Chen 34 years old Heart landed: The past life is too abstract too casual

"I'm an angular person and I'm not going to change at this point because I'm a star now," he said. I am not going to lose my precious nature for the things that are out there, and in this respect the tact is the means, sometimes it can be used, and when it comes to the question of principle, this tact is not needed. "The day of the visit, Chen still a little dizzy, this is drunk Sequela, although this time away from the wine bureau has been two days away," I can only drink a few cups after a few drinks, smiling at those masters of the booze. "Two days ago, Chen and friends for Shi a birthday party," I have been taken care of for ten years, the first time so formal and grand to do things for others, experience the ten years of being cared for by others moved. "Previous Chen seldom participated in such things, nor cared about them. Want to pay for friends, this change does not know when it happened, "I do not want to let their lives so the literary youth, I am now the age to be responsible, do things."　　"The Chen and the Chen that were interviewed 4 years ago are very different. No matter how happy he laughed at that time, he could not conceal the melancholy in his eyes, and he complained that the pace of life had blunted his feelings, "what happened to the side, such as whether the sun shines on the body is not so sensitive." Not very happy. Career success, not within his expectations, "disrupted the original pace of life." I don't like people saying he's good-looking. "That will make me more inferior, played so many years of play, if other people pay attention to my appearance, let me feel that I still can't get out of the shadow of the vase." "director Wu Zizuo said:" Originally selected Chen play "The national anthem" In the Nie er, completely is a fancy his melancholy but not lose the fortitude temperament, did not think now he incredibly is positioned as the youth Idol.　　I think, Chen should have a sober understanding, don't indulge in the youth idol can't extricate oneself. "I always think of myself as a strength, but this face is too iconic," said Chen, 30. "So refuse to enter any of the entertainment events," for many people like entertainment, gossip readers, I am a lack of topic, inflexible person. I do not believe that an actor can be liked by all people, or that the whole society only likes certain types of people.　　"He is dissatisfied with his role in the media-one more I do not have a lot of me."　　Is 4 years of growth a long time?　　In front of the Chen, such as the early autumn of Beijing's sky, the wind high, cloud light, sunny. "My former life was too abstract, too casual, too literary.　　Q: The last time I visited you was 2006, when you were already very red, but very confused. A: Make A melancholy shape. (laughter) There was not much that was interesting at the time. It's a critical year for me, and it's probably like menopause. I don't know if other men will be afraid of age, but I was a little scared when I was 30 years old. Feel 30 years old, should be more responsible for their own lives, should set goals and then do. But at that time my direction is not too clear, just probably know. They say 30.What's the bottom? It's time to feel like a man. Now know, in fact, the most important thing is to do everything right now.　　As a man, I think I still have to do something. My former life is too abstract, too casual, too literary, too pursuit of the so-called realm ... Too the pursuit of adjectives, before I want to distress are my pursuit. Now, the key words of my life are simple and happy. This is not changed for the sake of change, it is the natural change of this age, now this may be more real me, because more comfortable.　　There are a lot of things I can't pretend to be, and I can't pretend to be responsible.　　Q: How do you describe your present state of mind?　　A: The heart has landed. In fact, I am very eager to grow, the external environment also promote my growth. This year's June 4 is the 15th years I came to Beijing, I wrote a micro-blog that day (http://t.sina.com.cn), "15, not long, not short, between the jump is like a rush between the fragments, fortunately, still save the year when the simple Dream, Also be worthy of that ignorant teenager. Don't blame me, for every person who cherishes the time engraved, it is worthwhile to celebrate 15 years ago today in Beijing.　　"I had some life experience 15 years ago, have some experience of doing something, there are some cases of failure, there are some cases that make me more cheerful, but these things are not the 15 years I feel the most precious, my most precious is that I came to Beijing when the original intention to now has not changed.　　Q: What is the original purpose? A: Simple to no longer simple, say that everyone will laughing a original intention. It is still in my heart, this is the most important.　　But I can't share the original intention.　　