The sorrow of a programmer

I am a bad guy. ProgramClerk, I thought that learning technology could lead to a good life in the IT industry...

My capabilities are not high. It should be a small point to write a virus or Trojan every day. Half a year
You should be able to write something like Skynet firewall. But I just don't
He is a project manager in a company.
The boss often shows me his face. Do you want to tell me one day that people like you are very nice?
After hearing this, I think it is just like a knife.
One day, when the boss got angry, he told me to go back and don't work in his company. I was really sad. I really went to buy a ticket and he came to stop me and said a lot of good words, it is no longer important for a programmer like me to be looked down.
I originally wanted to sell him a hot heart, and now it is cold, DC blood, hope a company to see such job information, give me an interview opportunity.
When I wrote this letter, I shed a lot of tears. I hope people who need it will contact me after seeing it. I don't want to raise my salary, and I don't want any project manager, what I want is personality and dignity. If the salary is above 2000, I can bring my work to your appreciation. If you think that I am not satisfied, please immediately kill me and don't stay depressed. I am already a broken programmer.
I really didn't think that anyone who runs a company now would like to be flattering !~~~
If a company wants me, I am not very grateful to me! Now, this company is just like him. Even if I quit, I will be hungry and unwilling to help the boss. I am so hungry and ambitious!