My vague future-the bumpy path of female programmers

When did you choose it?

Maybe it was just the moment when I entered my volunteer information at the university. I had a hard time catching up with my computer. I thought I could go to a second-class school, and then I wrote a school before I handed in my volunteer ticket, he wrote a good professional, digital media technology, and thought it would be media. Unexpectedly, I went to a school. From then on.

I think I have been doing well since I was a child. I think I have more than enough to cope with this traditional Chinese exam-oriented education. As a result, I have started a fantastic tour. In the eyes of others, I am a good student and have a scholarship every semester, enrich and happy college life. Now it's good to recall college life. I just don't think I have made a few real friends. I didn't learn much about the major, but I just talked about it in a general sense. In addition, the teacher assigned homework and started very seriously. Later I became a complete fool. One or two people write their homework in a class. I really had a hard time in the class, and I really appreciate their selfless dedication.

Later, I graduated from the university and went to Dr Dalian to work for an outsourcing company. As a programmer, I am so unaccustomed to keeping so many people in a very big room every day. Then I began to compile code and code ...... I think this life is like my office. Every day there is no sunshine, only fluorescent lights, no fresh air, computer, air conditioning, and mixing every day, I need you here today. I want to transfer it to you. I am missing and transferred tomorrow. It seems like a piece of chess, which has been transferred by others, and may not know which day it will be kicked permanently ...... I think it is simple and repetitive work, with no new ideas or even no communication. Every day is very depressing. The happiest time was when two colleagues who had a good relationship at lunch and chatted with each other. In addition, they played table tennis with another colleague at night. To be honest, during those days, the biggest improvement I 've made is my table tennis. Haha.

I don't like this kind of life. I don't want this kind of life. I don't want this kind of life. I'm still young, and I don't want to immerse myself in this kind of life ...... I chose to change, so I applied for a research Monk. I am very grateful to the current professor. Although I have a poor communication with him, I am very grateful to him and the director of my alma mater, thank you for your help. Today, we are here.

But is it unfortunate? I still have to continue my career as a programmer. I started digital image processing. Well, it involves my weak math and the code that I once hated. I have always felt that my logic thinking is not good enough and my code compilation capability is not good enough. I have never learned how to process digital images. Now, the basics are not good. I have to start from scratch. At one time, I felt that I had suffered from depression. I lost my optimism and self-confidence, and became pessimistic and inferior. So I decided to record my learning and growth here, so that I could see myself growing up and growing up slowly. Regain confidence.

Maybe the path of programmers is really not suitable for me, but before I make this decision, I have to make a good effort and have worked hard. I do not have IQ or logic. That's good, after reading the study, I immediately changed my mind and did not regret it. I chose a new path. Now, I have chosen to stick to it. First, I want to learn the language well, do my homework well, be a girl who makes others warm, and be a girl who loves me ~ Don't beat yourself to death before you leave. I believe they are also just so. You will make it ~ Especially Girls, give yourself confidence and courage ~ Come on ~

No matter how the road ahead is, if you choose it, you will go down the road. There is no difference in quality, as long as you walk comfortably ~ Come on ~

I will take two exams next week, one of which will be posted, and one of them will be totally confused. Well, let's start working hard now ~ Fighting ~