Very powerless.

Recently feeling very busy, but indeed really blind busy, repetitive physical work, no progress!

Want to have a chance to do something meaningful for the future in the new field, but as a result of the previous experience of helping people pits, so now an old and no one to maintain the things will be pushed to me.

Although the project is not big, but no one to help themselves familiar with, and even need to learn a new language, simple learning can not be mastered, there is no great use but have to do!

Why I have been ready to do these useless jobs, maybe really need to change the environment, here can only let me feel chaos and physics, improve the space is less, good less!!!

We have to be proactive in making choices, rather than being compelled by life time to be able to make a life without choice. Accept the past, cherish the present, grasp the future!

Very powerless.