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This article was opened yesterday after the election of cadres suddenly feel very depressed, very irritable. Do in the study room how also see not to go into the book, think of their 2.5 college life, a time to feel very failed, very very failure! So I wrote this article! It was always confusing to think about something.

Always want to write something, has always felt a lot of things blocked in the chest is very, but have never know how to do.

I've always felt like I'm a mediocre student. In every convenience compared to fail, but has been afraid to face up to their own failure, always from the heart of the head to find excuses, always have a point of view, always think that others are very good quality, always think that they have the thought of revenge iyou ambition, have the ability. In short, the constant calculation of their future body demon, always thought that time is still very long, always thought ... In a word, it is self-righteous.

Be not good at expressing oneself, dare not express oneself, do not dare to show themselves in front of the public, what is in the heart, always put their own cowardice disguised as disdain for others, since I thought that no communication object is because the people around the level is too low, and their own not a grade, all day living in the virtual network, Can be posted at the end of the earth to talk about state affairs, talk about historical figures, events. A post can cause hundreds of people to be posted or abused or endorsed, can and other in the forum said a day is not too tired, can in my own history forum to release their own views, but in reality is always silent, cold, sometimes feel too tacky, can be said to be vulgar, What to do the truth are thinking of return, always think that in the school's reputation as a skin, do all want to get material substantial return.

The school all kinds of clubs are always lazy to talk, sometimes the heart will be a little more impulse, but the moment will be their disguise out of disdain to suppress.

Many times feel very inferiority, this inferiority from their own looks, long is too naïve, although 87 was born, but the appearance of junior high school students, long is too naïve. So do not dare to contact with the outside world, always afraid to face unfamiliar people. Always afraid of others to see their childish appearance and underestimate themselves, always afraid of being despised.

Since learning to do the site is to close their own in the Internet, and friends and students less contact, completely dependent on the Internet, and now and then the very naïve fantasy of their own casually do a forum and then soon and mop and the end of the same rich influence. But it is always the outcome, want to devote themselves to the Internet and want to learn professional courses, and then do a nationwide software.

In this way, today to see PHP, tomorrow to see VC, the day after next want to learn VB the day after tomorrow to take the Java textbook. All day long seem to be busy, but do not know what they have done.

One thing is not done, always hid in the fear of being seen, afraid of being made known but not done, afraid of being seen by others, so the more afraid of the failure of the more hidden pinch, the more hidden pinch the more open hands and feet, the more unable to put the hands of the more can not be put into failure the more violent, so hid pinch- > Failure-> continue to hide-> continue to fail. Vicious circle until now. I don't know how long this disgusting cycle will last.

Always think of their own original point of view, but repeatedly ignore themselves in fact, what is only until a general idea of the reality, you can only know that a little thing to extract a point of view in the end of the world in their own forum and other people to debate until the other side said nothing to transfer the topic. But it's true that everything is superficial until it's a ballpark figure.

There was a time when I felt so wise and I was so good at my work. It was in the recommendation of a friend last year to do a network of nets in Northwestern University propaganda master, always complacent that although they know fewer friends, but each is a good friend, and others are fair-weather friends. But......

Sophomore summer in the home did a test, more than 10 days before the beginning of the semester, registered a meter, made a movie station, only spent 10 days or so I let my website from zero to day traffic 3000+ip. Come to a conclusion from then on, if it's a full-time website, it won't be much of a problem to feed your family, and it's probably going to be very well-off and nourishing.

But the meaning of life is more than that, remember a well-known writer in the answer to a student questioning the meaning of life where, she returned to "life itself does not make sense, but you give it a meaning", in the face of my life, I do not want it is just to make money, is the breadwinner. Life should not only be a matter of pursuit, more should be the ideal of the pursuit of the spirit.

Simply do the site can support themselves, like Ali mother inside that very good female webmaster by virtue of the big Flag Alliance one day is said to earn hundreds of. As long as you are diligent enough, you make a forum to join the banner to add a day to get a 1WIP or not difficult, to make a movie station as long as you are diligent enough to know to stick to cool post, to the movie station watermark and then spread to Youku, your website traffic will also be very high. And this also do not have to think all day how SEO how to deceive search engine, how to please Baidu, the first thing on the internet every day is to go to site: your site. As long as you are diligent enough, you can very much hang Baidu to seal. Completely do not rely on search engines to support themselves. But where is the meaning of life? People ask what you do, you say you are a webmaster, then others look at you worship, but you will not PHP, will not be ASP even simply understand a little HTML, "If you can use PHP or other languages to do the site, you can ignore this phrase" all day living in the mainstream society, hiding in the network. What is the meaning of this life?

Write these things, feel very messy, is completely think of what to say, a lot of local incoherently, write write, now the heart is not so suppressed. But still feel a lot of words did not say, do not know how to say, or dare not say out, always vaguely afraid to speak out, but can not say that they are afraid of something.

Long time no pen has written so many words, always from the university has been accustomed to use the keyboard, a lot of words have not even know how to write. There are many words, there are really many words, but can not say. Always unwilling to end this article, but do not know what to say next, very contradictory, very ...

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