Q: Do you remember the day you came to Beijing 15 years ago? A: The first attention is sunshine, Chongqing is not so good sunshine AH. At that time I was very happy to make a wish, that sentence until now are still in my ears. What's the big wish of a 19-year-old child in general?　　Now it seems, at that time I have a great wish, not as you see the simple, melancholy Chen.　　Q: Today's Sunshine has you 15 years to come to Beijing bright day? A: The day I remember the sun was brighter. When you are a child, you will enlarge everything, good and bad. Now, life experience tells me to try to enjoy every day. For example, Shi's friends flew from Hong Kong to Beijing for her birthday, and then they returned to Hong Kong, where she also prepared a birthday party. What did I Chen for my friend? I've been taking things from the audience 10 years ago, what am I giving them? Before 2008, I think I have not enough, but also want more ...　　I was a boy and now I'm a man.　　Q: Some men don't listen to the truth, do you? A: I know exactly what to hear. I like other people can point out my real problems, you can use any way to express, scold me AlsoOK.　　As long as it is right I can accept, Aquarius is very objective.　　Q: What is the most ruthless word you've ever heard? A: It is estimated that no one is more ruthless than myself, I often scold myself, scold means I do not good enough. For example, I will not listen to someone who says that you play well, whether it is heartfelt or polite. Because I have good and bad standards, I will say to myself, "Chen you are not a very good actor, no talent, Qinnengbuzhuo, you fill it." "I am not a simple to hear things will respond to people, when others scold me, I will listen to him scold there is no reason, reasonable I will listen, if he is disorderly scold, then I do not accept."　　I have seen good actors, I have a standard in mind. Some people say that I am like a child, who says I have a Peter in my heart. Pam, I am not a man who is upright and responsible. Who says I'm blue, I'm Jiabuzhu? Who says only big men can survive?　　Sorry, No.　　Q: for example? A: Like Jiang, Robert. Niro, they are good actors. The other ...　　Often hear people say, which actor is famous, play very well, I think the General bar.　　Q: Are you a good actor? A: I have some clips that are good. I used to be entangled in a play, without the overall figure, because I have no big picture in life.　　Now I have established a clearer picture of the picture. I think that regardless of men and women, the most important thing is to establish a self-assessment system, relying on your self-cultivation, relying on your wisdom, relying on your knowledge, not waiting for others to say you are right or wrong.　　This should be done around the age of 30, and I think 30 is also due to this.　　Q: What is the difference between the criteria you used to take the play and now? A: Before filming, think that the box office is good, before the purpose of doing things is not simple; now I like the character to answer, because I am an actor, and the actor has to do is like the role.　　The result is good, when oneself picks up gold, the result is bad, draw experience, next attention. I am more positive than before, even if there is a problem, I think it is a blessing in disguise. Even if there is really 2012 and how, I don't care if you come, I want to live like this, God let me come to this world, I have a sense of mission.　　I want to maximize the value of everything I do now. People should always look back at your initial wish, don't forget why you started, often think of childhood dreams. Some people say that I am like a child, who says I have a Peter in my heart. Pam, I am not a man who is upright and responsible. Who says I'm blue, I'm Jiabuzhu? Who says only big men can survive?　　Sorry, No. "I admit that I am stupid, but it does not mean that I have no wisdom."　　Q: It is said that "let the Bullets Fly" in the role you volunteered with Jiang? A: I have always been active in the role of the director. I say to every director I like. Before the role also feel embarrassed, is in covet what;In the feeling that the actor is a special magnanimous thing, the actor is supposed to strive for a good role, to see the group, to try the play. I did not know before and Jiang, although he is my idol, the first time to meet drinking, I said: "Director you have no role to me, regardless of size, as long as you can play, to learn." "I'm an actress, I want a role with a director. What can be laughed at? What is my purpose? I want to act.　　I was posturing there waiting, wait, what?　　Q: Most of the actors are waiting.　　A: I do not wait, I am not a passive waiting person.　　Q: No one said you were "two"? A: Needless to say, I think I am very "two". But what's wrong with "two"?　　I admit I am stupid, I am weak, so I need to fight for more opportunities, everyone is doing me a favor, I still put what ah?　　Q: Have you always said that you are stupid, this is a deliberately low posture? A: Pretending to be foolish? Afraid of others to say themselves, I first say? Oh, I just started really like this, put himself down, see how you can say me. After talking for a long time, I found myself really stupid.　　