Everything is beautiful. As long as it is infected with the secular world, it will become boring and sad.

Education, family environment, money, house ...... Everything is beautiful, as long as it is infected with the secular will become boring and sad, but people are living in such a secular, can not get rid. Reality is reality.

I was born in a big family, a teacher family. There are eight teachers. I was taken care of from an early age. I am a great grandson. Grandparents are especially fond of love.
When I was a child, my mother taught in my grandmother, So I lived in my grandmother's place since I was a child. I forgot my memories when I was a child. I only heard my grandmother say that I was a child and told me to go to bed. My grandfather came back from the ship, he will always be behind him, and his grandfather will feed me dinner. I still remember the big white ceramic bowl. Only the grandfather's big hands could afford it.
Three years old, I was taken home, taken care of by my grandmother and grandfather, sleeping with my grandparents, grandpa has a tape drive, there is a tape drive in eight years, it is very rare, do not understand when I was a child, just listen to the sound inside, so curious. I remember that my grandmother sat at the door of the hall and put her earphones in her ear. Her grandmother was very happy.
We also had a TV and music card early in the family. It is still in use, and it is not as clear as it was in the past. Well, it was bought in 1984. The only TV in the village at that time. Every night, many people around my house watch TV. Sometimes there are many people who move the TV out of the hall and the yard is full of people. It is very lively, grandparents hate hospitality, visitors do not refuse, so the yard is always lost. From memory, the family is like this,
Grandpa is very good. When I was sensible, he was still teaching. Sometimes he brought me back a pair of cards, a jar of glass marbles. I was just playing, playing alone, and I don't know how to play. I have been alone in my courtyard. My three-year-old grandfather taught me how to recite Tang poems. At that time, I was estimated to be able to recite hundreds of Tang poems. Many people told me to recite them as soon as I went out, but I was very shy. I didn't want others to know that I would recite Tang poems, but some boring people tempted me to carry things, and I was so stupid that I went to kindergarten.
I am the shift leader in the first grade of elementary school. I only remember that the teacher was my mom's colleague. I seem to have the idea of ordering from an early age, huh, huh. In fact, I only went to my grandmother's house for half a year in kindergarten. I met several people in a large class. Now I still remember only one name. At that time, I was playing with them in a car. I am afraid to go to other people's homes to play. They pulled me and said there was a car. I was curious and went there. It was very fun. I also went to their house to eat a few crabs.
In my elementary school, my grandmother once taught books there. Many people know my grandfather and my grandmother, and many people greet me as soon as I go out. Mr. XX, Mr. XX, my grandparents always say hello happily. Grandpa attaches great importance to the cultivation of talents. He often teaches others to learn and make progress. I knew Tsinghua Peking University when I was very young.
Before the third year of elementary school, I seem to have never been a friend-Oh, remember, one in the same village is a little girl, haha, at the same table with me. I have never been playing with other people. Why is it out of place with me? My grandparents told me not to play when I went to school. I'm obedient. However, when I was a child, I always felt that I didn't like sports because I didn't fight with my classmates or friends. Why? ,
The first friend I met was Da Hei. My neighbor and I are generally years old. He did not go to kindergarten and went to grade 1 directly. Memory: The first time I met him, he was eating, and he had a big belly-similar to my current stomach. At that time, it seems that my mom told me to learn from others-I always don't eat, then they are discussing what to get for their children. I have eaten less since I was a child.
When I was in a small kindergarten class, I was taught by a relative. I should have called my aunt. Well, I only remember that the teacher taught us to fold paper planes and then asked us to fold what we could and hand in. I stacked a ship, a ship that other children had never seen before. It was stacked by an external teacher. Nice looking. When I thought about it, I took out a one hundred yuan relay and showed it to mm. I did not tell her this story. At that time, the teacher was surprised to ask me to go up and teach everyone to fold. I was so happy that I taught, but few people learned. Even the teacher did not learn.
Since I was a child, I like ships and planes. I often build boats by myself. Later, my mother called my grandmother a friend who helped me build a wooden ship. It was very delicate and not small. At least at that time I was delighted for a long time until I graduated from elementary school, and the ship was still there. Maybe I am still there. I have not turned the incense to the cabinet again, or I will be scolded again. Haha, as soon as I am in a hurry, my mother will say that I am crazy.
I want to let the boat get up, hold the motor, the battery, the water is short-circuited and rusty, but once and again, I will never get tired. When I was a child, I would be curious about the transformer, later, I thought about taking the plane and flying planes. It was time for junior high school to use alcohol to ignite the flight. So far, no one has ever succeeded, but it has burned several times, and I have spent a lot of cigarette paper, exam Paper, newspaper. Later, I mailed the airplane model, bought a remote control model, and then I did not get it any more.
