The bitter course of my network road

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First, say hello to everyone.

I don't know how to start this bitter journey

Not long, but a bit bad to go, do not know whether to adhere to the worth or not, maybe have and I feel the same friends too.

The parasol tree is the net name I have been using. Chinese is this, English namely: Phoenixtree, here everybody saw

I. School hours NET:

The first time net is in 02, that year or sophomore, originally in this period we should be quite stressful, society, family all aspects of the bar
Can oneself on the town of an ordinary high school, short name Pu Gao.

    net in the early days, the mood and the people at that time, like the net, especially after the Q, started all night, but fortunately, has not been infatuated with the game, do not know what the game, and occasionally boring also apply for a number in the cut deer, cut a night.
     
    Achievement General high school life, nothing on the Internet, to the family's money to squander, To know that the economy of the country at the time does not allow people like me to spend money on other things that have nothing to do with learning, own a big mistake, hurt the parents ' heart. College entrance examination scores down, to the construction of the line points (sad, how to say my understanding in the school is still good, chemistry participated in the city I contest, also not without rank), In fact, I did not want to fill in the volunteer for a big reason, one of the relatives heard that in the South mixed well, own the company, you know in the countryside say what So-and-so's son, or what what people out of the company, or their own dry, it is amazing things, not to mention and I have a relationship, and the relationship is not general, so did not fill the volunteer, Also do not intend to review (later know that the idea is wrong, after all, other people's things are someone else's, he gave you, not as selfless as parents to you, always with a purpose in it, although the family said let me review (poor world parents heart, family economy bad situation, let me continue to study), this is a bit sorry parents, How many mistakes we made when we were young, how many times we hurt our parents, we were careless, but it was a great blow.
    
    scores out of a few days, did not fill out a volunteer ran, holding the family of hundreds of, ran to Wenzhou, a relative that, said to play, actually do not want to stay at home, a person, high school graduation , the exam is over, many people ask how the exam, feel the psychological pressure is too big, no face for some people, really.
   
    The relative in Wenzhou, he opened a repair engine such as the maintenance of electricity, I was there to help, but also let me learn the technology. But I am such a character, good move, How can A man who is restless with the same thing eat that kind of pain (although the village grew up, the family is not an only child, and brother, sister. To have no bitter to eat. After less than a week to run back (family also let go out, say or also learn a year, see other methods, said I was too small, not in the outside toss bad, when I was 16 years old, Only 17 years old, think I 16 years of age, high school comparison should be good, hehe.
   
   back home, talking about it, there was a flood in the house. So many things, it seems to be my growth story, toNo, you are the network road, please understand, really do not know how to express, language weakness, are strange to practice.
  
   at home, not half a month, ran to the provincial capital Computer school, reported a year of computer learning, that year in late August 03, near the end of the month.

Two. Learn computer in sample

Since then, really started my Computer learning Road

Study term of a year, what have learned a point, the site is more interested, but the usual study is quite serious, just to learn to create a more interesting site, when the other people are in the plane, I was doing what web Page Three Musketeers. But very few research procedures, always think too difficult. Don't want to mind, I this person, overall still too much.

Study period don't want to spend the money, want to make money, to school not a few months, everywhere looking for part-time to do, and most part-time college students engaged in Coolie part-time, sent leaflets, stickers what publicity posters.

Finally in a coffee shop, when a time waiter, hehe. No way, people grow a bit handsome, will, would not want to male Kazakhstan. After nearly two months of work, a part-time job before leaving school, it's a bit of a loss, not swearing. Even the students ' money is deceiving, can it be good? I found the job. Hard for nearly half a month, every day to the city's Internet cafes to stick posters, that kind of new game propaganda. Posted, after a period of time to get the wages, the company said, the wages to give, let that their company an employee spent, thought we would not go, because the work after a period of time did not go to take money, the people think not, put flowers, Make that company afraid to return to the company, I and a few students have been waiting for a few days have no results, so, this time, the hard, was that WBD took to squander, still make me bad classmate confessed, after all, things I find them do, did not get the money.

