Returning to the past has become a dream

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18:26:58 Author: A bit Source: Sina Blog

Beijing is a long-awaited, distant, and helpless dream.

Although I am a member of Beijing drifting, I am not afraid to write the word "Beijing drifting" because its meaning is too complex and may not be able to control my language skills, behind this word is the survival status of a large number of people. What is this life status like? Outsiders may not be aware of this, because from the appearance alone, the North float family is very glamorous, they are active in the middle of the office buildings during the day, a majority of people, even known as white-collar workers, they are smart, it is not only these things, but only people in it can experience the ups and downs of life.

Four years ago, I was brave enough to join the great army of Beijing. Four years later, when I looked back on the beautiful days in Beijing, I couldn't help but say that I was filled with emotion, just like many North float people, I have a decent job. Every day, I live in a nine-to-five schedule. On weekends, I will shop with my beloved person in the business district and eat some seemingly exquisite "food ", experiencing the prosperity brought by the city, I think our quality of life seems to be improving, but is it true? After living in Beijing for four years, I found a problem, that is, I am really afraid of being quiet. I am afraid that I will stop and have nothing to do, because when I am quiet, I will think, are I in Beijing? Why am I happy here? How long have I not been home? I can only watch my parents once a year. Is this my life? This problem cannot be imagined by the North float, because we are unable to change the status quo, although no one limits our freedom, in fact, we made a circle for ourselves. In this circle, we call it "dream ".

Indeed, Beijing is a city that gives people a dream. Otherwise, why are so many people coming in from all directions? Otherwise, there are so many busy people in office buildings and commercial areas; if it is not for the sake of dreams, how many people are willing to accept the hardships of homesickness? In my opinion, most of the North float people choose Beijing to dream more or less, to realize their dreams and values, but sadly Beijing gives people a dream, but it cannot ensure that everyone's dream can be realized. So every year, people who come to Beijing to find their dreams will also leave Beijing to find their dreams.

There is a common conflict between the North drives who strive for their dreams, that is, with the growth of their living time in Beijing, daily work, listening to the hustle and bustle of the city every day, more and more people begin to reflect on themselves, is this really what I want to live? As a result, many people think of escaping and returning to their previous living conditions. But when they calmed down, they were pessimistic and found that they were not the original one, it is no longer possible to return to the previous life, because you have adapted to the life of the north, back to the past, and even do not know what you can do?

This is not to say that our capabilities have regressed. We can only say that we have transformed and evolved the city into a city animal. In fact, if we really want to go back to our previous life status, will we adapt? No one dared to give a definite answer, so I thought about it between two points. When I was tired, I thought about how good it would be to go back to the past. But every time I went home, I found that, I am not comfortable with my lifestyle at home, and I am also faced with many problems when I go home for employment. If we are wandering outside, there is a conflict between the two points, no matter who you ask, he may say that he misses his previous life and really hopes to return to the previous days. But a few months later, or even a few years later, you will find that he is still in Beijing, I have been living till now, so to some extent, back to the past, it has become a dream for people in north China. It will make us feel much easier.

It may be because my family is really a small place. When I go home every year, people in the left neighbor's right room will always ask my family about my job in Beijing. I heard that I can earn several thousand yuan in a month, and I don't have to envy it, at this time, I can see proud eyes in my parents' eyes. I am thinking, if I tell them at this time that I am tired of living in Beijing and don't want to stay in Beijing, I want to go home, it may be a blow to the old man, because I have carried a halo on my head when I float in Beijing. This Halo makes my parents proud and makes my parents feel that this child is really promising. Therefore, for the sake of family members, I also need to stick to it. This is also a filial piety.

> Although not everyone has my experience, I think many people should feel similar to me. That is to say, there are many ways of pushing us to stay in Beijing, north drifting is not just our personal behavior, it is related to many factors, these factors can not let us slack, ask us to bravely drift.