Go through panic Nirvana regeneration (k_eckel is transferred from Microsoft's university blog k_eckel's mindview)

Once again a month later, the time was too busy, inadvertentlyGently walk, just as gently come. 6 A month is a month filled with uneasiness and thinking. I have experienced my lifeFirst Interview( MSN CDC Even though it is a phone call, and it may be an unexpected result .), LifeFirst public reply(Although the grand prize is already an established fact .),In the busy times, I feel helpless, but I can't help but experience panic..

Not for a long timePanic. There wereTechnical panicThe more I know, the more I don't know. The rapid development of technology and the limited time, energy, and ability make me feel uneasy. But slowly accept the fact and helplessness of what has been done and what has not been done, especially afterImmutabilityAfter studying things, I successfullyA robbery. There wereFuture panicThe unknown future and the changing foreign world make people feel unpredictable and fear, but slowly accept it.No, it's better. Just give up on perfection and pursue beauty.In desperationEvict.

The recent panic comes from the Panic of life, and I feel like I have encountered a"Kan"-- Possible pastWithout any doubtIt may be impossible to achieve a career. On the contrary, it is very likelyPingpingyong, an'anIn the past, all the efforts went with the wind. I feel that I am stuck in both engineering and academic research, and I feel that I am not doing anything. True, 0 While 1 , Like a thousand miles, 1 While 2 Step by step . However, without a new start and mentality, living in the past is likely to lose thinking and pursuit of the future.One step hard!

7Month is the beginning of a summer vacation. It may be the last summer vacation in my student age, or the last summer vacation. Students are good. They have two long holidays in a year. During the summer vacation last year, due to many reasons (including project and two poor times), the home time was less than a week, and the summer vacation may have to repeat the last year's track. The extremely depressing project at hand and summer internship program may take up most of the summer time.

Through the panic years, or like Nirvana Phoenix.......