A year of study time quickly ended, are busy looking for work, I also, at that time, I think the lucky thing, I have a previous mention of relatives in the South do well, there also said let me past, let me go slowly looking for.

Three. Work, start talking about something.

    at the end of 04, it should be said that the end of November, that time that year began my career, but also really understand what is suffering.
   
    South, the first feeling, the air is good. People are also more honest. The person feels like this!
   
    After that, relatives take care of the natural good, less money to spend, give. Of course, he doesn't have that kind of money. The family is also relieved, after all, in the relatives around, someone to look at, what things, will know, But people don't know I'm not happy, relatives may think that I learned in the technical school is useless, it is only to pay me to contact the community of a little capital, but he also came out of the countryside, but he did not know that it would cost a lot of money, maybe he seems to remember that he has been helpless, of course, He was on his own. It's a little bit small today. Yes, there's a car, a room ...
   
    in the south to rest for a period of time, relatives said, after a period of time to help me find a job, introduced in his client's a factory to find a small position, I did not say anything, in fact, I was looking for a website to do things, Maybe I can run into the computer every day (then how to find myself wrong code, do this line, how so bitter).
   
    You are secretly on the web to cast resumes, no work experience, no social communication skills, nothing, no money. You can say nothing, but also want to find a can do office, perhaps oneself too much, I really want to do physical things.
   
    So unexpectedly someone let me go to the big interview, that company or Taiwan Enterprises, Zhongshan Branch, quite large. Hundreds of people, hehe, there is eating and living, wages although only hundreds of, but, is what they want to do, More practical, but is not yet pay, in the heart of the bottom, or holding a relative's money in the profligate
   
    as if, I have been not very smooth, study, work. This company hasn't been to work since January, the day of the year (Lunar December 23), the company due to appear, it should be said that there is an action problem, mainly internal people do things, was suspended by the labor Bureau, computer everything to seal up, auction, to pay our wages, in fact, the Taiwan side of the company can be repaid, but I did not do so in this place, so closed. So , I lost my job, my company went bankrupt, I lost my job.
    
    The next day, it can be said that really started my real misery day
   
     Then I'll just say it roughly.
   
    because of nearly the spring festival, the work has not been found, after a year to talk about it.

Four. Sadness after unemployment

The following year, that is, 05, which has been in the network company to work, to engage in web design, customer Service commissioner. Say so, but things are not like the surface of the title so glorious, every day, no good results out.

Then the job of running a business, later, finally accepted the views of relatives, to practice in the factory for a period of time, where too bitter, eight hours a day to add 3-4 hours of classes, wages, low to death. That time did not know how to live, really, very bitter.

Can, in that time, I also insist on reading, computer, and sometimes the next class also to Internet cafes to engage in the site, where the net fee of the family also want three five, really heartache died.

06 years, the year is also a bad day, has been a café bar, sales staff. Until October about the beginning of the real network career, before any one company to work, I have been learning computer knowledge and attention to this aspect of the trend, in order to not use their own outdated (but it is so difficult to fall behind)

October 06, into a Macao company, the boss is young, rich, of course, the parents left, but the boss himself is also very hard, very harmonious. No shelves, often have activities to Macau to play, stay a few star hotel, but I can not go, no pass. You can only leave me on the internet

Five. Summarize, feel ..., share a little more.

A few years, what the computer learned, I can not express myself in words, I really feel that this is very tired, there is no money. Can only say that their ability is too bad, not good enough, want to change careers. Maybe there are many webmaster have my same idea, as a webmaster than what bitter, sometimes can bring down the body, But there is no good harvest. Want to learn a little bit of technology, can be constantly updated technology, on a day of classes have to keep learning, non-stop work, wages or that kind of, not high education (said my own, not a serious education), age, social experience is not recognized, the actual ability to work is not recognized ...

There are too many disappointments, I know so, maybe, ask too much. But do not do this, sometimes do not touch the computer, the heart is uncomfortable, can touch every day, head pain, now is, headache ...

When you see a computer, you want to run, and sometimes you can't eat.