To be a special person

When I had written my diary last night, I suddenly thought that I should insert a few words in a line, but that would make the diary look untidy. I remember the diary before is very neat, sometimes write the wrong word should be sticky with tape. is tangled to do not insert those words, suddenly the question came, who rules to write a diary must be written in neat, is not a diary of chaos? And then decisively added the words, and on the top of the doodle a few strokes.

The night has been plagued by this problem. Have been educated from small to large don't do that. We are used to the rules. In freshman year, see their use of textbooks and those seniors learn elder sister freshman time with the same, I will find a few good classmates together to discuss those seniors learn elder sister's book bought and then sold to our classmate, the result of everyone's answer surprisingly unanimous: your idea is very good, but I am very busy, and this kind of thing to take a lot of risk. I said: At least we can try Ah, not only to protect the environment, may also make a little money. In the end they didn't want to do it with me, although they apparently agree with me, but I know from their faces they must be thinking: "Silly x, you a student not like other people to stay in the book or play the game the old think this strange thing to do?"

In fact, everyone's experience is similar, are the kind of children from small to large have been growing up. Although we do not know why we do this, but the rules are certainly not wrong, so that we are more convinced that we did not do wrong reasons are still around the people are doing so, it is not always wrong? On the contrary, if you do things that are out of the way and people around you don't do it, it's too risky. We both choose the former.

So my plan for the recycling of textbooks is under the persuasion of everyone. After all, there is no one to support themselves, want to support it is too difficult, and everyone is inert. After a few blows like this, my out-of-bounds thoughts are gone. At the same time, he also added a lot of rules and regulations, in this box, even the above mentioned note-taking way.

With this box, I can foresee my graduation design with one weeks casually write a perfunctory thing, go out to travel when holding a cell phone crazy photos and then spread to the circle of friends (what temple he is what temples, anyway I came), and then find a coding work (I do not know why I have to write code, In short, found a job, the family also relieved).

What kind of life is this? Your innermost call may only be heard in the dead of night.

I want to be a special person.

I want to prepare a graduation design that I want. I will take the risk that the design has not been completed for two months or even five months, because that's what I want.

I'm going on a hike for half a month, not taking a bus, surfing the internet, and watching the world carefully. I also take the risk of being in danger on my way, because that's what I want.

I will not even do the coding work in the future, and do my favorite job (if any). I also take the risk of unemployment, because that's what I want.

Perhaps others will say: graduation design Such water things, you waste time? Half a month on foot? Don't tease me. Oneself like the work, I hehe!

Then I will say to myself: I will do this, I will bear the risk that others do not understand me!

To be a special person