How hard is the programmer's path? (For graduates)

After thinking about it, I still cannot decide whether to stay in this company for such a elder care life...

 

Next, I would like to say a few words about how my students have been in the workplace for the past five months...

 

I graduated from July. I have studied Japanese for two months in a Japanese training institution. My skills are only at the "read" stage. Before graduation in March, I came to the company for an interview in July. Before I came to the company, I had an interview with IBM in Dalian, but failed; I came to this company for 2nd interviews. I was eager to find a job, so I didn't ask people questions about salary or the like. I always felt that the company should not treat me badly, now, I think it was really silly...

 

The first month of coming to the company, I felt nothing new. I feel confident that I can go on no matter what difficulties I encounter. Indeed, I was very energetic at the beginning. I remember the minister who tried to test my abilities, let me build a Java Web System in a week. It is developed based on the code written by others. I feel that I should be able to complete it, so I promised to finish it within a week, and the results were just as expected (because I learned Java at school ); after that, I was assigned a C ++ department to which I am not familiar. Now, I have been working for nearly five months and have done 0% development jobs, only some lib applications under UNIX that were arranged by the deputy minister when he first came to this department, I also threw a related book to me, because I have never touched C ++ before, so I tried to buy a lot of related books, and my salary in the first month was almost all spent on books. In this way, I have been reading books and I have always thought that I am not capable enough, the company does not want to assign a large role to me, but recently there was a project requiring C # To Do It. I learned C ++ and studied C #, the Project Manager also gave me a module, and I felt that it was time to start the work. The results showed that the original function was implemented in The project is only available in the 2nd phase, I thought it was a scam (because when I first entered this department, the part that the Vice Minister asked me to see was also said to be used in the 2nd phase of the project )...

 

Now let's look back and think about it. I feel like this is just a mixed life in the past few months, or a mixed life with pay. I live a daily elder care life, come to the company at a.m., drink saliva, and smoke, it's time for others to eat at moji.com. I slept for an hour in the afternoon, and then I went to moji.com to see the news and so on. At about 3 o'clock, I went out to breathe and smoke, after four o'clock, I went to study Japanese for 2 hours .. In fact, it is not good at all. Is to mix time, it is better to learn by yourself), and then even if this day passes, such every day, such as month...

 

Some people may say that this paid elder care is a good life. It's easy to get a day! But after a long time, I feel like I am almost abandoned by society. How can I buy a house in the future? How can I marry my wife? What is the way to continue?

 

Now I am like a bird in a cage. Although some people feed me every day, after a long time, I still want to fly in the blue sky...

 

I tried to resign in recent days, but the contract was signed on April 1. It took me two months to leave. It was really hard to remember to leave...

 

I miss the time when I was studying Japanese. Although I was very busy and tired, I didn't even have to smoke for a day, but that was a full life. That was just fun... Alas ~