I admit that I am stupid, but it does not mean that I have no wisdom.　　Q: Do you communicate much with Jiang? A: We rarely talk when we're filming, and we don't usually talk and send SMS. On one occasion, I was supposed to be sitting in a corner of the panorama, he saw me from the camera in a special situation, he put the camera close to the close-up, he saw my eyes from the camera, came and asked me, "What do you usually do sports?" "I said," I would do both if yoga and meditation were a sport. "He said," meditate, you keep it going. He was quiet for me, 15 seconds ahead of each play.　　He can read me, which is more interesting than what people say about you. My life is very simple, just willing to take the time to think about something. Some people say, you think too much, too tired. One day I said on Weibo, "When you're young, you don't want to, you lose time." You have a lot of fetters when you think about what you should do when you are old. Nothing is to be done. You should not pretend to be free, and you need to be really at ease to fix it. Everybody thinks he's a comet? Did you have an epiphany when you opened your mouth? Did you sweep the ground?　　Q: Some people say you look like Leslie Cheung. A: This is someone else's concern. And what I am thinking is, whether like and not like I have to follow my own path to find my own direction, I will never become a copy of a person.　　Because I don't want to be him, I have a higher goal.　　Q: Is this ambition?　　A: I don't think men are very ambitious. "Put down the burden of my heart, now is my best time period."　　"Q:30 years old, your career ideal is to have a good reputation, now?" A: Now I hope to make more good movies and hone my acting in two or three years. Most of them will make commercial films, and commercial films will have a wide audience, so that more viewers can know Chen and know that such films exist. If thisKind of film more and more successful, China's film market, film culture will be more and more vigorous, at that time, it will produce a lot of movies about the mind, my goal is to shoot more of this, the soul of the film.　　Q: Did you ever seem to have a clear understanding of what you are doing, or don't accept it?　　A: I didn't accept this career until 2008.　　Q: What happened that year? A: I am not a lot of production actors, every year I find excuses to rest, the name said in order to better create I want to go on vacation. After filming the "Painted Skin" in 2008, I told myself very seriously that I had to rest 1.5. Don't want to shoot. I have no goals in the rest, and a long time to see friends meet, read the book has been wanted to read, drink coffee in the café, walk home, cycling fitness. After seven months of rest, one day it suddenly dawned on me that I could stop being an actress. Although I have been a actor for 8 years, I have been wondering whether I want to be an actress or not. Before the tangled things in that moment all opened. From 2000 to leave the film academy to I began to be attention, all of it is fictitious, I have not accepted I was an actor this thing, on the surface seems to have a pretty good, filming filming, earning money, but did not solve the inner tangle.　　2008, for a moment, I knew I would not be an actress and would have no baggage in other professions.　　Q: Baggage? A: In the past, I hid to do the burden of the actor, for the actor to do a good job, but also for the film to sell well efforts ...　　When all things are done for the purpose, do you think I can not tangle and confused?　　Q: But who doesn't? A: Anyone can do that, but I can't. I was confused for 8 years, suddenly want to understand, I do not have nothing to do actors. After that I acted because I like it, and then you will be enthusiastic, I found the motivation to be an actor, I began to enjoy the process of creation. You know there's no fear in your heart? Because you don't think much, the heart is not preoccupations.　　This is the one I have never dreamed of. Before 2008, I had been given too much wealth and fame, beyond my expectations. It's time to give back. To understand, I give back my passion for everything I have to do. So I took 1 TV dramas and 5 movies in 2009, and I didn't know I was tired, so they continued to arrange work for me.　　Now is my best time.　　Q: Did you leave the Shaohong company that signed up after graduation in the best time period? A: Our contract expires in August this year, I in February with Wan elder sister (Li Xiaowan), Red said, "Teachers, six months after I want to leave." "I am calm, without human fear.　　I believe that we will understand each other, I do not think.　　Q: What about their reaction? A: They looked at me warmly and said, "Do you want to be a team and how can we help you?" This is the sincere relationship between people. IfI went without a word in August, they may not be angry with me, perhaps the heart will be sad, maybe my heart will also have estrangement, goodbye they will not be calm.　　