Miss Guan Zhang Qing's feeling of "Several experiences in finding a job"

I just read Miss Zhang Qing's post.Student.csdn.net/space.phpExperience in finding a job

Deep feelings
I did everything after graduation because I didn't learn well at school (I have never met a teacher in several courses:
Game training,Assemble compatible machines, repair computers, and Internet cafe network management.
In fact, I still wantProgramEmployee, helpless mind out of stock. I interviewed many companies,
The interview is not difficult, but the basic questions are often lost during the written examination ..
Very depressing..Although I am a programmer, I have been working on technical support for more than a year in this company, and then transferred to the Development Department internally.I have been working in development for almost half a year, but most of them happen on Google. It may also be because of "catching up with ducks! I am learning to sell it now. I only need to read msdn when I use it. I am posting a question on Google search for csdn.
The so-called development is also a physical activity: Drag and Drop controls,CodeCopy and paste.
The knowledge of getting caught on the shelves is enough now.
Cannot find a breakthrough point to improve. I want to supplement the basics of the system, so I don't know where to start.
Do I have to read university textbooks from the beginning?
I don't want to read the teaching materials in the college age. The specialized courses of private schools should be simple and simple. (I have never learned vrouters on the network. C only talks about pointers. This is evident ).

Ah. I am eager to make some improvements. I hope you can give me some advice.