It feels good to stop.

In fact, only when I live very tired will I stop and slowly taste my past life and slowly compare my lives with others.

When I joined this project till now, I found that the white sir I met was indeed right. "As long as you are happy and comfortable, there is not much money but second to it ". I admit that I was so nose about this sentence. This is the college student who just entered the society. Suddenly I really want to talk to Bai sir, chat with him, and drink beer. I think he is not very old, his mind and vision are very open-minded, and he is also very good, for me who only contacted me at the time of deduction, I was very worried. I am also recommended to come to Beijing and go to their company. Unfortunately, I did come to Beijing, but I finally did not start their company. After a trial, I thought that their company was not suitable for me, so I gave up. But he was disconnected, but now I think it's a sin.

Having been out of school for so many months, I feel more complex, emotional, interpersonal, and professional than I have been in the past decade. When I was a simple child and suddenly turned into an adult, I felt tired in the face of these sudden things.

After reading the illustration from Crysta's blog, I felt that she had drawn a good image. She was a little arrogant and thought she had painted poorly. But at least from my spare time, I did see what she meant. Crysta is the most widely used art in my company, but like most people, many edges and corners have been honed, and I have not expressed myself in my company, life allows everyone to wear a mask for themselves. I actually want to know her. I can only see one or two in her blog. Of course, this does not mean to approach and understand her out of interest.

Recently, I have been reflecting on my life. Do I have to work so hard in my spare time? In the end, if I get a great reward for money, will I be really happy and happy? The answer is impossible. If you stick to this kind of life, you will have one project after another, one desire after another. What we hold in our hands is always less. I do not like this way of life. "As long as you are happy and comfortable, there is not much money but the second place." Bai sir is right. I would rather play with my favorite little things, even a small chance of success or financial return. In addition, I found that I have lived in others' lives for a long time, for some people around me. I began to find myself lost. I really know that promises cannot be easily promised. A promise that you are not sure about, You have to discard all your freedom to fulfill it, just as I do now. Even out of support for friends.

For life, I envy a friend of Crysta, music and fruit. People live very well and are very comfortable. Although she is studying in the United States, her main business is her study, but in our spare time, we can do a lot of interesting and meaningful things, but we are bound too much.

For friends, I think I should have learned how to choose.