Messy and reflective

These two days I feel like I have been in a messy state, and many things have not been completed yet. I have made questions and PPT ......, I don't want to see it. Bad appetite, don't want to eat, don't know why in the morning, pharyngitis ran out again, want to vomit ...... The accumulation of many things has caused me to reflect on myself. What's wrong with me? I have been a real man for more than 20 years. I used to think that I was wrong, but now I think that I was wrong, very embarrassing, very sad ......

One day, I have nothing to do. Maybe it's my own task! Just come out and get it back sooner or later!

I think that my own efforts will produce good results, but I forget the person who stabbed you in the back ......

There are always so few friends, And the responsibility lies in me.

Suddenly, I began to doubt the meaning of my life ......

What have I insisted on over the years ???