Standing at the last crossroads of the University

(I have never liked it very much. It's raining out the past few days, so I still can't help writing this text. Don't you like it ...)

Like most people in the garden, I am still a college student who has a passion, an ideal, and a unique and naive idea.

If every college decision is made up of a crossroads, I should have stood at the last crossroads.

I will start from the beginning of this semester. I plan to take a postgraduate entrance exam at the beginning of this semester, as a result, I bought several postgraduate information books at the beginning of the course. This semester's courses are still relatively small. As long as I had time to review the back words in the library and do exercises, I said that it was hard to say that it was neither comfortable nor comfortable. especially comfortable.

I am worried that I don't need to forget what I learned before. I am also interested and Lucky. I took the initiative to ask the teacher for a TA database. My primary role is to provide machine tutoring for students in my sophomore year. I know that I still need someone to help me, for this job, I have been reading teaching materials or surfing the Internet every night for several weeks after I took up my post, in order to give a reasonable answer to the questions raised by students in class. I have learned a lot in this lesson for students and sisters. From the very beginning, I only wrote some basic query statements, and now I have also written some simple triggers and stored procedures, know when the trigger is executed and some simple transaction processing... I know that I only know a little bit about it. It is still a long way to get a deeper understanding and use it. In short, I learned a lot in the process of being a TA. Besides knowledge, I also learned how to be a person, how to communicate with people, know that every job is not easy to learn and charge constantly to gain a firm foothold, and it is really important to think differently...

On Labor Day, I spoke to my previous colleagues about how to gather in Beijing and feel the atmosphere of the imperial capital. After a long time at school, I am easy to lose my fighting spirit, forget my dream, and lose my direction, it is easy to become naive (just as I do now ). There are too many rich people in big cities. There are too many people driving luxury cars and living in luxury houses, and there are too many people with passion and dreams, there are too many people who still have a good life without a background. What are our young and energetic people holding a cell phone all day at school. Sometimes it is more important to get out and give yourself a dose of spiritual opium ..

At the end of May, I participated in the provincial computer works competition, which had no purpose. Just like before, I went to see what my peers were doing, let's see how others struggle on this road .. Once this year, I have never participated in provincial or higher competitions, and have little understanding of others' highlights and have never known my weaknesses. Under the guidance of a teacher, after completing the entries, I waited for the competition to go directly. After arriving at the venue, I saw other people's works, basically based on some popular technologies, I thought I was just a standalone. I was so embarrassed to take it out... In the end, I can only get a third prize...

In February June, the examination month has arrived. At the end of the examination, major assignments, exams, and six levels are offered... Next, fortunately, there is only one final exam, or the computer. It is not particularly difficult .. The most annoying thing is Level 6. This is the second test. The English language has never been close to the word "good", but I only hope it can pass smoothly .. I did not understand all my listening skills after the test ..CompositionIt is also similar to the first Chinese style .. It should be another tragedy...

now. All the university courses have been completed, except for review and postgraduate entrance exams. Basically, they are reading books, reviewing mathematics and English, doing exercises, and going back to the garden at night, write Code . Recently, I am reading the Javascript advanced tutorial. It is still relatively simple and I don't know what will happen in actual use. At the same time, I am also analyzing an ASP Website. I feel that I have not learned many things in the past and many items in the actual project. I want to learn many things by myself. At the beginning, I won't know that, if a large film cannot be understood, you can check the Internet if you don't understand it. You can turn to the experts in the Group. Here, I really appreciate the enthusiastic netizens, you will all find your desired job and live a happy life... Then, I took out some of the previous project code analysis and analysis, mainly winform. I had a project with my teacher and C # only learned for one month, so code writing is messy and really hard to see. There is no logic. At that time, I thought of adding anything without writing, and I didn't design it well. The requirement was all done, however, the interface layout is really ugly and has no integrity. It's awkward. Many people in the garden don't use vs's own controls. They can write beautiful things developed by a third party, but it seems to be charged, so it has never been used, some time ago, when I sorted out the hard disk, I found that I had such a thing before. I can see it, but I can't understand it. I don't know how it is referenced. I hope someone else can give me some advice. I also learned android in this semester. I only learned some things during my class. I did not have much time to review my classes, I only know some basic things. I watched the test for several consecutive days in the test month and found that it was not particularly difficult to develop Android applications. I feel that this is a rational thing, make good use of the four components. The other components and Java are almost critical to the degree of familiarity with these knowledge points. I also learned JSP + serverlet, it seems like this and Asp.net...

Maybe the reader can see that I have come into contact with a lot of things. For Beginners, this is the case. At school, I always feel that this should be learned, the materials that can be referenced are either downloaded from the internet or bought a few related books. I know a little bit about it at last, but I am not very familiar with it. What I make is either useless or ugly, I finally lamented that learning is not refined. In fact, there is always the idea: Which direction of the ox can lead us to continue in one direction. I think I will always lose my way. This teacher has mentioned this many times, that is, I don't know where to start, I don't know how to learn a technology, and I don't know how to go into it. Is there any practical project, with no guidance from Daniel, it is almost another technology. This has always been the case, so now we know everything, and nothing is refined...

Also this month, several companies in Shenzhen conducted propaganda in our school by selecting six employees to reward and promoting the company through this method, I was selected as one of the six students. I know most of them are luck, and I have more than my excellent classmates. After the activity, the boss of the company gave us these rewarded students that they could go to the company for an internship in the year of their senior year. The company arranged everything. After graduation, they gave priority to the job and reserved talent for the company... After talking a lot, I always feel that I don't want to go. I don't want to escape from work. One day we have to move to work .. In the past few years, I feel that I have not learned many things and have no excellent technology. Going out is completely competitive. In a few years, the company will recruit some so-called elites in the school, and there will be new reserve talents, and we will become the bottom layer of society, A code farmer is not what I want. Maybe I'm a bit pessimistic. I still want to take a postgraduate entrance exam, and remind myself of my own quality as a whole.

Over the past few days, some chinansoft people have come here, while some direct companies and yonyou companies have come here to find interns. After passing the written test interview, they can go directly. Many of their colleagues have gone, I am all planning to go to major companies and are busy with my own future. I am still waiting for my school to take the advanced mathematics book for exercises. I don't know if I do this right. I just hope that my persistence will continue. My previous colleagues told me how to set an example. I don't know the number of students who are still waiting for a postgraduate entrance exam like me. I believe you have also encountered a situation like me, and all the students around are submitting resumes, I am preparing for my internship. I hope you can stick to your position and those with faith will have good results. This summer vacation will be very hot, and the outside world will be wonderful. I believe I can stick to it.

 

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