Work has been a lot of years, and now still in a company to stay busy. There was a chance to go before, unfortunately not ready, tossing a week, and finally failed. Also applied for the sentence "opportunity is for those who are prepared", OK, I know wrong, so that period of time also insisted on charging every day, probably lasted a few days, and finally failed. Also applied for that sentence "Notwith, two days screen." Hot bricks ... ”。 It seems that everything can give it a lot of reasons to explain itself.
However, that does not have any bird, this period of time feel also not idle, before some of the things that the grasp of the feeling useful, and now also has not been to get, can be described as: Lost watermelon, Sesame did not pick up ...
These days why the mood is not beautiful, may be with the present situation has how many relations. Departments do not have a clear direction, throw stones around, so in order to strive for the biggest so-called benefits, the direction of the whole department in favor of their own technical scope, which has caused the present situation, you have done a lot of work, but with us not much relationship. People can always focus on what attracts him, so you seem to be worthless, like a charity or a sheltered orphan, and that feeling may only be understood by a person.
Human thought is really a wonderful thing, yesterday may also be frustrated by frustration, and today seems to have found a new outlet. Hate too passive, do not let oneself always be in the passive environment, this will always be slower than others a few shots. The first two naïve for this depressed feel sense of value of 0. But now seems to be a lot better, since can not change the views of others, then try to change their own bar, refueling Bar (already near the rhythm of the Old man ...) Now that you've done that, try to do your best, and go deeper in one direction, and it's a little more learning.
Another talk about the other, since the desire to do what they have always wanted to do a thing, probably did 2 months to find that there seems to be no surplus, but also our weekends are also big in, and now feel really tired and dirty, fortunately, these are not all of us. The brain is not enough to turn around, by the little things are spinning around, in the want to find out what other export may not be so simple. But I still have confidence in this and in the future, I believe I can do the best. And I believe I can do it even bigger.
My goal is to make more money and let my family live a more dignified life, that's all.
Be in danger, work hard, don't use all that useless.