Stationmaster Heart How long can I persist?

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I really should protect you every day, to greet each day, you care about you? Or should give up you, good to find a good job, or good to learn something, live a normal life! I want to eat, to live, to pay rent, to pay network fees, mobile phone fees, to pay debts, I have to take the money to keep you?

Why, why should I do this to you? Is it time to give up on you? The domestic internet only let me see a dark, what are we? is just a grassroots webmaster, what to compete with others? We only have a computer, a dark room, a keyboard with cigarette butts on the side of an ashtray. Web design, website maintenance, website management, website promotion, for other people can use 4 departments to do things, and we? We have only one person to do it ourselves, as if we had written a book, we are responsible for printing, and then go out to sell.

I do not know how long I can sustain, I have not been able to withstand his torment. Database Damage 3 times a day 3 times led to me, 2 times down the hands of the rice bowl, 1 times off half of the clothes ready to take a bath to stop, fortunately, these problems are within my ability to solve, really afraid of the day I can not solve the problem, what should I do?

Why do you feel the darkness? That day again died a group of stations, which have my station! I have long thought of such a day, but really did not expect to come so fast, ah ~ ~ and I do not know how many webmaster will hold the head pain, I would like to ... Ah, I heard that the state of the Web site required special record, this is nothing, a friend of mine to record, incredibly said to all Moderators ID card copy, I have no words ...

Then I saw another friend of mine a blog station was closed, heart very painful, always lively and cheerful he, become taciturn, I asked him, what do you intend? He said I would not be doing the station, I just want to go to other people's company to help others maintain the site to do a common programmer, one months to get thousands of stable income, so that's enough.

He said to me: "You also change careers, although you say you do not have a degree, but you are so young, 20 just to have so big as, your technology completely to the general company to do programmers and so on, or you go to your dream of Peking University, your future is brighter than anyone, no need so tired, you think you can insist how long? I completely forget about the domestic Internet, because of a bad bird, and destroyed my entire forest, we are just grass people, we do not compare enterprises, we do not have a backer, we only rely on their own, technical problems are not talked about, because the technical aspects of me or you, or any one webmaster, I think can be resolved, But we encounter problems that can be solved without technology. My blog station, because a user in the album uploaded a station 3-point type of photos, that is, swimsuit photos, such pictures I want to be everywhere, Yahoo, Sina, Sohu, Tencent, Mop, you dare to say that these stations which do not have such a picture? And there's only one user with a picture of that, I explained a lot of times, said it was improper management of their own, said immediately deleted, forcibly shut down the site, I even begged them, even a person's basic dignity are lost, finally they do not agree, I know there is no way, Only they let me the program of their own website to get back, this request they do not agree, they say these are illegal information, I completely no language, only that a picture, and the Web site procedures have what relationship? In the eyes of the webmaster collapse of the event, in the leadership there, just insignificant.

In this way, my 1 years of painstaking efforts, was their relentless deletion, I have nothing to say, I do not know how to face my hundreds of thousands of users, QQ every day 88 groups are talking about how the site can not open, one after another group, from multiple groups, to only the remaining few groups of people, heart completely dead, I returned the user group used, I have no way, I put aside them, I want to change the way of life, be neglected by the family, be beside grumble, be loved abandoned, such a day do you think comfortable?

Haven't you been left out by your family? Not to be seen as a monster? Have not been abandoned by the person you like? Tell you this is a few of the grassroots webmaster have experienced, have you ever thought about why the family was left out? That's because we don't have time to communicate with computers all day. That's because we don't go out all day and just face computers, People would say you weren't there. A person without a serious job, staying at home every day, have you ever wondered why you were dumped by your lover? That is because we, fell in love with the internet, ignoring her feelings, we put the network in the first, put them in the second, we will not sweet words to coax them happy, We don't know what gifts to give them. When they ask us questions we always say ' casually ' will not go shopping with them, will not accompany them to buy clothes, internet cafes will only be online, will not chat with them, do you think we will not be abandoned by people?

His words touched me so much that we talked all night. His words say a word to my heart, perhaps is each individual stationmaster heart portrait. That night I did not say a word, I just listen to the old webmaster's complaints seriously, said more precisely is complaining, he just stood in a middle-aged angle in consideration of their own problems, I would like to refute ... But ... I am a generation of people, I do not understand your 70 's people how to think, I want to give up, I do not want to change careers! Think of their own built the first two stations I fear, every day to face is the code, a day of sleep is about 3 hours, in XI ' an period of time I will not forget, really good tired ... I really want to give up! But I can't! you do blog webmaster you 3 years down with the house, have a sports car, have a wife, and I? Just the beginning! The pressure of a stationmaster perhaps only stationmaster oneself know how big! Every time their own are so strong ~ actually? I want to cry more than any stationmaster ... But I can't ...

Lately I've been asking myself, how long can I hold on? Should I give up? Why should I be so tired? For the sake of a dark future, am I worth being so tired? Maybe I should really think about it, my non-mainstream base. Should I give you up?