There are many ways to make things a better ending, you just have to do it with your heart.　　Q: You actually use the simplest way to deal with this matter, many people guess you leave Shaohong company when there are twists and turns. A: Because I am stupid, in the simplest way.　　Everyone thought there was a story when each artist separated from the company, and my story was the simplest.　　Q: Because a lot of stories have really happened. A: It did happen a lot! My story is that they have trained me ten years, less red and Wan elder sister is the most love me, leave them, I do, they will be happy for me, do not well, they will be sorry for me.　　Because I was nurtured by them, until now, I still do things in the way I learned in the last ten years.　　Q: This time shaohong because of the re-filming of the TV drama "A Dream of Red mansions" has been questioned, have you communicated? A: Everyone is at risk when doing things, and red is strong because she realizes it before she does it. She can do it, she can bear the result. Her heart was assured, and that was the most important thing.　　It's like I'm sure to do something, and it doesn't matter if people don't accept it, because I know it's what I really want to do. "I am an angular person. Q: You were at a press conference, accusing a journalist of being unkind.　　A lot of stars in this time will Dahaha, you are so seriously. A: I respect all the wisdom of the problem, now if a reporter asked very "two" question, I will still say, you go back to think about it, do not waste everyone's time. It's better to leave me alone. I am a angular person, I will not because now become a star, at this point to change. I will not lose the precious nature for the outer things, and be tactful in this respect, it is not Chen.　　Tact is a means, sometimes it can be used, and when it comes to the question of principle, this tact is not needed.　　Q: Have you ever had a smooth time? A: Sleek almost, but I can be thoughtful.　　I am not a very thoughtful person, I did not spend a lot of time to think about other people's feelings, I now work hard, for Shi birthday party is a start.　　Q: Do you read and write your article online? A: I often see, I now do a team, I am leader, must face all the problems, I will see. I don't expect others to judge me how high, this is not my decision. Because everyone has their own values and standards of judgment. I have also tried very sincerely to chat with others, finally write out something bad, I should be sad? Should not be sad, he is helping me, in another way to analyze me. I looked back, at that time the Chen did quite outfit, then love to speak the truth, in fact, I just take the book for everyone to listen to, share with you the book written, the true truth, others know the truth, is to swim a fish.　　Q: Many people will be impetuous after becoming famous, but you have been very low-key after being famous for quite some time. A: This is the performance of impetuous. Low-key and High-profile is relative, high-profile people may be because of self-confidence, low-key people may be too confident, self-confidence has been inflated.　　Some people choose to keep a low profile when they inflate, but it is also an affectation of behavior.　　My low-key time was both inflated and insecure.　　Q: Did you like movies when you were a kid? A: Not really. I don't like Zhou Xun who grew up in a movie theater. I had a lot of fun when I was a kid, go swimming by the river, pick up the trash and sell ... It's not just movies. I don't think the cinema attracts me at all, because sometimes the movies are bad.　　I do not see everything, I have a very good attitude since childhood, I do not drift with the people.　　Q: Do you often mention your son in Weibo, which seems to have been taboo before? A: I never had A problem. I told you once, at the Shanghai Film Festival, I said I would only answer once: "I have never shied away from having a son, and I will not answer the question of where your son came from." He is my son. I took him to many places to play, everyone saw, my son is a very healthy child.　　In fact, I was very powerful from the bone.　　Q: What is your motto?　　A: "Sutra" in the words: all the law, such as dreamlike, such as dew also like electricity, should be so.　　Q: Your religious beliefs should make you not taboo about death, how many years later, what kind of way do you want to leave the world? A: According to the way I do things now, should not be Henghuo, according to my current mode of life, there is a possibility of illness; In my current positive attitude, if it continues, I think I should smile and die no matter what happens. My religious beliefs make me believe in reincarnation, so I have little fear of death, I hope to die smiling. (from "Vogue Men" September number photography: Ktauleta fashion Director: Grantpearce makeup: Dong Tian modelling jangchul lun hairstyle: East field modelling Hezhi)