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I always thought I was a genius! I always thought I was a talent! I always thought I was a fool!

This is me, always in a precarious mood. Maybe it represents a lot of personal stationmaster's mood like me. The road ahead, is very confused!

Network Seven years, never like today's impulse, very want to write their own mood. One reason is because I write poorly, but I think the main reason is that the past seven years have not thought about their life, let oneself stop for seven years.

Seven years ago, that winter of 2002, there was no snow! I make the first choice of life, give up the last semester of high school, choose to use my college money in our county open an Internet café. The loss of time such as water, two years later, the sale of internet cafes, leaving only the money to sell computers, the loss of 40,000. Since the opening of Internet cafes have contacted the network, Web pages, websites. After selling the Internet café to concentrate on doing their own site, I used my unfamiliar ASP to do the novel, music, movie sites, in fact, most of the site is for interest, remember then rely on a network of garbage business to maintain their livelihoods. It wasn't until 06 that I discovered the SP madness! Soon, the flow of rapid increase in the daily account of the money from one to two digits, two digits to three digits, I think I have found a way to money, so I gave up the twenty thousand or thirty thousand IP of the novel and music Station. The last, remember is 06 5 June or what, the SP Cross, and later use the flow of the edge of the ball to earn a wild GG (common practice, flow into the English station). Later, too. Experience a big six months of crazy try to make money, own bank card also has more than 400,000. consumption, stocks. By the end of 400,000, Chengdu bought a set of houses, 320,000. After that, the website can barely maintain its daily expenses.

07 Girlfriend pregnant, Spring Festival home to get married, 08.08.18, my family baby was born smoothly, a very healthy and cute little boy. Experience happiness, never had! Also deeply felt the wife's happiness and pain! After having the child we all went back to the hometown, because the family has the small business parents to walk not to open, took the baby to take back. Parents can help look after the baby, and they can also reduce some of the expenses. Because of the earthquake, our house delayed the delivery time, September only to pay the room, after the housing I returned to Chengdu, busy decoration.

Written so much, once again determined that their talent level is really not high, I do not know what I want to express what meaning. Now I am a person in Chengdu, the body is left 1000 pieces of living expenses, there are some small things do not buy home. Now, my website has no income! The wife and children are in the home, the family expenses. I've been thinking lately, what's the reason for bringing me into this situation? To from the GG Mei Dao also have no earnings, I gave up the edge of the site, did a novel station, traffic also come quickly, at the end of 07, waiting has washed up 50,000 IP, but at this time, the engine room to stop the machine, I changed the room, the result is always frozen, Just is the Spring Festival, I go home to arrange the marriage thing, later Baidu gave me the right to drop, included no longer move, the back also gave up the site. This year I have a new site, Baby Network (www.beibaobao.com), during the period for various reasons, dropped two of data, to now, the site users basically emptied. Think of these, I was extremely depressed, the site of these low-level mistakes, in my here unexpectedly repeat for six or seven years! I want to survive, I want to support the family, how to do? The site is now difficult, at least not to solve the immediate problem. Looking for a job? What am I going to do? Recently, I took some decoration decontamination products to the community to sell, barely able to maintain their own life, but to support the family, there is no way.

I am a person in Chengdu, very helpless, very lonely. I miss my baby, I miss my wife. Writing here, I cried. I haven't been back to see them for almost one months because it's going to take me over 100 bucks to go back. It's really tiring taking the kids, really. From the birth of the child to the present, the whole body has been painful, hug the child hug. Wife for children, sacrificed youth, also lost stature, now still very tired. At the time of marriage, because the money to save the decoration, only to buy two sets of clothes for his wife, nothing else to buy, think of these for a burst of sadness. I should be better to her, but I can do nothing!! I think a lot of a person, perhaps the past is too simple network money harm me, I lost the survival skills. I don't know what to do! Today, I got up early in the morning to go to the community door to promote activated carbon (decoration in addition to taste products), keep a day, sold a box, earning dozens of. Maybe, this is the beginning of my life?

Network Seven years, time wasted? Until now I understand that I am a just out of the school students ...

I will not give up my site, but I must solve the current problem. My qq:1271199, look forward to working with friends to explore the site, have friends can help me of course better!