In summer, I sat in the courtyard with my family and made tea and chatted. My grandfather told me there were aliens and told me many stories. I began to like watching the stars. Grandpa told me very early that we live on the earth, there are things outside the Earth, there is life, we are not alone.
I learned that people will die very late. I thought people will grow up all the time and then meet the day. When my grandmother died. At that time, I actually felt dead. I cried when my grandmother died. The whole family was very sad. At that time, my grandmother's teeth were all lost, and my grandmother and grandfather chopped the meat into meatballs for my grandmother to eat, and there was also floss. Now I still feel that my own meat was delicious.
I can always get something my grandmother eats, oh, or something. When I send it to my grandmother, I always make a quarrel to eat it, and my grandmother always eats it for me, I have been very lucky since I was a child. When I was a child, I liked to eat candy. As a result, all my teeth are broken. Haha.
When I was a child, I was very good, but I remember that I often beat me. It seems that I don't eat anything. My grandfather beat me, and my grandmother helped me every time. When I was in kindergarten, my aunt was in the third grade and she was carrying me back to school. Later, for fear of carrying me back to school, she didn't go to school.
In grandma's place, flying a kite is very exciting. At that time, well, the kite made by my mom and students helped me fly. It was very happy, but I seemed very stupid and I could never do it myself. Look at others' kites. Later, when I grew up, I tried to make my own kite. I had never been successful, had no wind, and could not fly. However, when I was a child, I seemed very smart. I remember my sister's incorrect arithmetic questions during the examination. I thought about the answer in a moment. I have a set of complicated algorithms. I forget what algorithms I have now, but it is not a normal idea.
In year 34, we started to fight and often fought with classmates. They both fought with boys. I can't be elected to the shift committee. I don't know why or why. It seems that all girls support me. Haha, I know a lot of girls, and I can say that I often go to their house to play. But now, three are very familiar, but they haven't seen each other for years.
One of the girls was in the post office. When I was a child, I heard a call from the phone. At that time, I went to the post office with Sangu. After they finished the call, I watched it, later, the girl's dad picked up the microphone and put it in my ear. Then he heard the beep sound, and it felt very novel. But now I know that nothing had happened.
Well, when I was very young, I liked reading books. My mother made many books for me. "children" is the first magazine to book for me. There are many riddles and things in it, I guess I can find a few more books on the shelf, but I think I have lost it. Later, I learned to imitate a bunch of things like "primary school students' essay selection" and participated in several county essay competitions. I will not read this much later,
I am well received in both primary and junior high schools. I can often go to the general office of the school, where my mother works. For students, I am afraid that apart from being called by the teacher for training, it is the place where the Study Committee members take homework, but I often go in and out, very happy. Sometimes I have to spend a few cents with my mom to buy some snacks.
I went to the county seat, where Sangu was. At that time, the second uncle's house became a problem. The third aunt's house was loose. In my memory, their house had not changed, but it was still two floors. I went there to play game consoles, my brother's game consoles. Fascinated. They play more games than me. I haven't had a game host yet. Except for the current computer.
My younger brother hated me when I was a child. I am a big brother. When I was a child, I really don't know what to do. It's funny to know who is playing well. My younger brother always follows me. I have lived in the countryside since I was a child, but my family liked me very much and I don't know why. I went to my aunt's side and bought me delicious food. Sometimes I bought clothes for me. I also went to the Second aunt's side. However, Aunt two was very strict and we were afraid of her, she is also teaching, and has her own teacher's majesty. I still remember that my aunt and uncle went out and kept me and her daughter in the house. Then we began to cry and cried for an afternoon. Then someone finally came to my rescue, and I was afraid I would be stuck in a place.
In the city, while sleeping, there are car tweets from time to time outside the window. It feels good and I don't know why. When I was a child, I liked to smell the exhaust gas of cars. It was very faulty.
I am always shy in front of others. Sometimes my grandparents take me to someone else's house, and I don't dare to do anything. I do not like to go to unfamiliar places. Very uncomfortable. My grandparents always told me to be a little brave, but I was always so timid. Do not like to contact strangers. However, I had my shares in the school's read-only competition and other competitions, and I also worked as a captain. However, I did not take some good posts because of my courage.
When I was in junior high school, it was very novel. Everything was novel to me. As long as I changed the environment, I changed my teachers, and my friends, I felt novel. Everything was a new start. But I don't know why none of them are fresh. The junior high school class teacher is a grandfather student, so I also have a relatively good treatment. Of course, the Chinese teacher and vice president are all my grandfather's students, and there are also relatives. Everything went well from an early age. Living under the care of a large group of people. When I was not 16 years old, I joined the group. The first group of students joined the Group, although I did not know the purpose of the Group at that time.
