Su Zi violet: Naked mold is just a work (fig)

The photographer's picture was designed by Su Zi Violet, which she agreed not to clear out at school, one night the Su Zi purple often wear masks "hide" their own in her room, everywhere they write Xiaozhuan and other girls like, Su Zi purple also love to eat snacks law su zi-purple, 19 years old, when the family had suffered misfortune, Rough experience makes her often mention will shed tears. Now she is a sophomore in the art department of Renmin University, but the identity of the people who is more remembered by the public is a "nude model". She's on fire. She began to be questioned over the aura of a famous college student, doing the "make money by the body" job that most people still can't accept. Her response was simple: "It's just a job." Lying naked in a tank full of water, Su Zi Purple shook his head, a string of blisters out of the camera, "snapped" flash. Both legs suddenly and fiercely tread water, grasping the wall along the hand, slightly green body in the waters of the swaying ups and downs.　　As a nude model, she spent six months making herself known in this circle, and now she wants to spend several times to justify herself and her career in society. Do not evade filming I agree not to clear the night of January 6, Haidian District, Xisanqi a flower market in the tropical Fish pavilion, standing in front of the fish tank, she openly took off all the clothes, stood on the ladder, lifted some water sprinkle on the body to adapt to the water temperature. The moment she stepped into the aquarium, she turned her head back and reminded the photographer, "Wait a minute. She squatted in the water, not caring about the onlookers. Her body was swinging freely in the water, and the camera recorded every moment of her expression, which was her own design of the human Art "Lolita": Experience pain. The criticism on the internet is "no face". "That's their opinion, I can't control it." Su Zi Violet said, "Anyway, I do not clear, because I think very beautiful things we can enjoy together."　　Clear the window, as if "I've done something shameful". Don't shy away from making money "I have to feed myself" opinionated style, to win her aggressive praise, but also let her back to her age is not commensurate with the burden. In Baidu, and her name associated with the comments, criticism and prying more ingredients. "In fact, I just want to make money, to feed myself." Su Purple purple to this some grievance. The girl from Hubei, 3 years old parents divorced, followed by grandparents grew up, "others are parents ready everything, I do not have such conditions, I only one person." "She took out her former part-time photos, desk clerk, flyers, plane models ... Until January 2010, she saw a photographic studio on the Internet to recruit mannequins, 500 yuan a game, and her previous counter income only 80 yuan. "It's also a professional lap." She thought so, about the boss's video interview, she was the only one in the dorm. She tore down the sheets, hung them on the dormitory window, then quickly took off her clothes, opened the fluorescent lamp, and stood on a stool and put on a few shapes.　　The female boss was satisfied, she stepped into the circle.　　Do not shy away from the "struggle" heard that she engaged in this industry parents have cursedBut the first time she was far from showing her body as freely as she is now. The female boss has a lot of experience in getting her eyes covered. Behold, after the filming, several photographers rushed to her. Later, a photographer quietly told her that she had been photographed a lot of photos. The circle is not all pure art, she met a bad-motivated photographer. As a result, I heard that she was engaged in this industry, parents scold. But she was so stubborn to insist, in her view, is to make money, now seems to have another meaning. From the beginning of the 500 yuan shooting, to the later 3500 yuan a day of Chang, her value is increasing. At least, her quality of life has increased dramatically.　　In addition to the school dormitory, she also rented a set of 2500 yuan per month of the house to facilitate filming. Do not avoid "bumpy" setbacks let her ruthless down the heart of her room, with her occupation is very inconsistent with the book, Hanging on the wall of their own xiaozhuan, the refrigerator affixed with the sketch. These, more close to her art department college students identity.　　Leaning on the couch, hugging the cartoon pillow, and laughing, she said she likes chatting with older people. "Famous college students", "Nude model", two different from 108,000 in the noun, was dragged together by her. It is difficult to understand her present existence without understanding her past. She brushed off her sleeve and showed several scars on her arm. She said, this is the memory of the rebellious youth, "This is a cigarette burning, this is a fight left." "Her experience is far beyond her peers, for a child without parental control, only by the elderly grandparents, it is difficult to stop her outside rumble, runaway." Until one day home, the house was demolished, the most love her grandmother injured hospital. She ran to the authorities complained, snow days, and even knelt down, no one to her, she so far remember security eyes are full of contempt. She vowed to change her fate by reading. After 3 years, she was admitted to the best university in China. So, when the best friend Snow learned that she is a mannequin, not at all surprised, "her life ups and downs, to their ruthless heart."　　"Now, let her choose a life of regret, she will be very smart to say, each choice is important, this is to form a person's life." Do not avoid worry do not want to give up, but also want to be understood but she still care about the views of others, although the mouth denied. Evening home, her first thing is to Baidu search the day there is no news about her, go to stick to see the likes or dislikes her people have any comments. Walking into school, she habitually wears masks and covers her face. She did not want to arouse the attention of her classmates, especially before her conscious image had not turned out well. As a model to go back to school late, the classmate once suspected that she engaged in improper occupation. She then wanted to prove that she exhibited her own photos of her body while organizing art exhibitions in the school. When the good people uploaded it to the internet, she got angry. Her spirit was strained, and she longed for social identity and anxiety. She will ask the Reporter: "Do you say I want to go to talk with school?" She had decided to talk to the teacher the next day, and she wanted a sensible elder to show her the way.However, this road must not be to give up the occupation of mannequin, "I will always do, may be pregnant, old, not so beautiful, also in the record." That feeling, is a very natural life process. I'm going to record it because it's my life. "But her diary still reveals her anxiety:" I do not have too many requests to strangers, but simply hope that they are looking at me the ' monster ', do not block my ' sunshine '. Even if accidentally blocked, can also leave in good faith, let me in this rare sunshine caught a glimmer of hope. "Wen/reporter Chen Kun/reporter Wuhai Lang