Recently

Although not recently recorded anything, but almost every day on this site once to see how far or near the struggling people are working. However, perhaps it is because the people who are concerned are not too many, newer things are not much. So I felt a burst of emptiness, and felt my weakness. I am still looking for some rely on it, when they really have nothing to do and really indulge their own rest, there will be a huge loss of their own.

At rest, but afraid of rest. What am I worried about? I do not know.

My most valued friend didn't contact me, he said, and I don't think we'd be better off without contacting you. ' We've become more connected, ' he says, ' as we spit out our lives, and there's no progress. He said, also a long time do not know what each other is doing, one day suddenly meet more can find each other's growth.

Well, he's right. Frequent contact is actually to find a sustenance, and so I can not really full heart into their own life. And once I cut off the connection, I would open my eyes and look carefully at my situation.

In fact, there is still a long way to go na! I want to be an architect, I have to go to senior, but still can not stand out in the same grade, not only not, or one of the extremely ordinary and not even unique.

Look at the road to the building with enthusiasm, or from the direction with enthusiasm. I was determined and confused.

I know that I can not hand-painted, software, design is not good enough ... But I can't willingly admit that I am so bad. If you accept yourself well, you can be comfortable. I am so restless, so trembling, so gradually depraved degenerate.

The first two days of the association breathing, I full-time new registration, patiently answer one of their questions, look at everyone or excited or expectant face, suddenly sincerely feel that they are old, because even with them to introduce themselves climbed a mountain, traversed the canyon, over the wild Great Wall and the desert ... There was no enthusiasm or passion. In fact, just a year or two ago, two years ago, I can insist on the morning to sleep early and early, running, starting from the most vegetable rookie, to the final marathon full race. I also have a wide range of interests in addition to climbing the outdoor mountain climbing, learning photography, training flat belt, learn skating, learn to swim, learn badminton, also learned the electronic organ and bamboo flute ... Now I wonder where I've been so much energy? Also have a summer vacation to find many part-time earn enough money a person backpack walked three or four cities ... In retrospect, I was really in the construction of a major night to erase the rest of my life.

And I think in this professional really have become, but found that they have been behind a lot of others. Even if I learn to stay up all night.

Every time you try so hard to pull yourself back, why should I compare with others?

Yes, my high school classmate is a lot of the male goddess who has become unreachable; Yes, we are professional girls are very strong, they basically occupy the first few years before the more than 10 position; Yes, even if some of the results are not eye-catching also have a very good ability in certain aspects ... So? So, my grades are not how, I competition is not how, I paint not how, I design not how, I can not live my own???

Is it so hard to walk silently in your own way???!!!!!

Do not expect results to focus on learning and pay the sweat is so difficult to do????!!!

You want to graduate? Don't you want to go abroad? Don't you want to be a beautiful and graceful person?

You, go, do, Ah!!!

Did anyone stop you? You're good enough. The key is, what are you going to do, who can really stop you?

If you are not diligent enough, do not use your own shortcomings as an excuse! You hand-painted is not good, I do not believe that you draw one day, draw a 1000 pictures you can not paint! Your software is not good, I do not believe that you study 2 hours a day, adhere to a 2 months can not grasp! You do not match clothes, I do not believe you every once in a while to go shopping to try to wear clothes can not find the feeling!

What are you afraid of? Hesitate what? The more I am afraid of hesitation, the more I deny myself, the more I consume my precious time. The most straightforward way to do something you're not good at is to do it quickly, do it more, and do it over and over again. Instead of thinking more about internal friction every day.

Cheer up, believe in yourself, and be nice to yourself. Take your own road!