On the second day of the second day, I took a physics class and liked physics very much. The physics teacher had a good relationship with me and often went to his side to play. I am the first in the class in physics and the representative in the class in physics. The teacher often showed me some extracurricular books. Unfortunately, I don't understand them. I am not a genius. I just want to be a little more flexible. The physics teacher opened a store and fixed the TV set. I often went to him to get parts, but at that time I began to fear the circuit, and I always felt dizzy.
I still have a few good female students and some good male students. I like playing table tennis in junior high school. I started playing table tennis in elementary school. Later, a good friend took a basketball and went to school to play. He fell in love with basketball, but his fingers hurt a few times, and then gradually began to dislike it. Otherwise, I ran to the basketball court after class. I am crazy, And my academic performance is getting worse. The beginning of mathematics is poor.
In the third day, I went to the county to study. At that time, the TV was playing "Water Margin". When I was away from home, I often remembered this song, and I was familiar with playing it on home TV. I stayed away from my home for the first time, even though I lived in my uncle's house.
I didn't get an exam in the high school because I got two points. In fact, my sports score is 8 points. If I had a better sports score, I wouldn't do that. I began to feel the cold eyes of others.
High School, I began to indulge in computer games again, so high school has been ruined for a year. Later, I was taught by my Aunt II to turn the evil spirits back to normal. In high school, my physics started to be poor. At that time, when I had a library, I began to know Einstein and his theory of relativity, in fact, when I was in high school, I had not learned the kinematics well. How can I understand the theory of relativity? Even now I cannot understand it, because I have never seen it. However, I always feel very novel and novel, and I have never been so bright in my mind. I have always been full of yearning and pursuit in my team. I can imagine the operation of the celestial body, and I can imagine it across spaces, I was excited, but later I found that I was not doing well in mathematics. I had to say that it was my dream. I still admire Einstein and envy him for his life. He is full of opportunities and challenges. He is the one who really doesn't have to worry about money. I'm sorry to hook up such a solemn topic and money. I once thought that I live for what purpose: to better live for future generations. Is it so arrogant and funny? That's what I thought at the time. Even if you thought I was naive, I thought how great my ideal was. I once thought that I would study and study this way all my life until I die. This is my life, elementary school, junior high school, high school, university, graduate student, doctoral student, post-doctoral student, and study abroad ...... I used to let everything go to view Einstein's biography, and I have been yearning for it until now.
Later, I was promoted by a chemistry teacher. Well, at that time, I only needed him to help me. I tried my best to study chemistry and learn it like crazy. I watched it all day. I have never been so crazy or so motivated. I have never learned this consciously. I have seen the hope that chemistry is mysterious because the world is full of chemistry and I want to change the world. I am ambitious, but in the end the reality seems to be telling me my childishness.
In fact, at the beginning of my high school years, I had a poor learning experience. Many people look down on me. Although I don't have much to say, my family is under a lot of pressure. I hate secular people.
I went to college and praised me later. I really did not care about it. I looked up and ignored them, even if I was proud of them, I can understand what I am doing. Why do I need to be understood by others? I have always been doing what I like. I know that it will be difficult for me to live in the future, but I don't know how to change myself. Unless she can let me do this instead of doing it, I hope she will. I have been expecting such a person. The world is beautiful again because of her.
In college, I do not like circuits because I do not like circuits in junior high school, so I have not studied circuits except those related to computers. Higher Mathematics is still poor, and chemistry is gone. Did my chemistry end in high school? I am not reconciled.
I continue to do what I like to do, but the pressure is too high. I tried to stop the school for a few times and failed to succeed. Then I did what I like to do, however, I still like chemistry and physics in my heart. Although I have never read a word, It was my hope and my pursuit and yearning. It never changed for a moment.

Every time I go home, many people say hello, but remember the disdain of others for me, and I began to ignore them, no matter who they are. I am poor at learning. I know people and tell them this first thing. I hope that he will like my people rather than things that are irrelevant. If the quality of people can be determined by two successes and failures, in this case, one or two successes will be enough.
My two younger brothers did not take the college entrance examination this year and re-read it. I know that it is another group of people's eyes, a group of people's disappointment. How many people do they really want? What is the reputation value? I want to be quiet, but I don't want to be reconciled. I want to be famous, but I want to be famous, but I am not good enough, but I have been working hard. I hate this society very much, saying that I am a man of the world. I know the line is cruel. The family of rich people can see that you are connected to you, and you are far away from others. I know this situation cannot be changed, sometimes it is also because people do not know how to struggle and have a pursuit. But is it too vulgar to treat everyone like this? Where is the goodness of man? Is it because the world is so ugly that everyone is wary?