My Baidu Complex

Really very grateful to Baidu, it let me know a lot, learned a lot of knowledge, it let me grow up, mature, perhaps exaggerated, a little, but the fact is that,

I am a net worm, this year 18, 14 years old dropped out at home, reason I don't want to mention, everyone does not want to mention their own stupid things to do, and later because not to go to school and boring, so often online, began to infatuated with the network, play online games, the beginning of the computer game began, I remember there is "red police", and then came out of the network game, It's called "Legend."

Network This thing is very tempting, the computer game and the network game Two kind of feeling is completely different, the network game has the certain interaction, lets the person be able to find in the virtual world satisfies, the achievement feeling.
Good nonsense don't say much, I said I want to thank Baidu.

one let me touch vb

Because that time came out a game called "Dance troupe" because the game came out of a certain loophole, often heard in the game can brush experience, but they do not, look at the previous one than their own level to lower the level of people now higher than their own, so very unconvinced.
Good start to open Baidu search "brush dance level" and then know what to catch what packets and then to use VB to write and so on, and then began to contact with the VB programming, using Baidu search out a variety of tutorials to learn, and finally learn how to brush experience, and the general understanding of VB.

the second hacker

Because and try to brush the taste of experience, so hear others say QB can also brush? So everywhere using Baidu, to search for a tutorial to see the brush QB, in fact, the brush QB, is a lie, in fact, is to steal someone's ADSL account to Chong QB, in fact, this loophole and Tencent, this loophole is completely connected with the sky loophole, at that time may be to show off in front of others, do not know In fact, this kind of behavior has constituted the theft, so I slowly give up, and then find a hacker forum, in which learned a lot of defense and so on knowledge, in fact, learning this knowledge is not all destructive, know that these have certain advantages for themselves, is to see how people use these technologies.

the third record of my happiness

Baidu is recording my life, I met a girl in the game, we are bored when together to their names posted to the post to play, feel really very funny very happy, even now think of all feel happy, happy, although has broken up, but that happy moment, forever stay in Baidu, will never disappear.

The four made me reborn

Baidu know, really gave me a lot of help, this completely realized, there are problems everyone to solve, I have difficulties when I will go to Baidu know to ask questions, they think impassability or do not understand, will go to know to ask everyone, Baidu know to save my life, gave me self-confidence, said earlier I played games to meet a girl, We have known each other for 2 years, she is Chengdu, I am Anhui, that day suddenly she said to break up with me, I can not accept, she said I am immature (I am 18 she 20), and I do not see the future, but also, I began to drop out at 14 years old, even junior high school did not graduate, and I have what future?

She chose others, that person and my age is my friend we are in my BBS to know (we are a city so become a real friend), that person and I am not the same, he is very sunny, and I was all day only know the internet people, When she came to visit me from Chengdu in May this year, she met my friend, which seemed funny, but it was a fact.

I am a very valued friend, because I have no friends, so pay attention to friends, like me all day in the evening of the people, the reality really no friends, also did not say the mind of friends, so it is rare to know a friend on the internet, but also and their own in a city, is really fate, so I attach great importance to this friendship, I had something to say to him or to my girlfriend, and I said that my girlfriend was older than me. Do not know how, and her words do make me feel safe, she really gave me a lot of help, perhaps because she is older than me, women born with a mother that kind of feeling I can not say, anyway feel good, It makes people feel safe and not afraid of anything.

So that day she said to break up I can not accept, no way I take a glimmer of hope to go to Chengdu to find her, but she is very determined to break up, a bit of the opportunity to recover, I returned home, closed the door, forcibly in the hands of the cut down the knife, began to bleed, do not know how I will be afraid, and then I fainted, woke up, See my mother in my bed, see out she is very tired, I shed tears, but I did not cry, I really hate myself, let the family so worried about me, so I came home to adjust a good state, not to think about those.

But in my mind the teacher echoed the man's voice, "You are a coward, you do not dare to draw that knife, you are just a junior high school graduate, you do not deserve her."

This again let me have the intention of suicide, in my contradictions when very vacant, a lot of people added my QQ, the original is Baidu know above know, I have in Baidu know above help, ask others how to restore love someone else's girlfriend. They added me Q told me how to be strong, how to, should not do, there are some similar experience of the people also added my QQ, and I said Heart-to-heart, which makes me feel very warm, and then I went to Baidu to know that the next my problem, others to my reply has reached dozens of, each write a lot, very serious. I really appreciate them for helping me to see their reply, I feel better in my heart, to see a lot of things, but only to give a person the best answer, otherwise I will give a small red flag, and then I am in a good mood, and gradually I also know inside to help others solve problems, although they do not know much, But I carefully answer each question this is enough, do not care is not the best answer, of course, I also have a lot of small red flag, but I see the small red flag, feel good comfortable, as if they have helped a person, in the mind a sense of accomplishment.

The five learned a lot of knowledge

Because at home boring, also learn to do Web page, I am from even domain name do not know what is started, one of the questions asked Baidu, has been accustomed to a problem on Baidu, initially I contacted the HTM all static, slowly learning ASP, there is no understanding of the place will go to ask Baidu, in the learning process there are many difficult problems , I and Baidu together one by one have solved, because do the webpage, must have a good art. So I started to learn PS, as well as MX2004, these tutorials I use Baidu Search to obtain, if there is no Baidu, want to get these tutorials, I am afraid to pay a lot of twists and go, now my personal BBS development also has more than 1W members, PS also rely on Baidu to develop so fast, This is my station (http://www.love50.com/), I can not deny that I did very bad, but does not mean that I do not mind, I think the intention is enough, technology limited, only slowly more perfect

Someone once said to me: "No diploma is not your fault, but not hard work is your fault, this sentence let me feel quite deep."

No matter where you are learning, in school or at home, as long as you are good enough technology, where all can mix very well, although now the company is very valued diploma, but, that is only the general small company, short-sighted, here I want to and I like people say, make good efforts, the next success is you, do not degenerate, To have confidence in themselves, never to find their own excuses to learn, where to learn to do, do not need excuses.

Let Baidu to record our lives, let Baidu come with me together. I'm 18 years old, I don't have a diploma, so what? If there is distress need to help me, I am happy to help, although I am not very old, but I really see a lot of things.

If you want to communicate with me, please leave contact me, I will contact you, but also please those so-called station webmaster, a lot of driving new people, do not blindly only know their development, should learn from each other, don't forget, we all have a start, failure, success.