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Time flies really fast, the blink of an eye has already been 2015 years, long have not written something, go home New Year to see a lot of things, also think a lot, can also just fragmented some plan. Years or years, the year is not stale, but we have changed, change is no longer pure.
I am a farmer's son, this year to go home the new Year's feeling is different from previous years, why say feel different, every household is in comparison, than the house, compared to the car, than who has money. Who used to be in the family, are very low-key, now the sense of the Times is who has, do not let others know the heart uncomfortable, stuffy panic. As a generation, pressure is conceivable.
An instant is also to the age of fast marriage, go home everywhere is blind Date, married team, and listen to the villagers said now female doll less, are very diao, House no room no car not to go, the bride is not 10w not to go, engage in my head out of a lost in the fight for a lifetime Bachelor forget the fire core. Talk about nearly 5 years of girlfriend at present also in the contradiction to separate, that sentiment, I personally feel with affection to describe no exaggeration, but do not know what others in the mind is thinking. Together really is often quarrel, also have a lot of happy things, but two people together noisy affirmation is also inevitable, married some also fight to divorce, the days long not good? So long feelings said forget even, said scattered on the scattered. Mood can only use grief, tearing the feeling to describe! Of course, it is not suitable for the reason certainly is also secondary, I think the crux of the problem is I do not have money, but then said back, just out of 2 years of time, can save what money, out of the first year of basic food and clothing, the second year is stable.
Sometimes I am in the mind to think: young, hey, all day burdened with great emotional pressure and life pressure so really good? Am I too stupid or is this society moving so fast that I can't keep pace? Home no background, only back, but very grateful to mom and dad, really thank them, the two of our brothers pulled so big. Eat too much we dare not imagine the suffering.
brother Said to me, love is not right and wrong, don't underestimate yourself! I used to think that good work is for a good life, good life is with relatives, love together happy and happy! When life is out of the question, work has no motivation, passion! Just like yesterday, the whole person in the office to sit for a day, do not want to do anything, the executive said to me, you look like a heart, not very good, and girlfriend is not a contradiction. OK! I smiled and said to her. Yesterday afternoon mister talked to me and said, I think you have more ability than that, I think you are an aspiring young man, and then talk to me about the pay cut. If I had been sitting for a few days like yesterday, would I have been fired? I think I need a good reflection, a good calm, suddenly have the idea of leaving the city of WH, leaving the city that makes me sad.
night woke up a few times in the evening, tossing and turning, thinking a lot of head, I think it should be a plan for their 2015-year trip.
1. When you are bored, remember to read a book, learn more techniques and summarize
2. doing the work at hand
3. stay away from the game
4. try to keep 1 hours of exercise every day
5. Repeat every day: successful people, self-discipline is very strong
6. don't ask yourself too much, don't let yourself live too tired
7. Remember to smile
8. test a driver's license
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