Beer, maybe there will be a serial, name it episode 1

I have to admit I like drink. Not only simply like,  I am always too much with it, and drunk.

I know it's not good, for health, for mind, for behavior, but I still drink a lot.

Sometimes, I'm thinking to quit, but life is not easy, and mood is not good. All these things drive me to drink again and again. Which also make me do a lot of thing wrong. I just cannot stop right here right now.

I'm wondering, when it's the time I can behave normal? Never? Could be, who knows.

And the last word, I don't want you to read this. It's 100 percent for my personal only.

Thanks God. (Though I don't believe in God.)