I do not know how long it will be before I can return to the September brush the shape of the problem!!!

I do not know how long it will be before I can return to the September brush the shape of the problem!!!

After the game, stay at home for a few days, after coming to school, I brush the question every day, that time do not understand where I came to the calm mentality, or the atmosphere of the game affected, at that time, the class on the schedule is not so full, one weeks there are two or three afternoons is no class, two or three mornings of the 12th class is no class, Those who do not have class days, I one or two class no class is 6 points to get up, then seven o'clock to 610 start to do the problem, afternoon no class, my lunch break sat in 610, sleepy on the lie for a while, late self-study, remember the first week also to late, so I was waiting for learning department to come to 610 sat brush problem, At that time do not know how to come to a calm heart in the brush, only know that when each of their own to make a problem, there is a special sense of accomplishment, now, has not found this feeling.

Since September 22, my heart is scattered, not like before the brush problem so persistent, do not know why, what makes my mind disturbed? Part-time Deputy Secretary of the Department? Group secretary? Or joining the party? Or a driving test? or a C-language assistant? Or did you take part in the event? Or are you in love?

　　I think that's why I have to reflect, now I do not participate in the basic activities, part-time is too expensive I also quit, C language Ta also appointed period also ended, the driver's license also did not go to practice, the party's information has all handed, the group party secretary now also no matter, the Department of Department Deputy Minister of things are busy, just love has continued in ......。

　　Now may be a step backwards, the setback is too miserable, holding a simple topic, read a long time to solve the problem of ideas and the code can not understand, to see whether or to start from the simplest again? When will this heart be condensed together?

I do not know how long it will be before I can return to the September brush the shape of the problem!!!