A tribute to the years that I've been through

September 2010, Mengmengdongdong I walked into my university, crazy fiction high school three years of me, but also doomed to the end of my college.

I have never imagined that I would have a good future, taciturn I will always be silent in the corner. Every day is overwhelmed, confused, lonely. I don't know how my road will go after I graduate from college. May be the blessing of heaven, but also may be the poor luck goddess. The choice of a voluntary choice of software technology major, I am now the most fortunate option. Two years of college than three years of high school time to learn more, but also have to say that the sins of the sooner or later.

In 12, I went to this demon-Beijing with my big bag of small bags of sophomore. Looking at the street roaring near the luxury of vehicles, I also dream that I will have such a day, but now even their own savings are not, have to say also a kind of sorrow. From the moment I entered Beijing, I also began my life as a programmer.

The first job waiting is always suffering, staring at the phone every day motionless, whenever the bell rang, it is estimated that I am most happy time. So I found my first job in life, a start-up company. Although the salary is not much, but I am very happy, every day is also very excited, I put all my passion into the work. When I got my first paycheck, I was so excited that I couldn't control it. Also here I learned a lot, as rookie level of me, facing the unfamiliar and there is a trace of familiar code, I am overwhelmed. That is at this time, degree Niang became my good friend, is also I can learn important way, every day will go to Baidu encountered problems and technical points. Slowly I learned a lot, even if the problem will not be like the original embarrassed and overwhelmed. Also at this time I learned to play shuttlecock, the daily team's kick shuttlecock activity is my most relaxed time. Finally, in mid-13, the business failed, the company closed, I lost my job. In fact, in this company met colleagues are very cute, I also cherish. Think before also for the company Mister "painting The Pie" and crazy, now only "hehe".

The second job, but also a very hasty choice, not so hasty as to be deceived, in fact, it is too little to consider. At that time the company boss directly interview, asked some simple questions, and then began to chat, the result is that we are a fellow, he fooled me, I entered his bureau. Although the company is a size can be a company, but full of excitement to enter the pit, when I am excited to hold my work card: designers. I was stunned, in fact, I will be doomed to fall black and blue.

The fact is:

1. No computer

2, the whole team plus I only have two people

3, Mister Holding the company's brand but set up their own private team, plainly is to use the company's money to pay for their own income

4, with the great ideals of saving the Internet

5, without their own departments can only be summed up in the design department (now seems to be afraid to set up the department)

The result is:

1, refuse to spend money to buy a computer, or let me buy from my friend's second-hand computer

2, the project finished, Mister Dissatisfied, and then himself redesigned a set, and then, rewrite

3, privately recruited a few sales

4, painted a super-luxurious pie, can be used as a luxury package, the difference is 10 million per person

5, December come, I ushered in my bride, is about to enter the palace of marriage. Then I and Mister invited a period of vacation, finish the wedding back to continue to do, ya, he actually does not agree, said his team only need one is enough, because I leave this period of time he had to recruit a replacement for my work, and when I come back then, it becomes two, in the final analysis still can not afford to raise two. Then mister let me leave my own, to this step, I also did not insist on what, may leave is also a good choice.

The work, which lasted only four months, was declared over. Just think of it as a farce.

This February, a friend's recommendation, found a third job. Anyway, thank the friend again. The biggest harvest in this company is to let oneself get precipitation, also burst out of their shortcomings and shortcomings, and then I was confused, is for my own technical confusion, suddenly found that I do not know how to improve their technology, do not know where to improve their own, and then I began to fear, the heart began impetuous, Then I began to read all kinds of books to enrich myself, I dare not stop, because every time I stopped when I began to doubt myself, this behavior may also be a kind of deceive myself. Here, I would like to thank the great God who helped me, he has given me some advice on my current confusion, and indeed is the right remedy, thank you very much.

My own heart has been in the pursuit of the ultimate experience of the product and can make people exciting corporate culture, the nature of outsourcing company and my own pursuit of the opposite, so, after 10 months of work now, I resolutely chose to leave. Although the frequency of three companies in two years and their own "learning on the road" technology may be difficult to find a let me heart of the company, but I do not hesitate.

Have been retired, confused, have been hit, but these are not important, these are destined to be just my way to Daniel's small setbacks. Once, I think constantly do project can become Daniel, now, waking wake up, obviously is not enough, now, I started no matter study to enrich themselves. Although I am now very poor technology, although two years of time is indeed very long, although I later road will go more difficult. But I believe in myself.

Time passes, I wasted a lot, now who still remember childhood dream, who still remember the original rhetoric.

Now, go and pick it up. It hasn't been left behind by you.

Only for the same as me in the confused or in the job seekers and myself. Originally did not intend to write, but in order to give oneself this two years walk of a summary, also hope can let everybody harvest some things.

Finally add a sentence, do not like to spray.

A tribute to the years that I've been through