just the Mid-autumn Festival to come, please take a few days leave to go back, mainly want to go back to distraction, can play down her feelings in the heart. The holidays are over and I'm back in the company, at this time found her with the company into the levy walk very close (each is the levy younger brother's call, after work every time go to him to stroll around, see my heart really not taste, he came all year, to my place a handful of AH). In order to give up, I am suffering every day pain, hope one day to forget her, but every day I see her, I really can not forget (sometimes hate their own incompetence). A few days ago, her relationship with her roommate deteriorated, mainly because her roommate used her cell phone to watch the movie and quarreled with her. She was very dissatisfied, but also sent a micro-blog said: I really want to work with her, I guess that after that can no longer talk. I am now very close to her roommate, she once asked me about her relationship (is to go out with her roommate for a few laps, to her roommates I do not have any wild desires). That day and her roommate went to the supermarket to buy things out, just saw her and the levy side, then I do not care. After coming back, more than 10, she and the levy went out (Levy is just graduated this year, had not been in love before, each time is she shouted out). These days found her and levy chat is very hot, every time she sent the message most. Every time I see it is very painful, and I chat, you do not ah, never just talk a few words, I see every day almost a day is and sign chat. I decided to give up her, but now still inexplicable pain, determined to let it go, but the heart is not to make up (oneself is more sensitive). More than 8 o'clock this evening, the levy sent her to the nearby station (she will go to Xi ' an to play, bus to the station), watching them go out, the heart of the involuntary pain.

Sometimes, I ask myself, she likes herself, I think everything is my own romantic